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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Updates!

Monday : Sch as usual, ended sch quite early, didn't know what to do, so decided to call victoria if can meet, then I rushed down to J8 to meet her and June. It was awesome time of sharing from the girls eventhough it was a short one.(:

Tuesday: Was not stable emotionally over some stuff. Tennis and Cats was unexpectedly fun which helped me to cheer up a little. Anyway here is the video
Cats skit

Wednesday & Thursday : Was rushing Wp assignment like mad, as you know no one in my team could really help me. Unspoken grumblings...

Friday: Finally handed up wp project. Unhappy here and there though.I shall leave it to God. Anyway was dreading to go school for the last few days due to tiredness. After handing up wp project, went to orchard with Abi to de-stress. HAHA. we went to eat at pepper lunch and then we ate ice-cream. Walked a while like zombie cos we were very tired, so decided to go home, put down my stuff, went get change and went to bukit timah plaza, beside ngee ann, to meet up with gordon, benjamin and wee leong to play pool. Not long later, nick,brandon,guorong,sherwin,jiajun and jing quan came. Nick played with Gordon 5 games. It was not bad larh.. anyway gordon, wee leong, ben and I rushed for cell. It was real awesome! I'm recharged again!!

Anyway I'll be going to JB to have fun! (:
End here.

I know I have you and nothing else matters

so blessed____________________ 9:00 AM

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Yesterday's CATS was real fun yet lame. It was also the last CATS class, combined with the afternoon session ones to make double session. It ended at 2++ in the after noon. Here are some of the photos we took according to our tasks

Video of skit later!

so blessed____________________ 9:15 AM

Monday, July 24, 2006

skrewed everything
no wonder ppl give me faces
enough said.

so blessed____________________ 9:35 PM

Sunday, July 23, 2006

This week I really ate alot and I really need to control! HAHA! Come to think of it, I forgot what are the food I've eaten, I only know I ate real too much.

Ups and downs.

so blessed____________________ 5:37 PM

Thursday, July 20, 2006

Can you guys stop all the nonsense? I am getting irritated of it.
Don't think cos I'm easy to bully, everyday keep saying things that are nonsense.
It's not funny ok.
I've been keeping to myself for such a long time. I can just burst out any time.
Please Grow up!

thanks.

so blessed____________________ 6:40 PM

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Tonight, I just feel like blogging.
I need to take a break

Thank you for waking me up from the nonsense thinkings that I've had for the past few months, or maybe years. Thank you for helping me to be frank this time, at least today where there were only the three of us girls and I shared so deeply. I know there is at least someone out there who cares.

There are loads of work to be done, but I don't know how to do. This week seem to be the total opposite of last week. There are just too much to do, and I mean alot. Common test is coming but I haven't start revising yet. I need to have right time management now.

Today a new coach took over tennis. He is nice. But I still miss mr Gopi, or rather I prefer Mr Gopi to the new coach, well, I cant complain much. Finally Cats presentation is over. It was successful, Patricia said fantastic. Anyway, I had a bad day yesterday.Yea..

Our poster ((:

so blessed____________________ 10:12 PM

Sunday, July 16, 2006

My favourite girl of the year ((:

Cell groups on Friday and Sat refresh my faith in HIM, recharge me and I AM BACK! I don't want to self-pity anymore, I don't want to dwell anymore, I hope I WILL not be depressed anymore, but rejoice in all circumstances.((:
Things are not that bad after all. The testimonies we watched over the video cheered me up so so much and it is jus so amazing!! I believe in Miracles.

Well, actually there are still things I am facing now, I donno why I am not sad or anything like that. Maybe cos I am more confident now that God is with me. Even the world go against me, I know I will HOLD ON TO YOU!

已经两个星期没见了，不知你过得好不好？

so blessed____________________ 9:29 PM

Friday, July 14, 2006

I've so many projects and assignment to do, but I donno how to start and dunno how to end.

so blessed____________________ 9:05 AM

Thursday, July 13, 2006

This is the photo I promised

so blessed____________________ 9:10 AM

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Updates

Went to 2 Nokia centres so far yet no stock for my fone screen. I hope the stock will come as soon as possible.
Tuesday tennis was quite relaxing, we were allowed to play alone and coach went around talking to those who were resting. It's so sad that he is leaving soon. He is a real nice guy. Will upload the photo I took with him by tonight if possible. Cats was fun yet lame, we were supposed to act out some things. I think I will quit dance sport because I really want to be involved in prayer group in school. By faith, I believe Miracles will happen. After prayer group, we went to Orchard Far East Han's to have dinner. Went home quite late.

Forgive me for not able to share the feelings I am feeling inside.
I just dunno how to describe or speak it out.
It's not that I don want to share, yea.

Elder brother is going back to Australia tomorrow, I believe I will be able to pull through with HIS strength!

I promised you to be happy
I promised to be positive
But I dunno how to keep this promise anymore

你到底在哪里？

so blessed____________________ 12:28 PM

Monday, July 10, 2006

I dunno why but the feeling still stays.
When will it fade?
Why am I torturing myself in the heart?
.
.
.
Look deep in the heart
What do you see?
I donno

...

so blessed____________________ 11:04 AM

Sunday, July 09, 2006

so blessed____________________ 7:01 PM

Friday, July 07, 2006

Thanks girls for colouring my life in Np :D

so blessed____________________ 10:12 PM

A serious update about my life here is needed I guess because you might not know what are the short entries meant. :D

2 weeks holiday have passed and school started again. Got back all results, not happy though. Target for every modules is A!

So many things happening in my life emotionally.I am really afraid to face them now, can you just give me a break? It just seem that I am a small tiny little dot in this world where no one ever cares for me, only I care for them. It seems no one wants to listen, we just want to have fun, that's all. How about the deepest side of me when I wish there is at least one soul who is willing to be there for me always? Sometimes I am just so jealous.

You may always see the bright side of me, but do you notice the hidden sad, depressed side?

Nvm, I will try to be happy.

I dunno what else to write, except tired.

请你让我开心一下可以吗？
我真的很想你

so blessed____________________ 8:02 PM

Thursday, July 06, 2006

你使我不能专心念书。。
请你出现吧

your absence ...
I really donno what else to do...

so blessed____________________ 3:22 PM

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

i miss you so dearly-much
你可以再出现吗？

so blessed____________________ 1:17 PM

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Read liping's blog and realised Deyi band participated in the final and got the BAND MAJOR AWARD (again ) (: so proud of them :) Of cos tanjong katong won again and bowen won nothing. At least we got award :D Keep it up Deyi!

Talking abt Deyi band, I miss my sec sch lots. Can't wait to go back, maybe teacher's day.

so blessed____________________ 4:28 PM

Didn't go to sch today cos am suffering from diarrhea.After eating the tom yam ban mian at SIM, my stomach ached so much. Went to see doc twice last night. Cos after i went the first time and took the medicine, i vomitted so many times, so my aunt was worried and made me to see doctor again. That was another doctor, he explained my sickness and gave me an injection to stop the vomitting and to allow me to have a good sleep at night. Plus he said i will have fever and headache in time to come. Oh gosh.

I just hope I will get well soon.

oh pw was so funny yest when we met at bus stop. HAHA. abi u shd noe..

so blessed____________________ 2:04 PM

Sunday, July 02, 2006

谢谢你让我再见到你
谢谢你的体贴，温柔
我都体会到了
可是我不知道
不知道为什么我想那么多
可能你只当我是你的妹妹而已
而我想当你是我的谁呢？

Finally most of the work is done
I am so happy, yet tired
I am so happy, yet blinded
Help me to not be over excited
Help me to return from dreaming
And be back to reality

so blessed____________________ 9:21 PM

Saturday, July 01, 2006

Work killed me

Got back all results alr.
Unhappy
I just want to aim higher
Get at least ALL As!

Piles of projects are here again
I can't even go for the fire conference!
So sad la
Haix

And I am falling sick again

so blessed____________________ 4:23 PM