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Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I am so tired lately till i am falling sick already.
I detest working with people who don care abt their work
I detest of having to do everything.
Please let me off

十一年没见到你
我几乎把你忘掉了
今天我们又相遇了
突然想念你
不知道这些年来你过的如何
不知道你有思念我吗?

我真的很开心
可以再看到你
也想到以前那些美好的回忆。。
好甜蜜哦。

so blessed____________________ 6:57 PM

Sunday, May 28, 2006

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so blessed____________________ 6:41 PM

Take a look at this, it's super funny!

It was taken from fidah's blog. =)

Hee` I am glad my ankle is getting better so fast now (:

You seemed so real in the dream
We had so much fun
Yet I can't see you in reality
Where are you now...

so blessed____________________ 8:17 AM

Friday, May 26, 2006

Just feel like updating a long entry now, so bear with me, okae?

School is fun but then we have to deal with projects and projects again and again. And we have presentations like at least twice per week! It's just so tiring. And I always lack of sleep, therefore leading to me falling sick easily. Hopefully I will totally recover from my cough as soon as possible.

Classmates are really nice people too. I just feel like a whole family in our class. I've never had this type of class before, really. I treasure my current class and my current mentor very much :) They are just awesome people who will really do crazy stuff everyday in school and so, this help me to release stress.

A problem juz arised but I hope it will be solved soon. I really want to see all my friends happy.

I am quite glad for the scores of quizes I got for COS and CM. At first I struggle for my CM and I flunked my first test, then the second test I almost got full mark! WOw! God helps me so much! And for COS half a mark more, it's full mark alr! I must buck up for my FSP though cos i don really understand. And I find it easy to do Web publishing (: Thank God everything, I will keep the promised I made to you. I will do well!!

I join Sports Dance for CCA and currently learning cha-cha dance =)But well, feel quite lonely cos ... (Wont mention here) I usually dance with the seniors who are more fun and experience (: They really help me to improve so muc, and I am loving dance more and more :) I shall dance with mama one day !

Oh, I love Tuesday cos We have IS, especially Tennis (: I love playing tennis more and more now, can play with Denna next time. And CATS is always fun cos my team members are fun. Then I would go for prayer group in the evening with loo yee, shang min, joshua, joe, judy, wee leong, benjamin. That is the time when I needed to be reminded of God, knowing how can I handle my problem and everything. Thanks guys for the encouragemnet (: I will stand strong and firm!

Projects deadlines are getting nearer now and I really donno if I can make it! Especially Port folio where you have to design your own website. Haiz` Pray for me ya.

I've been missing quite a bit of church and activities due to my sickness and spraining of ankle and so much work to do. I've also missed out great times spent with my brothers and sisters =( and I hate this. I juz love being with them! I really wish and hope that school work will not affect our relationships with one another and with God. I hate it being spiritually dry. I hate it for not being able to just talk to God. haix..

I just want to be free again,
To just soar like an eagle;

loving u is the sweetest thing ever ;

so blessed____________________ 11:16 PM

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this is how my bandaged leg looks like... :(

so blessed____________________ 2:29 PM

I sprained my ~~left~~right leg!

so it leads to many problems:(

1)cant go out
2)cant go out for the seminars that Dr Kameel is conducting
3)cant go church on sunday
4)may not be able to go school even!

now i cant even walk properly. haix

so blessed____________________ 11:46 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

I've NEVER had this prob before, and now I'm fully affected.
I juz hope things will be alright soon and God will lay His hands over us. I don't wish to see my dear friend be hurted. I don't wish to be enemy with anyone too. But how? God, please show me how I should react.

One batch of projects had been submited, now another batch. Arggh~ stress level is increasing!And common test is in 2 weeks time, 2 WEEKS! But thank God, no paper on my day (:

(Isaiah 41:10)
So do not fear, for I am with you;
do not be dismayed, for I am your God.
I will strengthen you and help you;
I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

(Psalm 27:1)
The LORD is my light and my salvation—
whom shall I fear?
The LORD is the stronghold of my life—
of whom shall I be afraid?

so blessed____________________ 5:23 PM

Monday, May 22, 2006

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(Abi,Ginny,Sylvia, Melissa,Wan Cheng.. not all though haha)
Hee` we took fotos today in class before FSP lecture came. I am having very bad hair day though

so blessed____________________ 2:56 PM

Sunday, May 21, 2006

i'm fighting alone
no one cares;
not even one;

for the first time i am unwilling to stand up again
for the first time i just feel like giving up
but i heard the voice
asking me to stand strong
where is the voice
some1 i really need to lean and cry on
no one.
i need some1 to tell me how impt am i in this world
no one.

please don ask me if i am ok if u have no solutions
please don ask me if i am ok for the sake of asking
i don need any1 to pity me
i juz need some1 to love me and accept me for who am i
(which i don feel at a place where we shd have real relationships)

i m tired
and i wan to stop to take a rest
please let me be...

so blessed____________________ 8:07 AM

Saturday, May 20, 2006

Finally it's saturday again (:
I am quite happy that I understand better what the lecturers are teaching about, jus that i wan "murder" them for being long-winded.
One last project to be done before common test.
Common test is from 5-9 June, luckily we don have ppr on 8th june. u shd noe why :p
Cell grp was great too. It's been 2 weeks since we had cell,now tt sch has started we hardly have time to meet often, it's jus great.
I felt so strongly...

I m so excited for later (:

so blessed____________________ 1:07 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

I am down with very bad flu and sore throat. Normally my flu will only last for one day, but this time, my nose still very runny :( Thanks abi,sylvia for being my tissues provider :) If not of u two, i dunno how to wipe my nose. HAHA..

I love dancing more and more (: Hee` we learnt more and more steps each week and this week ones i got mixed up, but still ok, at least i m enjoying (:

I am not as stressed as last week, but i feel i cant really catch up cos the lecturers are talking like shooting gun! I juz hope and pray I will make thru this semester first, especially for the upcoming common test on June.

I am praying hard for things...

so blessed____________________ 5:36 PM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

where are u in the darkest night
where are u when i weep each night
where are u when i need to be loved
where are u when everything goes wrong
where are u when i need u the most
why are u not with me
when u said u will be there for me
everything seems to be a lie
,,,

i can't live without u

...

that's juz i'm feeling emo. please don ask me why

,,,

i love being able to go sch again eventhough there are so much to do.
i love being with my gals in sch where we can juz laugh together and do the crazy things we usually do.
i love when people tease me and making me smile and laugh
i love it when people want to listen to me
and ask nothing.
...

there are choices that i need to make;
that will help me to succeed in life;
i hope i will not hesitate anymore;
i hope i will not be tempted to change my mind;

,,,

♥♥♥

so blessed____________________ 3:39 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Found out abi also same pri sch as me, marymount convent, then suddenly miss that school so much. so much memories, experiences i encountered. teachers,friends,sch work,play,laughter,joy,fun,stress,results... wadeva u can think of.

Mcs School Song
Guided by God's eternal light
We're one in heart and one in mind
Loyal to school and true to right
For we are the daughters of Marymount

Chorus:
O Marymount, our school our pride
Ever to thee we will abide
Sure as strong, we'll win over wrong
The light of God our guide

For we are the daughters of Marymount (x2)

u ppl sure think i m crazy, but yea,even though i left mcs for over 5 yrs already, i still miss pri sch so dearly. I miss especially Mrs Chew whom was fierce yet nice to me.. she taught me in pri 4 and pri 5 science.. and left to retire not long later, since then never get to see her anymore. I just dreamed of her a few days ago. :(

special message to 2 special tchers

Mrs Chew: Thank you so much for everything that you've taught me in sch. Thank you for loving me more than others, yet not letting me be proud or anything. Thank you for all that you've done in my life. I love you!!

Ms Joyce Yap: You were the teacher whom love me and trust me with all your heart and soul in primary 4 when you were my form teacher. You always think so highly of me and encourage me to do well in all that i do. Thank You so much!!!

I really unsure what else to thank them.. these 2 teachers are the best and loving teachers I've ever known in mcs. i juz hope to be able to contact them again.

Mrs Koh, even though you were my form tcher for pri 5&6, i don have any good impression of you.. i m sorrie but thank you for everything.

Mrs Keng, thank you for being such an awesome chinese teacher. u're juz like a mother and friend to us (: love ya too!!

ok enuff of my mcs memories.. see ya

so blessed____________________ 10:06 PM

We went out on Friday to town.
Had so much to share with one another.
Had so much memories in sec sch to share.
Photos were taken for memories.
Unsure when will we have the chance to meet again.
I miss you girls :(
Hope our friendships still remains as it used to be.
ILoveYou

so blessed____________________ 8:12 AM

Friday, May 12, 2006

Finally a project is done and submitted. Unsure if we will do well though.
Thanks girls(abi,syl,aien) for being there for me, for listening to my nonsense and now you gals are as nonsense as me.(muahaha) and each day I pull thru cos of u gals and the class (:

Gonna meet up with huayee, yinxin and rachel later (: I'm so excited to see them again.. (:(:

search deep in my heart
you will find a scar in it

so blessed____________________ 10:04 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

Having break now. Just had computing maths quiz juz now and I think I cant make it
:(
My brain juice is "drying" already.
I just miss holidays where i can jus slack all the way and not worry about anything. btw, the quiz is also counted :(
I had so much fun during dance practice last night. Learnt so much and had so fun with the friends and seniors. There is this senior called yy.. haha.. he really funny.. (well don get the wrong idea) he is a great dancer!! and another senior, cant rem her name.. wah!!!
Finally able to make it for prayer group yest (: Thank you Lord for speaking to me for not joining nthe student council. It was so great even though i didnt feel good at first. I know I have to do well!

kk .. gotta go.bb`

so blessed____________________ 12:05 PM

Monday, May 08, 2006

The variety show on friday marked the end of orientation.
Lectures,tutorials, projects,assignments are flooding us now.
But thank God my class ppl are nice enough to make my days better in school.

Happy belated birthday Frammie,Gordon and Linda (:
It was nice hanging out on sat evening by eating steamboat at marina south.
At least I was relaxed after the torturing days.

I find rest in you
in these lonely nights*
AndILiveForYouForever

so blessed____________________ 6:24 PM

Thursday, May 04, 2006

Time is so evil.
It passes so fast and things are moving on so quickly that I cant catch up with it.
Lessons have started proper for now eventhough still under 2 weeks of orientation programmes.
Lectures on computer operating system and programming is tough. Trying to learn to be able to understand, if not I will be dead.
Projects are killing me.
I'm loosing my sleeping time for now and I am falling sick.
Tomorrow will mark the end of our orientation programmes with the variety show.
I hope our class will perform well.
Am happy for my sis for being accepted by NUS, but am sorry as I am too tired to entertain you. Please forgive me.
I am so afraid to look forward now.
Things are juz moving so quickly...
Tests are in 5 weeks time.
I want to score well.
I want to keep my promise to God,my parents and everyone else...at least this time round.

Thanks girls in my class for being there for me.
Thanks boys in my class for making our class lively.
Without you guys, life will be so boring and more stress for me in T01 (:
I'm so thankful we are getting along so well now.

till then`

so blessed____________________ 10:22 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

Went to watch some kind of dance competition at bugis with looyee,judy and min on sat.They are juz so good larh!!Joe's team got consolation prize, it's good enough alr (: Then had vision meeting over at church office. Supposed to go for indo gathering and also deyi art fiesta, at the end didnt go..

Sunday was so great =D met some of the ushers have breakfast at mac, then went for service, before that was doing merchandise.. lunch went with hannah and her mom, then i headed to bugis though quite early.. then shopped a while.. met my huron gang supposed eat at fish and co, at the end vouchers cant be used as it was the eve of public holiday, so we ended up going to cartel have dinner. it was juz so great being with them, though always kana teased (they joking ma) it was a great nite. they went for pool and i headed home.

today slacking at home watch my da chang jin (:

so blessed____________________ 1:05 PM