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Friday, March 31, 2006

finally, the hatred, the unforgiveness has been cleared between me and u
move on to the next level of life =D
thankew liwei!

so blessed____________________ 2:07 PM

i can't hide from u
u noe all things
inside and outside of me
u use my brothers and sisters
to comfort and encourage me
u never leave me alone

Olyna: who is holy spirit to you?
me: holy spirit is my true friend =D

so blessed____________________ 1:06 AM

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Hee!I just found out most of my friends in my hometown, tembilahan, has friendster! TBH only has internet connection around last year (because it is not a developed country), therefore, apang said they all always go online and have friendster account too. It's so good to be able to connect with them again =D =D But it reminded me of a friend whom I watched him with my own eyes died in singapore general hospital due to an uncured cancer. (sobs)He was my school mate, if i'm not wrong, since kindergarden till primary 3, then I moved to singapore. after a few years, he(hansen) was admitted to singapore's hospital, i visited him a few times with my parents, but that very day, he lost his last breath.I wonder how he is now either in hell or heaven or maybe he has been reincarnated to another person in another family as their child. But I miss my friend very much.. really I do.. haix..`

I went to sharmaine's place to kind of tutor her for her maths, wendy came too. It was alright larh, at least i got to noe this naughty sweet girl better now. And thank God that wendy needed elaine's help, if not (well onli elaine, wendy and I knows).. I just want to continue believing and never loose faith. Got ushers meeting at yishun. It was good.

Today went to yishun, chong pang with my aunt and weilin to make new spec. we had hard time looking for the shop as we were not familiar with yishun at all. HAHA. yay! at least i got a new spec now! It was nice catching up with my aunt and weilin.. we shopped around at northpoint and we went seperate ways..

father,
please have mercy on us
help us to stand strong
and move on with life
let us noe u're there
help us to love you
more and more
let us treasure our lives
help us know
you are the reason why we live.

so blessed____________________ 11:23 PM

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Suddenly my heart aches so much.
I just felt there are so so many fragile lives that need to walk right.
They just need something to fill their lives up which they use clubbing,smoking,wadeva u can name it to fill up the emptiness in their lives. What is the something,I really dunno for them, but for me is GOD.. He is the only one who can make me whole and real. I just don't understand why they love to find a temperory filling in their hearts, why not find a life-time thing? where everything will just be in place and walking real straight in life, rather than spending ur money and time in the not-useful stuff.
Haix` my heart is really weaping for them.The sermon Olyna preached on sunday strucked me jus a few moments ago. I just pray that God will help me to be more hunger for his words, be more sensitive to this world, be daring to care for others, even those alians, abengs, i jus long so much to bring them back to DADDY! I don't wan to just live my own life and not care for others. COMPASSION,COURAGE AND COMMITMENT.

Oh Lord, my heart is crying out for YOU! Help me Lord, to just not be so selfish! Help me be more loving towards others, let me be the torch to shine the light of YOURS in this world. Father, let me not hide and struggle from the unccessesary emotions anymore, let me just deal with the unsaved souls. Give me the courage just to talk to them about YOU and never give up.

my tears rolling down for them
my heart is aching for them
but when will they wake uo
wake up to the reality
and not hide anymore

in the silent night,
i pray
and
i pray
and
i pray
father will hear and answer
my prayers
and
father will help us
to bring souls back to
HIM

so blessed____________________ 1:10 AM

simple ones i made for her :)
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so blessed____________________ 12:28 AM

Monday, March 27, 2006

dunno y these fotos cannot be uploaded to my fotopage.
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so blessed____________________ 11:26 PM

Went to Bishan met up with wendy and sharmaine(wendy's friend, then went food court to eat,walked around and took neoprints.Met LIYAN!! OMG~ CANT BELIEVE I ACTUALLY MET U THERE, GIRL! :) the 2 kids are just so cute yet naughty, esp sharmaine.. haiyo.. i was jus like mom to them, having hard time controlling. haha.. we finally went swensens and we sang birhtday song for wendy :) It was kind of rush cos the 2 kids cant stay out long. birthday at swenses :)
I m glad they enjoyed themselves, and I DID :)

so blessed____________________ 11:02 PM

Just now met up with kurniadi and we went to pay our sch fee at bukit timah shopping center ocbc bank, then went to np to take a look at laptops and explored. Kurniadi is jus so cute!! HAHA` he's my good friend since sec 1, it's jus we were in different class in sec 3 and 4. But he is really funny. We had really heaps of laughter, joking abt him wanting to see girls in poly -_-" his mind is corrupted larh. Oh then we met some deyians at convention center where the sales of laptops were. Then met shwu huey and she teased kurniadi. HAHA` poor kur..

trip to np with kur

going celebrate wendy's bdae soon. see ya

so blessed____________________ 4:25 PM

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My love letter from miss tan :p taken from the testimonial she wrote for me in friendster. Miss Tan was my form teacher for 2 years!! And I love her!

so blessed____________________ 9:02 AM

cell outing on thurs at marina south for steam boat :) 15 ppl turned out and we had awesome time together, esp during cooking time. HAHA. and also we went arcade and it was super late, we rushed to take train, then i took cab home from orchard cos i was so scared to walk home from toa payoh due to the incident.

Went out with hua yee on friday (last min plan) to get Wendy's present :)
Yin Xin asked me earlier on to go out but I said I was too lazy so rejected her request, yet agreed on going out with hua yee =X sorrie yin xin! But I almost couldnt go out cos kurniadi was asking me abt poly enrolment things, then almost went down to np, lucky I called and they ans the call.

Had cell over at my place on sat. We had heaps of fun and lots of food, so alot of food left at my place. (see my foto page for some fotos) :) I really enjoyed myself~
oh then loo yee and i went down to bugis, see shang min and the rest. Linda, cynthia, benson and I shared to ate 4 plates of paper prata! and i still want!! haha

Sunday church. Got one very saddening news. Haiz..
Last youth service for the few months to come, but overall the service was great :)
Then Linda and I went to teach hannah at subway
then we slacked (including loo yee, min and john) till 7++ i went home then they continued at their mac till dunno wad time. HAHA`

chao`

so blessed____________________ 8:03 AM

Friday, March 24, 2006

Shoootssss` I am into online scrapping now. HAHA!(thanks to agnes for her cute blog entries recently) It is so fun =D and I am still learning

Anyway-i really love this photo, taken with aunty h-olyna during steam boat, tertiary outing last nite. We had such great fun together =D And I wanna thank God for putting her in my life for being such a great friend, a great mentor, whom I really respect and for teaching me to love God and really grow so much in HIM. She's just like an angel that God has sent to be in my life =D

Will put up the photos in my fotopage soon. Meanwhile, I will end here. take care`

so blessed____________________ 1:51 AM

Wednesday, March 22, 2006

I am a good girl today
(cos i stay at home the whole day)
I am craving for my laptop for quite some time alr, hope dad allows me to buy myself, if not will have to wait till next month.
I want dell

so blessed____________________ 4:45 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

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Monday, March 20, 2006

I planned to stay at home the whole day today, but got Hua yee's sms, so we hanged out at orchard(rachel, hua yee and i) we had lunch at pepper lunch. HEEE-. 2ND time there =D then we went to far east walked a while, get my pay at hyatt and at the same time became their tour guide, brought them to see some area of hyatt.They like it very much (= waited for stupid half an hr then can get my pay.Cos the person MIA. Oh anyway, we went back to fareast again and I got myself a shoe. Then to wisma, bought a coat, then we went home.. cos it was like almost 6 already. We had fun catching up with one another and I really miss the days we really went crazy in school =D I Miss you girls! Shall hang out and stay over at my place some day yea!!

Ignite updates

so blessed____________________ 6:49 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

Synergize from wednesday till saturday.
Jeanne Mayorand Pat schatzline, the speacial speakers were superb. I was really touched and everything, Just a tiny hurts and resentment that are unresolved yet and no one could ever care much, except God.

I think i got black eye rings alr,cos I really got not enough sleep.
I missed out the night service last night =( cos hyatt need people as they had 4 functions last night which are all wedding dinner. But I am so honoured to be able to serve at miss tan's(my teacher's) brother's wedding dinner =D Of cos I didnt serve her table(vip) if not i will ruin the whole thing i tell u. heee.. It was like the nicest wedding I ever served in hyatt. serious! the guests all are so polite =D Oh oh~ miss tan looked so cute and pretty too =D Hmm.. But am still a bit upset I missed up the sermon, cos Linda said it was meant to be for me and she kept thinking of me (shy larh)~

Finally Nls 1 is done, i think 2 more lessons of nls 2 and I am done too =D
I will just sleep and restore my rest this week =D
Dont feel like working anymore.

synergiz and ignite potos uploaded

so blessed____________________ 7:09 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Ignite conference has ended from sunday(12 march) till tuesday (14 march). It was juz so awesome that nth can describe the feeling. God has really touched me and I couln't believe I could actually pray in the spirit for such a long time :) Praise The Lord =D Many Many people received christ too. Oh, there were almost abt 1000 youths from 33 different churchus attended the conference. WOW!~ I shall not write in details though HAHA. But I like Pastor Chris Long the most!~He has been preaching for over 25 years over the world already. He is from malaysia and his preaching is juz awesome! He can just make u laugh upside down.HAHA..the other few pastors were awesome too =D The most important thing is that I'M CHANGED! AMEN =D
Oh.. i met rebekah, my ex-deyian junior over there, she's from corner stone, the church where we have the ignite at. We were juz so crazy to see one another there =D Heee` and i thank you father for the pastors, the organisers, the musicians and all staffs. OH oh~ olyna and team played in worship on tues morning and ian and ephraimed played for night service =>
I feel so comforted and loved by God eventhough I know I feel so insecure in this world, always thinking I have no close friend or anything, but this is juz a small matter, I shall pray for other important things. TO SAVE SOULS!! I really am glad to see people coming back to their ABBAH!!!!
Oh yesterday, which was the last night, I was being prayed for by alot of pastors =D HEEEE` didnt cry cos no tears. LOL.. but am touched and all =D

Today evening, I will be going for synergize!! YAY!

AND OH! my admission package is here!! so exciting!! HAHA

so blessed____________________ 1:16 AM

Saturday, March 11, 2006

I won't be online so often for next week cos I AM GOING FOR 2 CONFERENCES! IGNITE AND SYNERGYZWahaha` I'm expecting God to move and change me 180 degrees :)

Had a fruitful day today with my fellow brothers and sisters :) Thank you GOD

so blessed____________________ 10:32 PM

(Friday)
Woke up with an sms from loo yee asking if i'm working (which I was supposed to but decided not to go, too lazy). Loo Yee, Shang Min and I went to have lunch at funan pastamania instead of sakai sushi. I want to eat sushi! I've been craving for it for such a long time and it's ruined again .haix.. haha. Take a look at the photos.(under her` section)

caos`

so blessed____________________ 12:47 AM

Friday, March 10, 2006

I finally got one decent photo page to share with you guys alr, but still working on it.HAHA. do visit it My photo page It's link is also located on "God's child" so that you guys can click and go from there =D thank you for your attention =D

Denna and I went to the IT show at suntect city area there. It was wonderful but too crowded alr. HAHA. And I know which one I wanna get for my laptop alr, it just has to depend on my dad now. We were all drolling over laptops. HAHA. SOON! =D Then we went funan for a while too.We rested at kfc, then beside us there were 2 girls. They were gossiping so loud abt us! "wah~ they still look at laptop for wad? they don look like poly student lerh... " hmmm.. like i care .. haha.. Then we walked around for a while then went home le. Met my xiao di Simon inside train. It's really nice catching up wit him since he left hyatt to work at other place..

Rested for a while at home then left to meet Linda to have dinner and then joined the guys. Cell group was awesome~ we had so many new people =D So exciting.. well yea...

I'm lonely in this road
Walking aimlessly
Searching for a friend
Who will walk with me
To find the way out
Of this lonely road.

so blessed____________________ 12:30 AM

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Yay! the coach has left!!! But why after I left?? But it's OK, better for the rest =D

Went to get my pay around 4 pm with hui xian(my hyatt friend)then went shopping till 5.45 pm like that cos hui xian wanted to go for booking and I didnt want to cos not working next week. wahahaha` nth much larh. =D Thanks Hui Xian! Lots of fun we had today =D

so blessed____________________ 10:16 PM

Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Today went to work. It was really a nice work day I had. At first we were all dragged ourselves to report to David indian, but we had to. Thank God for the first time ever David was super duper in good mood. He said he doesn't know how to love people.. haix.. now I have another impression of Him =D I had alot of fun working too with the other staffs =D Ok lazy write le.. bb`

so blessed____________________ 10:35 PM

Yesterday was Judy's birthday =D we went to have dinner in the evening at pepper lunch which is inside isetan. Ian, Ephraim,Joshua,Kc,Shannon, Shang Min,her two friends and of cos myself =D After that we went to macafe to have drink and played some card games =D

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Shang Min always give funny expression :p

See, there she goes again

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so blessed____________________ 2:35 AM

Monday, March 06, 2006

Sorry I am jus being bored staying at home

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My computer

My messy living room where I was watching tv and transering some sermons to another book

see my stickers are still so new =D

Rev up!

Our old response card

so blessed____________________ 4:47 PM

Hee I watched super sunday on channel 8 earlier on and there are 3 cute ltitle girls on the show =D enjoy ~
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She won the price for good performance.

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She won the prize of "many ppl like her"

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She is the champion!!

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so blessed____________________ 4:44 PM

Sunday, March 05, 2006

Lee Hom appeared on channel U earlier on at 7.30 pm and these are some photos I've taken. And for people who would want these photos, please contact me and not just copy and save it as yours. I thank you for your cooperation.
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so blessed____________________ 8:16 PM

[saturday]
I was watching the star idol (replayed) this morning and managed to capture some photos using my camera. HAHA.

Today was the first youth service on saturday. It was awesome, but I didnt manage to take some photos cos need respect. HAHA. So i took some during the lower sec cell grp.

walking up to our cell group place. It is somewhere near cityhall.

John who are you pointing at?

self introduction

listening very carefully

my xiao didi!!

Ok, gotta turn in now for tml. nites-

so blessed____________________ 12:23 AM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Hello :)
I chatted with the 1st friend I've made during my primary school(mcs) life after we left mcs and went to different schs. She is going to Ngee Ann too!!! Different course though, but it's ok! I'll be able to see her again =D Ying2, I still remembered the memories that we spent in primary 3 when I first entered mcs. Haha~ really sweet =D

so blessed____________________ 9:58 AM

[[Friday]]
Loo Yee, Shang Min and I went to esplanade in the evening =D
We had fun =D

Our dinner at makan sutra, esplanade. YUMMY

Dunno what they doing. hee

For your info, shang min was eating the "cotton wool" candy floss. HAHA

Emo pass!!

Emo fail!!

Emo pass and fail~ cos she was eating the floss thingy

so blessed____________________ 2:43 AM

Friday, March 03, 2006

NRIC : F2651639X
Name : VINA

1. The results of your application are as follows:
Posted Institution : NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC
Course Name : INFORMATION TECHNOLOGY
Course Code : N54

Thank You God!!! Thank you for letting me get into the course that I have been wanting to get into other than Business IT!!! I still wanna LIFT UR NAME UP HIGH !! YAY~ Hee~ I can't wait till school starts!!! Heeeee!!! NGEE ANN I LOVE U!!!

so blessed____________________ 7:17 AM

First of all, it's less than 7 hrs to go to know where and wad course I will study in Poly =D I'm so excited. HAHA!!! Wait for my update arh.

Yesterday (since it's over 12 alr)was a great day I spent with people and with God =D Rested in the morning, then met Wendy over at her place for mentoring and some help in school work =D Finally larh cos I had not met her for mentoring for quite long alr. Then went meet the tertiary ppl at novena squares, had dinner and then cell over at an adult's place function room.It was really great I guess =D They set me thinking of what life really means and really set me to really think through my life really carefully and how I wan to lead my life. Yea- I felt so encouraged and loved through the discussion.I felt really so great to be able to attend cell again =D

Okae, guess i gonna sleep now. I can't wait!!!

so blessed____________________ 1:36 AM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

My another art work =D

so blessed____________________ 1:28 PM

Wah~ I'm so so so tired!! Slept for 9 hrs yet still so tired and sleepy. So i went to work at 12 noon yesterday and not too bad larh eventhough she was there again. I thought could like sign out at about 7pm but instead a few of us need to stay till 11 pm. Some of the girls and I were like dying of tiredness larh. We slacked a little cos the captain we worked under after we worked under david indian was JEFF! He is my 2nd best captain in my list =D He is super nice.We even brought some drinks from the bar for ourselves and some other staffs, he drank too!! HAHA!! Jeff was like "imagine u work under David, see u dare bring and drink or not.. "haha.. yea indeed, if work under david, we can juz die on the spot. LOL! The girls and I were like at the room where they put the chairs at doing pre-setting for friday wedding (siao de, friday wedding, wednesday prepare) and we took turn to sit down for a while.. when 11 pm came, i rushed to jeff get him sign my paper and went home. Whahaha~ So tired~ but i wan to meet WENDY later and go for cell =D=D I will rest on Friday then :p
cioz~

so blessed____________________ 10:18 AM

Wednesday, March 01, 2006

Muahaha~ I think I got panda eyes now. Worked till 2.30 AM this morning cos they got alot of things to do, and luckily they provided taxi fare for us. It was my first time staying back till so late. Eventhough it was tiring, but I had alot of fun with the rest of the staffs :) Amin(sec 4 in deyi when i was in sec 1, so he is my senior), Abu, apio,yu jen and her boyfriend, eric and a few more cant rem their names. HAHA~ they are all nice ppl. I started work at 6 pm the previous night and guess who I saw? the person I mentioned the previous post! Wah~ I ignored her all the way. Wahaha~ Luckily she started work at 3 pm, so didnt have to serve in the wedding dinner. Hey, I am so proud of myself! I worked with Eric and another girl to serve 3 tables and everything was really smooth (= *give Vina a pat* HEE!! Thankfully Eric was nice enough and also yu jen, the girlfriend came over to help sometimes cos Eric didn't work for quite long time already, so he was quite "rusty" I am really thankful that last night was really great, eventhough working with a captain (nathan) whom I got wrong impression about. He is really a nice captain, love to joke and stuff. HEEEE =D OKAE, i gotta work later! I reached home at 4+ in the morning, I only got like 6 hours of sleep!! @_@

cioz~

so blessed____________________ 10:09 AM