some painting presented to us for our sch opening ceremony.

Xintian!!! haha

Act cute xin tian!!

it was really awesome visit back to sch. I really miss sch life!!

so blessed____________________ 1:43 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

Today we had our service at another hotel, Grand Copthone Hotel (dunno issit spelled like this)
Elaine and I reached quite early  cos Norman sent us there, we went up to our service room and realised there was no one there cos they set up at the children church room! (ayo so blur!) So we decided to take some photos out of boredom~ :p

The Light at the service room

The chairs where we sat on during service!

by the window =)

yay!

the toilet hand dryer.. lol

the toilet sign for girls

drinks for us =)

somewhere near the escalator

the name of the youth service room

they put on tv!!

 

service today was quite serious most of the time, sermon was good, talking abt God's wraft. yea.. i m scared now, but  i know God has mercy on me!

Had lunch at KFC with sm, cyn, loo yee and linda. great time spent. it's been long time since i felt such a great joy and acceptance. thanks so much girls!

so blessed____________________ 5:27 PM

Saturday, January 14, 2006

i think i was blinded

so blessed____________________ 10:11 PM

It was nice meeting up with Hua yee and zi xin yesterday. We talked a little and shopped for a while. Went get my pay from work and shopped alone at far east for a while and my maid called me to accompany her to airport to meet her sister, at the end cant meet. Haiz. waste my time only. HAHA

This morning met up with Agnes for kinda mentoring thing, for an hour cos after that she gotta go for gym. Met up with wendy for mentoring, shopped at J8 for a while, singapore idols, olinda choo and sly sim were there( well, nth great i guess), not later elaine joined us, took neoprints, then elaine and i left for church office, an important meeting. I am really glad I went.It really led me to really need to search my souls for things, that also covered what i shared with agnes this morning (= thank u my dear God! I hope my depression will just end here. I don't want to stay this way, i want to move on. Dinner was great, Linda and I really prayed before that. I thank God we broke the ice (=

Oh i dreamt i got 16 points for o level!! omg.. okae better don't talk abt it.. enjoy first( said by Gordon)lol..

searching my souls
for answers in areas
i am struggling in
hoping to be free again
that is my prayer tonight

so blessed____________________ 9:54 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

Yest work was super duper slack, yet today work was super duper busy. I started work at 11 am and ended at 10 pm today. Thank God i was under Jeff as the captain. It was nice working with him, but for the morning part was Din, he scolded me a few times juz cos i didnt noe how to set up the coffee cups and stuff. (angry!!) that's why working life is never easy. There are only a few nice captains and AM such as Gary, David Tan and Jeff and dunno who else. Yeapp. But not bad cos i gotta know more friends there, they are nice to work with, this never make ur work life boring .HAHA. Today I happened to meet Rebecca's mom!(my church one) Yea~ she was in this company,having meeting with many colleges, i was standing by for the tea break, then she walked out, we looked at each other for quite sometime then recognised each other.lol...

These few days I really am having negative thoughts about myself,crying myself to sleep for the nights, and thinking of things which are not suppose to be thought of. I know satan is trying to tempt me away from God, But I know I am strong and I am to stand strong with GOD! Yes~ I know i should now spend more time reading His words and talk more to Jesus! Thank you Andrea for the prayers (= (oh i forgot wad i wanna write alr, short term memory lost, HAHA)

Yey.Off till next tuesday~ I m so happy!!! (=

so blessed____________________ 11:54 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

OK! I can't help but to love wang lee hom. (HAHA!) He is so cute larh!!! bear with me kks. enjoy the vedios if u wan.

so blessed____________________ 7:28 PM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Yesterday started work at 12pm. There were abt 5 staffs and we were sent to the grand ball room at 2nd floor where a wedding dinner would be held and abt 50 tables of guests (abt 500 guests)Luckily the tables and chairs were alr there, so jus had to do the table settings and put on the chair covers which we took abt 6 hrs to do!Actually supposed to sign off at 6 pm, but most of us were forced to stay back till midnight, but i didnt cos i insisted that i didnt wan to, my whole body was really aching like crazy. we didnt even have break until the time when i sign off, 7++ pm. I had dinner first then sign off, had a good time having dinner with Allen(china guy) and realised he does talk, cos he is always very quiet and serious during work.Actually thought captain was Jack, but who knows, that indian David came in also (so extra)lucky i could sign off, don need to see him!(evil laugh) Gary was really nice to allow me to sign off, and he allowed me to come on wed even though my name wasn't inside the booking file. Haha-

Today met up with Hua yee, rachel and yinxin at J8. It was really nice meeting up with one another, catching up with one another's lives since we had not met for quite some time already. We had great time together, talking abt wadeva we wan to talk abt. haha. i miss being with them like we used to when we were in sec 4, spent most of the time studying, playing and talking nonsense together- Hopefully, when we get back our O level result, we will be happy, hanging out together as a gang, H2R2VY!

Gonna work again tml.Hopefully i will enjoy and survive thru tml (=

so blessed____________________ 8:30 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

Suddenly I miss Anita very much. She left on Sunday back to Indo and around feb to Australia.I really regretted not being able to send her off on Sunday due to my work. Haiz~ Anita, I am really sorry yea~ I really cried alot after seeing her for the last time on saturday, the last time that we went out...

OUR MEMORIES

We first met in MCS when we were in primary 5. Our friendship grew deeper as time passed by- We became really close after we graduated from MCS and I brought her to Christ on 2003, which was the best choice that she had made for her life (: I saw her growing so much physically, mentally and spiritually, eventhough we didn't get to meet up much. She's now a very bubbly and friendly girl,which she was not when she was in primary sch Anita has also encouraged me so much in all that she does, and also when she was unwell, i watched her everyday, scared i will loose her in my life, i prayed and teared almost everynight, praying that she would get well, talk to me again like she always did. I thank God that she was well again, through this, her mom got to noe me better too (: Life went on smoothly and anita was herself again, evenmore "crazy" haha! and yea, we went out a few times, encouraging one another during our o level period. did some things together.... had some talks that i won't be able to share with others, but her. Anita is just an awesome bestfriend that I have in my life. Anita, if u're reading this, i really wanna tell u that I LOVE U, SIS~ I pray and hope that she will live her life with God everyday and trusting in Him for all she is doing and that she will not forget me!


<3
vina

so blessed____________________ 10:29 PM

Hi~ 2 days didnt blog already...

[[friday]]
seminar was alright, "Alright" cos i was half asleep due to too tiredness" (oppsss)Haha!

[[sat]
my another off day from work! weee.. went to meet up with anita for the last time :( She is going back on sunday to indo and only will be able to see her next year :( we were a bit quiet today, maybe cos we are too sad to leave one another.



this is elaine. haha!

our last lunch together :(
[[sun]]
morning went get wendy's medical result with her mom and elaine. THANK GOD!! it was raining cats and dogs from morning until even when i was about to get to work. haha- service was awesome, first service of the year for youth back in orchard hotel and attendace was more than what we usual have :)yay! after church slacked in church for a while then went to have lunch.. very rush larh.. then i rushed to work. changed and stuff.. xiao di was working also but i didnt noe abt it!anyway my fone went into the toilet bowl, swimming. HAHA~ so sorry if i didnt reply ur sms or anything yea, will get it fixed. I worked with simon's sis and of cos others under the indian david (sway arh)but lucky there was sathia.ws a busy day larh cos there was 2 service from other church held there while i was working on the tables setting :) so great to hear sermons again :)really busy larh. 40 tables lerh! but nvm i did my best =)

[[monday]]
working today too at 12. gonna repair my fone too

so blessed____________________ 9:09 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006

Wah i not enuff sleep last nite.i slpt for onli 4 hrs, from abt 1 to 5 am in the morning today cos need to wake up work as one day official in bukit batok swimming complex for an event the bukit batok sec sch sec 4 ppl were having.. it was quite a nice time i had. worked from 8 to 1 without doing much things and i earnt like $40! wow~ thanks to my sis (=

yest work was tiring yet okae, cos i wasnt under that black david! haha! so super happy larh. i was under another indian captain, bt he was nice and also the chinese david. it was abit messy larh.. (lazy to elaborate) but i juz disliked the indian guests yest larh. they were like so demanding and complaint so much! luckily i could go home at 11.30 where the rest had to stay till dunno when. legs were aching like mad.

today suppose to work, but tired and stuff.. got my pay with simon and booked for next week. (= bought a bag to "sayang" myself lol..


my new bag

going for seminar soon.. see ya =)

so blessed____________________ 6:33 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Thank God yest I managed to work till 11:30 pm! Yay~ and i didnt spill anything (= I am so happy for myself, but Jack, the captain or whoever said the spillage i caused 2 days back, they had to give the lady a free room for one night!!! *guilty* Sigh.. hopefully i will balance myself better bah.. yesterday's wedding was like a indonesian wedding, it's like a buffet kind of wedding.. not bad larh =)But one thing, dun like the indian captain, David! sure got high blood pressure larh. so fierce one..he scolded me like 3 times for nothing larh!!! (lord help me to forgive him though)pray today my captain will not be him arh..

thank God, i managed to get a replacement for sat. I CAN GO FOR THE SEMINAR!!! yay (=

my whole body is aching now larh.. sian... still got work...

so blessed____________________ 8:36 AM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

Haiz- i feel like a failure and stupid. Yesterday was my first day of work, actually everything went on smoothly until we had to serve cocktails for the guests before the wedding dinner started. I didn't noe how i spilled the drinks, maybe was i couldnt balance or something. The indian waiter asked me to quickly go back to the room where we prepare the drinks. I was so upset and malu larh. then i didn't dare to go to the front where the guests were coming in. Then i served the tables drinks, until another time where i served cocktails and wine for a table, i couldn't balance again! and this time i was in deep trouble. I spilled into a lady's skirt!! omg~ furthermore, the skirt was super ex one larh.. i followed her to the washroom and she was quite upset, until she wanted to see the captain. I ran away.. but i couldn't hide. Either the captain or am aproached me. He is a malay tall, guy, quite nice larh. thank God he didnt really scold me, only told me off nicely. I went back to work, but after that he was like "I'm sorry, but i have to send u home..." wah at that moment, my heart skipped a beat.. "tml come back and u make sure u don spill the drinks anymore, understand?" yay~ thank God i was given another chance. Hopefully today i will be able to work with Simon, so that he can guide and help me along. I dont want to be sacked, really. So yesterday i earned like $25 only. from 3 pm to 8 pm.. i think it's okae larh.. at least i could go home and rest, my legs were killing me. I stood like for 5 hours plus walking around and stuff, didnt manage to sit down even though there was a break in between. The captain or Am is really nice.. today got work again until sunday. sigh.. friday got sec 1 orientation campfire, i cant go, sat got the seminar, i cant go also =( I will make sure I book the days myself for next week's work...

till then-

so blessed____________________ 8:43 AM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

Went K-box with simon,his sis, his gf and his gf's friend. That was the first time that i stepped into k-box, but it was not fun at all and i felt so weird. They dislike the sound of chinese songs, so I could sing english song, and i only sang a little. I m sorry to be so straight, but i just dislike the atmosphere. And I really felt so uneasy to know something. How can my xiao-di do this? I was really speechless to see what I saw.Oh well, it's okae. And so, i left to meet monica at j8. Took some crazy neoprints (= Hee~ Mon, i missed u so much!! Still there are so much we need to catch up with. Now that she is in sec 4 and i m not in sch anymore, there will be very little chance where we can talk like we used to. I MISS MONICA! I left after aping came to join monica to wendy's place for dinner (= Steamboat! I LOVE WENDY AND HER MOM! Hee.. but a bit uneasy cos i couldn't speak proper mandarin with her mom. Haha.. then her mom is so cute.. learning to speak english, and so i had to teach her too.. lols.. watched campus superstar at her house and i left for home. Yay! the nerd is NOT out (=

Starting work today. Hopefully i can manage .

so blessed____________________ 10:40 AM

Monday, January 02, 2006

WOw~
I slept for 12 hrs!!
Well, i slpt at 8++ and woke up at 8++ the next morning.
HAHA! what to do? I slpt at 4 am and woke up at 8++ am yesterday, only 4 hrs of sleep!
But at first I didnt feel sleepy at all cos I was so excited to go church, the first day, the first sunday of the year =D and it is at new worship place, we are back in ORCHARD HOTEL again (=
Thank YOU LODR!! This is the place to see people back to YOU!!
Oh i m so excited...

Anyway, service was so awesome! God really spoke to me during the worship and sermon time abt my life.
And I thank God I am able to let go, eventhough the devils kept tempting me.
GOD IS GREATZ!
After service didn't manage to spend time with shang min and the rest, cos I promised wendy for lunch over at her house.
Her mom is a good cook! can u believe it when i say her mom cooked the watermelon skin?? Don't feel disgusted, haha..
it is delicious, ok!! yea tonight i m going over for dinner again..
ayo feel so bad,
her mom kept asking me over for meal =D thanks auntie!! I LOVE YOU!!


dear lord,
i really thank you for this brand new year.
i thank you for forgiving me of my past sins
i thank you for the memories of 2005
the ups and downs,
and when i encoutered u the most,
when i realised that u never will give up on me
when i know u love me no matter what happens,
Jesus, I pray that I will continue to grow
to save lives for you
to be strong always
to seek u always
and be able to over come anything
that comes my way
cos u told me to look straight
in the eyes for everything that is coming
my way.
i pray that the darkness in this world will turn
to light as soon as possible
cos i noe they hurt u again and again
oh lord.
i thank u for bringing me to cnl
to allow me to noe u better
to allow me to be with ur sons and daughters
where i have acceptance
where i felt love
i also thank u for the leaders
for being there for me
no matter what happened,
for grooming me to be a mentor
to mentor lives
which currenly is wendy
but it's so wonderful
to see how her life has changed for u
oh lord.
i also thank u, jesus for the right people to mix with
in sch,i thank u for the memories in sch,
i thank u for my teachers and friends
who left so deep footprints in my life for the past
4 years, i miss sch so much now.
I thank you for netball and psl too father
there are so much i learnt from them.
at least i noe the skills of netball now, even if i m lousy,
changed my way of thinking.
at least i learnt to lead and be friendly with people aroud me,
esp the sec 1s. to see how they learnt to be brave,
to see how they are able to mix with ppl on the first few days of sch,
to see their ups and downs,
to see how they appreciate YOU.
thank you for my family too lord.
i thank you for giving me my family,
for last year,
i thank you for all that had happened at home
i thank u that mom is slowly learning to noe more abt Christianity
at least it is a big step.
i thank u lord, that my elder brother is growing up so much in all areas of his life.
i saw and witness the changes,
the temper,pride and everything that he used to have is not there anymore =D
Jesus! u changed him!
eventhough, there are stil conflicts at home,
we will not give up!
we will bring them back to u
oh lord =D


thank u father!!! AMEN


ok, that's all for now folks. (=
update again.

so blessed____________________ 8:21 AM

Sunday, January 01, 2006

oh. i forgot.


HAPPY NEW YEAR 2006!

so blessed____________________ 3:32 AM

(* The previous entry ended up to be the last entry of 2005)

The last few things i did on 31/12/2005

- Last tv show watched, countdown 2006
- The last morning of 2005, woke up at around 8++ am
- The last train I took was back to bishan from orchard (to simone's place)
- My last lunch cooked by my maid =D (NICE)
- Met up with Yin Xin for movie at Orchard =D ( A chinese tall story)
- Went Simone's place for dinner, great =)didn't stay for countdown,ended up going home.
- Pierced 2nd whole in my right ear. (PAIN)
- The last time bathed at 11.50 pm (haha.. i noe so er xin.. but i wan this to be part of the memory) HAHA...
- Bought wang lee hom newest album!!
- The last bus taken was 162 home from simone's place.
- The rest nonsense.. HAHA
- The last place I went, HOME! =D
- Sent new year wishes and received from them too =D
- cant rem wad is the last song i listened =X
- Okae, nonsense (oopppssss)

The first few things i did in 1/1/2006
- watch countdown 2006, the ending.
- online.
- first person chatting online, Mellya (my dearest nenek =D)
- receive testi from nenek and reply back.
- Smses from friends for new year wishes =)
- Having bad flu now.. HAHA
- Wished God happy new year too +)
- transfer wang lee hom's songs to my mp3! ( nice!!)
- listening to his songs now =).
- The rest will be happening in church and duno where, after i get some slp.. haha..

Good night now (+ it's 3+ now and i need to wake up early later.. oppsss


<3
vina

so blessed____________________ 3:20 AM