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Friday, December 23, 2005

  Helped out with decoration for x'mas for the coming event at pastor ong's place. Thanks Brenda =) Had lots of fun.. Elaine, shangmin, cynthia and amelia went too

faces.





Joel's toys

The lights at the living room

The stairs up to third floor



Sam2! Elaine's brother

The kid's room =)

Aunty horlyna =)

My exchanged gift which i got last sat =)

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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Isn't Rochelle cute? ___*

Our worship leader.. she plays good guitar ya know =) <3

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My sweetheart___*

The beaus___*



Haha! I know this group photo not very nice, but I love them!!

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Today had my first tuition lesson with my student, zheng gang. Haha! How nice! it was raining heavily and we were drenched cos we had tution near the swimming pool there. Then after that went to watch with simon and calvin.hee~ i was the onli gal there, but had fun watching that show. uhhh.. the two guys juz couldnt stop "speaking good enlish aka slanging" well.. haha! then went for job training.. and i am home. so tired.

more photos!

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http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien.htm

This is really cute =)

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"I rock ah" HAHA!

"uh~what's up there??"

We had our cell here at rochelle's grandma's condo~ktv room =)

"shocked!"

Vina and Eva =)

X'mas tree~

"I love you, wendy!"

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Wednesday, December 21, 2005

Haha!It's almost midnight now, but I still will treat today as Wednesday cos it was an awesome day!

First met up with Elaine and Wendy at J8 to have our lunch, then went buy food and we headed for their cell group. I was their special speaker =) We had a wonderful cell and they really enjoyed themselves worshiping,praising,sharing,eating,taking photos and games. Haha~ more photos will be up larh. There are some photos for you guys to view =) Girls!! I am touched and encouraged by you girls!!!

After the cell, went bugis to find shang min and we shopped around till 8++ and i went home. so tiring~ haha!! okae.. photos are coming out!! stay tune!!

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At J8 food court, Vina and Elaine

On the way to Bukit Ghombak

At J8 food court, Vina and Wendy

At Bukit Ghombak Mrt station.. Haha!

The cards for the gals made by wendy and elaine. Nice!!!

My Xmas card by elaine and wendy ^_^

 

 

 

 

 

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Monday, December 19, 2005

Had church for the last time over at Jurong~had a prayer time as groups, so happy sm prayed the longest prayer ever! haha~ then helped to shift things for a while, then had lunch then went home. Anyway Christmas is coming!! And gonna spend my christmas eve with the church ppl at pastor ong's place (= jean, fionna, we gonna walk until mid nite again, eh? haha!

Qt last night was wonderful,I just felt as if God was beside me listening to me talking to Him and no matter how emotional I got, He was there (= It's really great (= That thing is still trying to tempt me to go back, but i won't want to~ I wanna stand firm with God's strength and faithfulness...

However, today started with a bad day, mom made me wake up even though my whole body was still very tired to do housework, well.. scolded me for some reasons.. dunno why my mood jus don seem right today. sigh... I hope God will help me to pull thru, cos i need to face my mom the whole day! Gonna buy new yr clothes ltr and then going to my 6th aunt's place to see grandma. DEar Lord, help me to forgive my mom, heal my heart oh jesus.

My first tuition lesson will be this coming thursday, so exciting~ =)

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Sunday, December 18, 2005

I am working as tuition coordinator now, which is really tough trying to publicies and sourcing for students. At least i've found one at the moment who wants me to teach him.Haha~

Today went for the Christmas party at Olyna's mom's place there (= Quite fun mixing around with the young adults, having fun with "crazy" ppl.. haha.. juz madness larh.. the party ended around 9++ then joined jean and fiona to orchard there had some drinks, food and walked around for a while.. went topshop and topman saw dillys and liping working.. haha.. really haf fun with fiona and jean, even though went out with them for the first time.. i juz feel that i can click well with them (= heeee... so fun larh (=

I'm feeling better now..I noe u don.. i m sorrie for being selfish.. the decision have to be clear and right for now.. i m sorrie

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Saturday, December 17, 2005

I've finally found a job!! Thanks HannaH (:

Attention: If u need tuition, we have a list of qualified teachers to teach all subjects at reasonable fees. What are u waiting for?? Call Vina now at 90507362 for more information!!!

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Thursday, December 15, 2005

2 chinese boys

*click on the link above*
There are very funny videos (: When u're happy,sad,angry,moodless or wadeva, take a look!!

<3
vina

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Wednesday, December 14, 2005

I can't remember when this was taken.. hmm.. maybe Geo extra class ?? haha.. anyway she is Jessica~

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Yest stayed at home the whole day helping to do housework, then at night went church office with my mama and elder brother. It's really one BIG step that my mom actually agreed on coming along for choir practise for the chinese side. Really glad that she mixes along so well with the people there and Olyna met her too =D Omg~ i just don believe that ppl sae that she doesnt look like my mom, but my sis!! Haha!!! dunno true or not lerh.. Amen!!!

This morning went watch chicken little with Wendy and Elaine, then we went to take neoprint.. yay! Then ate steamboat at wendy's house.. very healthy one u noe cos we ate high protein and high fibre steam boat.lol. then i went for cell grp at NP, first time, not bad =) yea.. =)

I love my mom more and more now =) She jus rocks lar!!! Mama, i believe ur singing will improve and ur dancing is really awesome! Omg~ she even ask me to learn dancing cos she said my legs shape is nice.. hahaha.. don wan lar

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Tuesday, December 13, 2005

This is the neoprint i promised (:

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Monday, December 12, 2005

I let it go,though so much relieved, yet heart is aching so much. I believe and trust that everything will really be ok, cos God is faithful! Yea!!!

went out with steffi to orchard today. First she was late.. haha! Suppose to meet her at 11 am at orchard control station, she was late!! haha.. okae.. i wont blame this little gal =p. we watched A really wonderful show I would say (: Then we shopped around. This gal made us walk from Lido to Hereen just to take neoprints and shopped for a while, then walked back all the way from Hereen to Far East cos we were craving for dunno wad thing, gotta ask her, haha! it's some kind of fried something with ice cream. really delicious! (: Then shopped around, had lots of fun =) Gonna hang out more with this mad gal. lols. Anw, the neoprint will be out after she upload it~ haha!!

Thanks so much Steffi, I felt so much better after going out with you today =) Love u gal!!

I know I've chosen the right path, eventhough it is a painful one, i know it is worth it!

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Sunday, December 11, 2005

Just came back from Plaza Singapura, had lunch with some of them. Went for youth camp at the YWCA Fort canning lodge from Friday to Sunday and it's really WOW(: I led a team with Amos Chia as the assistant leader and our team name was VOOMERS~(: So great to really work in a team with them and just had fun during games, services and everything~~ haha.. But before camp and during camp, I really expected more of God and He really touched me inside out.. there were so much in life I had to let go, because I believe God will really do great things in my life (: Honestly, I chose to really let go of something really dear in my heart.. something that will take alot of courage and pain to let go. I have to do this, cos God just doesn't like me to hold on to this thing. Pastor Daniel Chua is really a blessing to us, His preachings and prayers spoke so much over my life, and I am refreshed again! Yes!! I wanna continue to be burning with fire for GOD~ I just wanna praise and worship Him all days and night, seeking just for Him! This is really what I need in life! I've finally walking in the Light of the world, and I wan to help to spread His gospel, His promise to those unsaved people~ I want to help them to be taken off from the satans and evils! God is really great!!
Another thing is that we, as a youth really got so much closer through this camp, God has so much installed for us (: I really pray that our passion and fire for Him will not run dry. I wished the camp was longer...
Haha.. there is so much I wanna express but this will never end, so better end here!

Voom, voom~
Gambate Gambate,voomers voomers
Gambate Gambate,vommers voomers
voomers will win the war
voomers will win the war
voomers will win the war
voomers will win the war
voomers will win the war
VOOMERS!!!

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Thursday, December 08, 2005

I am so happy!! Mom said i've lost weight and my stomach is smaller now.. lols!! I can't believe this! I mean, with my mom around, I can really loose weight now.. haha~plus the housework that I had been helping to do since my maid is back in indo. It's very tiring, but I think it is worth it if it can help me to loose weight! Omg~ Agnes!! I assure you~ I will be able to do it! :) Jia you, VINA!!

I stayed at home the whole day cos had no date or anything like that, but went central to help buy stuff for Mom. Faced the comp most of the time too cos unsure what to do.. haha~

Okae. gotta go now.

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Wednesday, December 07, 2005

It's passed mid night now and I am still awake.
Everything doesn't seem right to me, I just need strength to face what are coming my way.
I just need to make the right decision.
I just need to change.
I just need to be brave.
I just need to be a good daughter.
I just need to let go...
Anyway, went for a few job interviews with rachel, yi cui and yin xin.. hope to be hired from next week onwards. I don wan to be slacking and doing nth so much.
Only managed to meet up with wendy yesterday. Shopped around J8 and really had a longer mentoring session with her.

I will continue praying and believing

Good night

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Monday, December 05, 2005

Came back yest from indonesia. Supposed to be happy to be back in Sg, but I know it was my fault that I insisted on coming back, seeing my mom in such a terrible state. She got very bad headache and her face was really pale, but she listened to me and decided to come singapore with me. Inside ferry she almost fainted, she kept putting on the medicated oil, she even drank part of it!!! Omg~ Lord please forgive me!! I am just being too selfish here. I prayed, and thank God mom felt better after some sleep and rest inside ferry as the journey to batam was abt 4 hrs long. Thank You Daddy!! Reached singapore around 4 plus and reached home abtn 5.30 cos the queue in the immigration was long. I am so happy to be back home, but last nite, i couldn't slp well, dunno why, it's like every 2 hrs i will wake up.. dunno why.. My maid has gone back to indonesia for a break, so i will have to help out with the housework. I just hope mom will get enough rest and not worry so much abt things.

Going for work interview ltr and meet up with Wendy (:

Hope things will be better..

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Saturday, December 03, 2005

I'm going back to Sg tml unsure of when will i be back to my homeland again. It's really bored here cos i can juz go to every places that they have within one day. But through my stay here, I learnt things. Alot of things made me open my eyes.
Today will be the last time that I will be seeing XM, eventhough he likes to teased me, I just enjoyed seeing him.. haha.. i noe i m mad, but wad to do? Hey, don't get the wrong idea here k.. XM is jus a passerby that left a deep impression in my heart. His family is really cute people (:

Rachel, Elaine and Yin Xin are back in Singapore by now. Intending to look for a job, yea? (: I wanna be independent.. I wanna taste the feeling of being able to earn my own money and not just get allowance from my parents. Experiencing things are really exciting (:

I miss my mentee, Wendy (: God has really moved in her life (: thankew Daddy (:

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Thursday, December 01, 2005

Learnt about A being married today. I am not sure when he got married, but I know he got married with the girlfriend that he had for almost 10 yrs. I thought I would be alright, still my heart bleed even though he is 12 yrs older than me. I mean I admit I liked him for 6 over years and I thought my feelings for him is gone, but i realised, it's still there. I really wanna let go of this hurt. People always say time will heal everything, but after 7 or 8 yrs, why the feeling of pain is still there? I really dun understand myself.The last time he came over to my hse in sg, i didnt really care to talk to him like i used to do and it was suppose to be ok now that we have not seen each other for 1 yr++.. I just wish to let go.. Lord, i pray that u will give me the strength to let go...
Looking on the bright side, he is going to be my relative soon if my cousin is really going to marry my future cousin-in-law as my future cousin-in-law is his cousin. Bleah¬ i juz hope everything will be ok.. I shall close the chapter of liking him here.

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