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Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Felt really great helping out in the shop, which made me wanting to work when i go back to singapore, but i know the atmosphere working in singapore is different compared to wroking in indonesia cos working over in indonesia is my own family business where i could become the "BOSS" whereas working in singapore, i m working for others, so, i hope i will be able to have the right attitude to work if i manage to get job over there.It shall be my first time working in singapore then. I can't possibly be slacking for the next 3 months, right?

Further update, I am going back on 4th Dec, which I wont explain why cos it is a long story.I would be missing out the PSL gathering then, it's kinda saddening cos i am not sure if they will have any more of gatherings.Being a PSL, I must admit, helped me to really grow in my leaderships and other qualities to handle my life well, and with the help of being a Christian,helped me to handle issues and problems in more of proper ways. I used to always think negatively and more childishly about things,epsecially abt relationships which embarressed me so much that it is very difficult to forget of so many things that I had done wrong. And now, with the help of God, who always send ppl around me to care and helped me around when I need them and with God's help personally, through praying and seeking Him, really helps alot! I am really thankful for having GOD in my life (:

Oh, today Santi helped to paint my nails black with some "decoration". haha.. i dunno if they are nice, but i like them (: I also bought a perfume which costed about RP 17,000, which is about singapore money $28. This is the most expensive thing i bought every since i come back . HAHAHA¬ OK enuff.. going watch my show now. byebye

so blessed____________________ 7:08 PM

Monday, November 28, 2005

I'm going back to sg this coming friday, 2nd of dec!I'm counting down to the day.. haha. yea.. so wad had i been doing? nth much.. help to look after my mom's shop, rot at home, play comp, watched vcd, slacked. Now gotta wait for my IC and passport to be done before I go back to singapore. sian!

Just now finally saw XM.Had been asking Santi abt XM when she was in Sg, but didn't get any info. XM is doing very well now, really happy to know tt. XM has a proper job now, his sister is working in my dad's office. well, XM doesnt matter to me anymore. I just wish him well.

so blessed____________________ 7:49 PM

Saturday, November 26, 2005

2nd day in indonesia¬ at first felt really bored, but aft visiting my relatives and rieka and her mom's vegetarian restaurant, not really bored, instead very tired now. haha! anw i did went for cls bbq. details will come with photos aft i go back to sg. (: see ya!

so blessed____________________ 4:50 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

The feeling of being back at my "REAL" Home in indo is really good (: to be able to see ppl whom I haf last seen 2 yrs back (: They are really nice bunch of ppl (: My childhood friend came to fetch me for a motorcycle ride around and realised nth much has changed here.. almost the same old things. Tembilahan is still so undeveloped. really sad to learn so. anyway will update again. quite tired now. haha!! I miss singapore!!!

so blessed____________________ 9:05 PM

HOME SWEET HOME!

so blessed____________________ 6:07 AM

Thursday, November 24, 2005

Hai Van And Elaine~ Aren't they beautiful (:
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Hai Van and Yin Xin~ The effect is so scary~ lol
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Psssssppp... wang zhao was sleeping and he didnt noe wad was happening. lol
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Me and Elaine~ OK~ I know i don look nice!
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HVY! (: sad ar the rest of the members were not there

so blessed____________________ 8:40 AM

I am going back tml not today ;( So sad~ cos wont be able to see my another childhood friend, Donna, for the last time before she leaves for jkt tml.haix. Anyway yest went sch collect testimonials, the jc thingy, then went home got changed, went bishan to watch The Exorcism Of Emily Rose.

Not bad~ aft that we left for chalet at pasir ris. Hua yee and rachel didnt go cos hy was tired and rachel flying off to china today. Elaine flying off today too~ hope they will have fun there (: so only left yin xin, elaine, hai van and me, we were the onli gals there then. Wad did we do? busy taking photos, slacking and watched Tv while the guys had their own fun. haha. today bbq, don think i'll be going cos too tired le and needa pack up for tml's trip back home~ I reached home around 11 bah~ quite tired. haha!!

the next entry will the "scary photos" taken during the chalet. Have fun (:

*anw my comp got some probs so i m unable to sign into my msn.

so blessed____________________ 8:37 AM

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

I've been waiting for today for sooooooooooo long~! lol~ Yea... today's the last day of O level~ (: (: I met Meifang on the way home to get changed and then went watch HARRY POTTER~ quite nice (: (:.
And yea~ I m going back to Indonesia this coming thurday for one week~ DONT MISS ME~! haha~ tml needa go back to sch get testimonial, then out with my gang for class chalet (: (:
I wanna partyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!! (:

*the background is stars folded by mellya for my birthday~ aren't they beautiful?? :)

so blessed____________________ 9:20 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

so blessed____________________ 8:45 PM

Yest had the Student leader vision meeting at church Office. It was really awesome (: Aft that rushed down to have dinner with my mom, elder brother, elder sis, mom, 3rd aunt,uncle, my cousin and my future cousin-in-law( sis-in-law). It was very nice dinner that we had in crystal jade. It's been two over yrs since i last seen my future sis-in-law (: We had great time together.

Currently, I am struggling through many areas in my life. I need to really surrender everything to God, let Him handle the issues, I need to really trust and draw strength from Him in whatever I do. I need not fear~ I need not be afraid~ Cos God is there for me. I hunger for God's touch~ I hunger for His words~ I hunger for God~ Today, Rev James Singh came to preach. It was really a great sermon~ He spoke what I need to listen~ Of cos He was really humorous~ It's as if he allows me to put the burden down in my heart to jus laugh all that I want (:

I want to have a DEEP conviction in my life.
Sometimes it's really good to start a new beginning in my life~

Father, I thank you for your grace and mercy~ Help me to be strong and courageous, because in you~ I find strength.

so blessed____________________ 8:31 PM

Friday, November 18, 2005

I am back from MIA!
OMG~I cant believe it~ ONE LAST PAPER on TUESDAY AND I WILL BE FREE~~
Anyway for your info, I will be away from singapore for about one week. Going back to indonesia to make passport, at the same time to visit my old friends and relatives cos has not been going back for 2++ yrs alr. yeapp. so many things are going to happen during my HOLIDAY! yea~
Oh~ my legs are wobbly now~ went jogging with hua yee at yck stadium this morning and swimming at yck swimming complex. Really intensive one~ haha. this is wad i m going to do during this holiday~ I WAN TO SLIM DOWN~~!! SERIOUSLY!! cos i put on so much weight!!~

Enjoy ppl =)!

so blessed____________________ 4:43 PM

Friday, November 11, 2005

O level has started this week and gonna end soon =) Overall not tt bad~ juz hope I will be able to do well and get into my business IT =)

Thanks for all the wishings, guys =)
I miss my going out
I miss church!!!
Soon~ I will be FREEE~~~~ =)

so blessed____________________ 2:10 PM

Wednesday, November 02, 2005

5 more days to the BIG DAY~
I'll try my best and Let God do the rest (=

It had became a dreadful feeling whenever they come to visit. I mean I don't want to feel this way, they force things out.

Dear Heavenly father,
I pray that you will help me through.

so blessed____________________ 9:20 AM