That woman is my mama and the "pink" shirt man is my papa. dunno wad they doing. my papa sent over msn juz now.

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Monday, September 19, 2005

 I tell u~~ i love him!! Haha.. he's juz too adorable lar.

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HAPPY BELATED LATERN FESTIVAL (:
Yesterday went church and had a very good service (: Navin was worship leading and Pastor Terence preached. It was really very funny yet great one (: After service actually didn't noe where to go, so went to mac with elaine, cynthia and shangmin to haf lunch, elaine juz couldn't stand noise.lols. so she kept asking us to talk and talk.. :p

Oh so I decided to go yc's hse to spend this beautiful latern festival. the family is so cute.haha. i really felt at home with my own family but too bad~ yc's brother went downstairs to play with his lantern and before i headed home, yc and i went to see his brother (cos i wanted to take his fotos, so cute lar.) hee.

later going sch for practical exam. wish me luck cos i didnt revise at all :p

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Xian hui. his two eyes are red!! omg "vampire" isn't he cute? :P

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 This lantern became *flag* lols.

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Friday, September 16, 2005

I did not haf to go to school on yesterday and today cos I don take Bio, poa and chinese. I met a very pervertic taxi driver. :( I flagged a taxi home in the morning after meeting a friend to continue with my show. Who noes once i entered the taxi, the uncle started asking abt my age, where i was going which i thought was normal. then he talked abt 16 yrs old gals now is approved to haf sex (omg) then i sensed something wrong. i juz shut my ears but he kept talking. like wan me to send u home later? (i lied that i was going to my friend's hse) why not u give me ur no and we can chit chat over the fone. yucks! of cos i m not stoopid to give him. Omg. half way i requested to alight and so he let me. phew~ I almost lost my life!! Anyway everything came back to normal as I went home to cont watching my show from 10++ to 5++ in the afternoon and was rather tired, but yea went out to haf dinner and then went home to watch another disc and then i slpt very soundly till today 9++ when i remembered hua yee, rachel and yx were coming over to study. heee. at the end i finished up with my show and we did study for a while, and slacked! omg. we sang karaokae. haha.. then went to play billiard. so we onli studied for 2 hrs and played most of the time. haha.. well .. hope tml can study yea.

take care`

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Wednesday, September 14, 2005

Another 2 papers done. But I didnt manage to complete my emath paper 2. I juz hope I will not fail it. I CANT afford to flunk my prelim anymore. And I m happy for physics. I did some 10-yrs series qns yesterday nite and most of them came out for the paper (: I THANK YOU LORD (:

Juz realised, 2 days ago was M b'dae. I am not sure why am I still holding on to M. What is it that he had done to make him to be remembered by me. Sigh. I mean M was really BAD to me, but why? Is it really true that everytime when it comes to LOVE this problem, we girls' hearts are always so soft and so easy to fall into the trap and get hurt? I do have a NEW beginning now, but why am I still keeping the past. Can someone teach me how can I let go of the past? Why is it so difficult?? Jesus, I pray that you will heal this broken heart and let this precious heart to be juz for you.

There are things that I should let go but I still keep to myself jus to make myself and others happy. But I know I HAVE to because I love Jesus. Teach me to sacrifice all these unGODLY things pls!!! Why am I so SINFUL! Okae people, don ask me what happen cos I wont sae it out. Insecure

OH! Tml and Fri I don't have to go to sch.
See what I will do bah.
Dont feel like studying for my amath ppr2 and f&n yet.

so blessed____________________ 7:50 PM

Tuesday, September 13, 2005

Didn't manage to revise for chem that much yest and so i guess gonna flunk it. But I'm happy for my Amath (: I managed to do most of the questions (: Yesterday waited for my bus for the longest time to go tuition because it was really raining very heavily with lightnings and thunders. so scary~ and i was late for tuition for the first time ever.heee. then tuition ended almost 10 so went home, wanted to burn mid nite oil, but my tutor nagged and said its useless. wad i need is enough rest for today. I regretted for my chem. Regrets... my hope to go JC is gone down the drain for now...

Tomorrow phy and emath paper 2..

After all, I still wanna thank my GOd (daddy)who is always there for me. :)

Oh! I forgot.. this morning before we went in for chem paper, miss tan came and offered to pray for us. So rachel, hua yee, miss tan and I went down to the canteen, the handicap toilet there.CAN YOU IMAGINE? 4 GIRLS IN 1 CUBICAL? lols. ppl might be thinking wad we were doing inside one cubical.lols. well yea. MISS TAN PRAYED FOR US! I LOVE U MISS TAN (: (:

ok i better end here. dada

so blessed____________________ 3:17 PM

Monday, September 12, 2005

Last night,my mama called but didnt speak to me. Well, this was normal, but i don noe why i started crying. I miss my parents so badly out of a sudden. I mean I do have parents, it's jus they are not living with me. Sometimes I wonder, why don't I have close relationships with my parents like other people do? Sometimes i really envy and jealous of them.. I dunno lar. i m crazy. mama papa I MISS YOU!

Had math and geo ppr today. guess i will flunk math and haf a little confidence in my geo. yea. gonna end here. study time. byebye

so blessed____________________ 2:06 PM

Saturday, September 10, 2005

I've been studying for the past few days and my prelim writen papers will last for 3 days next week, then i do not have to go school on thursday and friday. Yea! So happy. Haha. Thanks people for accompanying me through sms and fone calls. If not i will be bored to death. I want to enjoy life! But well, gotta wait till my o level is over. Yea.

And people, I m still alive and breathing (:

so blessed____________________ 12:51 PM

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

Holiday has started and prelim is drawing nearer and nearer and yet I am still not ready. I know I should be studying hard now, and I will try. Yesterday stayed at home the whole day watching vcd and doing my e maths papers. Realised that I had lost my handbook, I was really upset and almost cried. I've decorated and written so much of memories in that handbook and I thought I would not get to see my precious again. Thank God I found it in class today when I went back to school for physics lesson today. It's as though the most important thing in my life had return to me (:

Anyway after physics went to have lunch with simon and fidah opposite, then i rushed to orchard lido and meet up with Anita to watch one more chance (again). Met so many ppl today. Some of the sec 5 ppl and jackson ang at hmv, peishi, joey and one more gal on the street, sean and his friends at lido. Passed by this crowd where a little boy whose age is abt 7 performed a drum performance with christian music.Am really amazed and encouraged by his courage to perform and wanting to spread our daddy's good words to the world at such a young age. Praise the Lord (:

Ok, I better start studying. Byebye

so blessed____________________ 7:39 PM

Sunday, September 04, 2005

Here's my positive updates abt my life :p

[thursday]
went amk met up with yin xin to buy ingredients for baking cakes. then we took bus to my house. rested for a while and then started baking. slowly hua yee and rachel arrived. we had great fun baking cakes even though most of the cakes were "chao da" but we were proud of ourselves.hee.

then we went swimming which hua yee suggested on, but yin xin didnt want to swim, so she became our photographer and helped us look after our stuff. haha. rachel was so funny ( opps. i cant sae why cos i scared she will kill me.lol) anyway its our first time swimming together and we had really great fun. haha. yea. we played monkey with my netball and learnt to swim butterfly style taught by hua yee :p

Oh! the project superstar final! Wei Lian got the champion. well, no comment, if not everyone will come and bash me up. haha. joking. But my LEON was there too!! Yey

[friday]
forced myself to wake up cos was very tired. went sch, each teacher entered the class, i gave them the cake :) great they love it. hee. was a very relaxing day i had in sch. aft sch went j8 with hua yee, yin xin and fidah for a while then i rushed home to change and went j8 again with a yc ( not yi chin) haha to watch one more chance. its a funny show i would sae.aft movie we went to eat at crystal jade kitchen. then we headed home. so tired -_-

[saturday]
went to see doctor in the morning cos of sore throat( my mom thought it would be worse if i dun go). met up with wendy at j8 for mentoring (sorrie wendy! i was late for half an hr. Oh no!) then rushed to toa payoh entertainment there to meet with dionne for mentoring. really had fun metonring these 2 gals. hee. yea then went to church office which i had not been there for the longest time for leaders training. wow. its an eye opener! pastor steven gave me a chapter to read ROMANS 8. he really said the right thing for me. be bold and have confidence in everything that i do. really i always haf no confidence in wadever thing that i do. and Olyna too said the right thing. I shouldn't always dwell in y past but move forward. These few weeks i had always been reminded of my past that's why sometimes so down. PPL, i will try to be happier kk.

I wanna be a strong gal again.
Jesus I LOVE YOU!

hee. yea
that;s all for today

so blessed____________________ 7:59 AM

Me and Hua yee. hee.

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Rachel, me and hua yee at my house lobby going swimming. hee

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Thursday, September 01, 2005

Anita was so bored that she decided that she wants her face taken.lols. jk.

we were so hungry! where is our pizza?

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Ok. this is an ugly photo of my new xiao di and myself. taken in the classroom. lols

so blessed____________________ 9:33 AM

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY <3

Finally English and Ss pprs r over. But I dont think I will do well for ss cos the nite b4 things happened, i couldn't concentrate, I juz gotta leave it to God now. Suddenly feel like going JC. A friend said "since u've made it to express, must well work hard to go jc, cos in poly, there are ppl from normal aced too ( I am not trying to look down on ppl)" I dunno what i really want now. I do want to go university since my parents have spent so much money on me for my education. I dunno.

Yea, yest was tchers' day celebration. Alright i guess. Ended quite early. Then my gang and I went j8 to eat. Haha. Feel so bad havent give the tchers present. Gonna make today with my gang. So yea ate at j8, then supposed to meet anita at 11.30, tried calling her but no one ans, so decided to take mrt to the ps, thank God she smsed me if no i would be waiting there like a crazy woman. So i went tp central and walked around for a while, then went to meet Anita. She looked so cute! Omg. lols. cos she said she performed for her sch tchers' day celebration.

We went to buy ticket for movieMarch Of The Penguins Don laugh!! The show really rox. hee. the penguins r so cute!!! Omg. okok. b4 the show we went to eat at pizza hut and we waited 1 hr for the pizza!! omg. lucky we had so much to talk abt. haha.. well yea.aft the movie went to shop for a while, then i took 162 meet another friend. waited super duper long lar. but well. fogive then went to eat at swensens.haha. reached home around 10++

yest i ate so much!! omg
today can eat a little bit onli. lols
ok enjoy! (:

so blessed____________________ 9:25 AM