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Saturday, July 30, 2005

I am back to write a long entry today. hee. so bear with me kks.

Yesterday was a crazy day. First went school, the only fun thing in sch was recess.hee.. cos I was saying " we've been eating fish sliced noodle for 3 days this week.." then rafidah continued and then we talked abt slimming stuff. lolx. yea. Got back the chinese test we took on monday which I did half way and fell aslp. Amazingly I passed which i thought i would fail. Hee. Oh english lesson, yin xin, rafidah, hua yee and I were called to practise oral with mrs sng. wah so scary lar but fun lar.haha. yea. anyway after sch yin xin, huayee, rachel and i went toa payoh, they went popular and i went to bank. sorrie gals made u all wait so long for me, then we headed to my house. wahaha. we had really fun time together (: After shower, we went up to my garden and did some funny stuff, but really fun taking photos. lols.

.lols. really we did funny stuff and for the first time i see yin xin enjoyed herself so much and so much laughter from her, really happy for her (:
lol.. yea then we took bus and went for tuition which was very dreadful cos of the funny time we had at my hse and really was tired and we had no mood for tuition, but still had to bear with it for 2 hrs.

After tuition, i rushed to get dinner for anita and i, then took train to meet up with the rest to go for SONIC FEST!sorrie guys, i was so late. ops.. hee. yea a great nite we had with VERTICAL RUSH, PLANET SHAKERS AND SONIC FLOODThey rocks lah. haha. JESUS ROCKS MORE AND MORE EACH DAY. I love you Oh lord. Oh and guess wad? I met some of my friends there too (: Amazing~ haha. Yea, finally could go home, thought would fall asleep after shower, at the end i could not slp yet, so decided to listen to the CDs i bought during the break before sonic flood. hee. really nice (:

Amazingly, i so awake now even though i slpt late last nite. TODAY I M GOING SONIC FEST AGAIN!! yey.

SONIC FEST 2005 RAWKZ!

ok, sorrie the rest will update some day. hee. too excited :p

PRAISE GOD!
WORSHIP HIM!
HAVE FAITH
HE LOVES YOU!

so blessed____________________ 8:02 AM

Thursday, July 28, 2005

crazy week
tiring week
can't breath any longer
so much work
so much tests
so much to things do
so many things happened
I KNOW I CAN SURVIVE WITH GOD

friends, i promise to update u guys more details when i have the time ya. now's late already. just finish rushing my f&n coursework B.

I'm going sonic fest tml!! Yey. PLANET SHAKERS RAWKS!
I want to praise HIM forever and ever (:
JESUS RAWKZ
TELL THE WOLRD THAT JESUS LIVES!

so blessed____________________ 10:57 PM

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Thank you
thank you for making my week a great one
thank you for people who cares for me to cheer me up
thank you for making my class a more united one
thank you for someone who loves me so deeply
thank you for cheering me up
thank you for being by my side always
thank you for not leaving me
thank you for forgiving me
thank you for loving me
thank you for picking me up again
thank you for giving me the strenght to move on
thank you for everything!
I LOVE YOU LORD

so blessed____________________ 9:36 AM

Sunday, July 17, 2005

i m not myself today
i felt burden-ed
i felt unloved
i felt tired
i m sick

but i want to change.
i felt i m so far away from goddraw me closer
i want to be with HimI don wan to be burden-ed
i wan to serve HIM!but do i get the chance?

Oh Lord, heal this broken heart, jesus.

so blessed____________________ 7:39 PM

Saturday, July 16, 2005

Life's been alrite i guess. had been going home late cos studied outside. Home very noisy.. guests always came. Elder brother went back already, didnt manage to go airport cos got tuition. sobx. had listening compre o level chinese today. wasnt tt bad i guess. yea. had fun with my gang while waiting for the exam to start. hee. mock test will start next monday. gonna go lib to study again even if the house wil be quiet again cos i noe. i will not haf discipline to study.. God had been good to me. yea (:

so blessed____________________ 12:08 AM

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

Psalm 139
For the director of music. Of David. A psalm.
1 O LORD, you have searched me
and you know me.
2 You know when I sit and when I rise;
you perceive my thoughts from afar.

3 You discern my going out and my lying down;
you are familiar with all my ways.

4 Before a word is on my tongue
you know it completely, O LORD.

5 You hem me in—behind and before;
you have laid your hand upon me.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me,
too lofty for me to attain.

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
Where can I flee from your presence?

8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
if I make my bed in the depths, [a] you are there.

9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
if I settle on the far side of the sea,

10 even there your hand will guide me,
your right hand will hold me fast.

11 If I say, "Surely the darkness will hide me
and the light become night around me,"

12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
the night will shine like the day,
for darkness is as light to you.

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

16 your eyes saw my unformed body.
All the days ordained for me
were written in your book
before one of them came to be.

17 How precious to [b] me are your thoughts, O God!
How vast is the sum of them!

18 Were I to count them,
they would outnumber the grains of sand.
When I awake,
I am still with you.

19 If only you would slay the wicked, O God!
Away from me, you bloodthirsty men!

20 They speak of you with evil intent;
your adversaries misuse your name.

21 Do I not hate those who hate you, O LORD,
and abhor those who rise up against you?

22 I have nothing but hatred for them;
I count them my enemies.

23 Search me, O God, and know my heart;
test me and know my anxious thoughts.

24 See if there is any offensive way in me,
and lead me in the way everlasting.

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I am out of s-cube~ wee` After some thoughts, decided to write a letter to request of being out of it. I really wanna sit down and study well for my o level!
Today was the prize presentation for last yr graduated top students in acedamic and ccas. Suddenly i just feel so motivated by them. yea. Oh well.

Hai Van is back finally! wee` missed her over the holidays and now she's back =) Yey~

ok end here for now.

so blessed____________________ 9:16 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

S-cube had started. One word. unbenificial. Really. Somehow I just cant concentrate there. I think I want to write letter and be out of it. No more time to waste anymore.
Got coursework B context already. "sugar" a really challenging one to do. Sigh. really dun wish like doing.
My life is painted with more colours again :)
I thank God for this beautiful gift in my life :)

so blessed____________________ 8:40 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

Praise God!
He is back in church!
It's really worth sacrificing.
I don't care what he will think of me.
As long as he is back to our Father
He is back and know the truth again
He is back to love Father again.
He is back to be a good boy again
I thank you Lord.
It was worth sacrificing.
Maybe I still love him
I dunno.

so blessed____________________ 7:31 PM

Friday, July 01, 2005

School started for one wk already.
ups and downs.
mostly downs.
can't play anymore.
can't slack anymore.
i hate this.
but i got to love this.
o level chinese oral today, not tt bad i guess.
i m torn into peaces.
Lord, I need you!
Please heal me~
Deyi Idol champion is rebecca from 1/9!
She juz rox. (:
One good news.
CCA STEP DOWN FOR SEC 4!

so blessed____________________ 7:05 PM