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Thursday, December 30, 2004

Morning went for student leaders meeting. Ended quite late and i chiong all the way to church office by cab cos i knew i was late for cell at the end when i reached there, cell was cancelled. Nvm cos i could slack there and had lil fun. Got prayer too for the 1 jan 2005 youth service (: I was assigned duties! Hehe. so excited.

Thanks ppl for everything. U all really care for me today. I m sorrie to make everyone worried and all. I think after some cries, everything will be fine soon (:

Half an hour more to last day of 2004.. counting :P

so blessed____________________ 11:37 PM

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Now i know there are at least people who cares for me.
I won't be alone anymore.
I won't have to keep troubles to myself anymore
I want to crawl out of the darkness of me to the brighter me
Where I find love,joy,care,peace.
Not hate,pain,torture,kill--
But one thing.
I m scared I m a burden when i share problems and they haf to crack their brains to help me. I dun wish people to treat me as a burden. Really.
Thanks so much for everything that happens in my life.
I am grateful, really.
I just need to settle down and sort things out...

so blessed____________________ 10:15 PM

Dear Sister,
I read ur blog. Dun be sad or cry anymore yea. Everything's really fine now. I just need to settle down and relax myself in some ways. I do think that I was being foolish about this matter and thought that I could keep this low profile, but who knows it has turned out this way. I dont blame u, incase I thank u for helping me to seek her for help. Although the sweet memories that i intend to keep in my heart is now shattered into pieces and that I can feel like crying any time, I think I need guidiance from all of u there (: Thanks so much again.

love,
vina

Today met up with Anita! She came back to singapore on 26 ^_^ Miss her lots. we shopped around toa payoh central, watched panthom of the opera then went to my hse to swim, chatted so much also. I told her really lots of things. Some child hood memories were mentioned and shared too. Felt so good to be with her ^_^ Thanks so much anita for making my day happier today after so much things had happened (: Love i lots!!

so blessed____________________ 8:10 PM

Tuesday, December 28, 2004

The problem now is kinda alrite (: Thanks so much to her,love u lots. Cos u told her and now i seek her, i noe wad to do now. Dont worry too much and dun hate urself!! I m really fine and I dun blame u, i love u, really!

so blessed____________________ 11:21 PM

I thought I would be happier today cos everything still normal. As in really normal [if u noe wad i mean] haix. But she made this problem so big. [sorrie if u happen to read this, i was unable to tell u on fone cos i really dunno how to tell u] It's not as if a big problem. It's a real small one which i really wish to keep and treat it normally since everything is normal. I know i told her something last nite, but I know what I m doing. I wont let myself get hurt anymore. So dun worry.. i wont blame u. stop saying sorri!! (: I still love u as a sis, yea? Everything will be alrite (:

I m happier. dun worrie guys

so blessed____________________ 9:48 PM

Monday, December 27, 2004

Went to my younger bro's sec sch wit him to buy his books and sch uniform. Kinda pissed off cos the vendors are not systematic at all! Made me queue up for 3 hrs++ But thank God I manage to get the stuffs. Took taxi home to put down the stuffs, rested for a while then went to j8 with younger bro again to buy his sport shoes and i did a little of shopping. Back to Toa Payoh also bought myself one. Came home and helped him wrap the books. Quite tiring.

Memories keep appreaing in my mind. The sweet memories. I really dunno what to do now__

so blessed____________________ 10:52 PM

To people who knows about this, esp Linda..
I really dunno what to do. Things shouldnt be said had been said out and that person noes. I really dunno what to do.
I thought I could be happier now, but the feelings getting deeper and deeper cos that person treats me so much better which troubles me so much.
How I wish I could turn back the time to be the friends that we used to be.
I wish to tell that person how much i feel for him.. but scared of rejection.
But it's real painful to keep inside me.. haix..
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Bleah`who do i think i m?? i m not worthy of anything, except God.

signed off--

so blessed____________________ 8:58 AM

Sunday, December 26, 2004

(:
The drama was really great!
i LOVE jesus!!

so blessed____________________ 4:51 PM

Saturday, December 25, 2004

Thanks so much for treating me so much better now (:
U're just a w0nderful pers0n that i n0e.
H0w i wish the day will nv end.
The feelings' getting m0re and m0re deeper.
And i m happier whenever I see u :)

__A very meaningful Christmas 2004__

so blessed____________________ 11:32 PM

We sing of the mighty things you've done
Cry out to you
"let your will be done"
Tell all the World you're the Holy One

Yes!God is Holy! God is Great! (:
He is so wonderful, so perfect. I want to thank God for everything that he has done for me (:

-I want to thank him for my wonderful family. Without my parents, I will not be in this earth. Without their care and love, I may not be what I am today. I really want to thank God for this wonderful family that I have. (:
-I want to thank God for my church (CNL). They are really a bunch of great ppl to be with. Had so much fun together fellowshiping and growing in him. Thank you Lord. You are always there to watch over us and seeing how faithful all your servants are and always blessing our church with suprises (: Thank you Lord.
-I want to thank you for putting me into PSL where I learnt so much and found my realy interest in liking being a leader where I can serve everyone and also helping the sec 1s to get to know Deyi. I always enjoy and love to see them having fun together and eventually love Deyi. Thank you lord for the fellow PSLs mates that I am working with Lord. I can really see they put all their hearts in serving the school Lord. (:
-I want to thank God for my friends in my life. No matter who you are, all of you is considered my friends (: Cos God says to love everyone in this world (: You enter my life and some of you are always there to give me comfort, to give me advice, to give me happiness, to encourage me and whatever you can think of. Friends are really important to me (: Thank You Lord (:
-I want to thank God for netball. In this I really pick up lots of netball skill even though i m still bad at netball. The people there are really a great bunch of people (:
-I want to thank God for my teachers. Without them in my life, I dun think i will receive so high education. My teachers are really a great bunch of people where you can always turn to. Thank You father for blessing me with them (:
-I want to thank God for my class mates, especially ex-205. All of them are really great! They rock my life so much and this has let me to enjoy my life in Deyi (: (:
-I want to thank God for so much in my life. The list will not end if i wan to thank him for everything (: Thank you Father for everything in my life. Thank You for being with me all the time and forgiving me of all my sins and not condemn me. You will never put me aside. Thank You jesus. You are the best father in my life (: (:

so blessed____________________ 8:30 AM

MERRY CHRISTMAS!! (: (: (:
So exciting :)
Now is 1.40 am on 25th Dec 2004 (:
Lets talk abt what happened before 12 am on 24th Dec 2004.
Linda and Shangmin and I went to amk red man hse to buy ingredients to bake cookies,and left to my hse. at the end the cookies didnt turn out right, so we gave up and slacked at my hse till the time we were suppose to leave my hse.
So anyway had mini celebration with the youth at Nick Tang's hse. Quite fun (: Received lots of gifts (: Thanks so much guys!! :) Love all of u!!
Left the hse before 1 pm.
Gonna sleep now..
More exciting stuff coming up!! Nite nite and dream of ur angles (:

so blessed____________________ 1:21 AM

Thursday, December 23, 2004

Great` I skrewed almost everything today!
Leaders meeting wasn't good for me even though I had some fun.
After meeting went j8 with nurul again to buy some presents for christmas.
Nth else to talk about.
Tml christmas eve!!!
yey (:

so blessed____________________ 11:06 PM

Wednesday, December 22, 2004

Ok. Decided to post the photos on blog instead cos it really takes very long to get them all uploaded...

Anyway today had Meeting for the student leaders for the sec 1 orientation next yr. I m taking 1/5!! I want 1/6!!! Hmmm` nvm larx, at least i m working with the people that I know. Peishan, Hazel, Skandan and Pameshwari. Today the ex co members brief us on the overall orientation and we were to plan on how we wan to conduc each activities and stuff. I feel that this way will be a better way because we are not dependent on teachers anymore. We got to plan all by the ex cos and other student leaders. This meeting if all of u guys realised, there are very little help from the teachers (: Had some fun too cos we played some games ourselves (:

Got to disturb some of my fav tchers (:
Glad to see the teachers again (:
But I m not looking forward to sch reopen!!! Haha

After meeting, went j8 with nurul. Had her lunch cum dinner, took pics and shopped around till 6 plus and here I am after typing proposals for day 1 and to be handed in to zixin tml.

So excited about the x'mas countdown party!!! They changed the theme from cross dressing to pajymas!! Hahahaha` I was laughing like mad ppl after reading Andrea's mail abt it. Who will wan to wear that for party? Lols` Then u will be walking around in public with tt?? Everyone will be staring at u and thought things. lols.. jk`

so blessed____________________ 8:38 PM

decided to post this funny photo. Daryl's real problem. Ran like this when I wanted to take photo of the group. I think they came in second or third. Cant remember. Real cute group

so blessed____________________ 8:29 PM

nice right? Guess which one was mine (:

so blessed____________________ 8:25 PM

our wonderful exchanged gifts that we were holding (:

so blessed____________________ 8:25 PM

Tuesday, December 21, 2004

I feel like blogging even though its late now and i need to wake up early for PSL meeting tml.

Journey man project is so wonderful! Hehe` I am just proud of myself and the organisers who actually spent so much time together to plan and make this event a happening one (: I got some feedbacks from the participants and they actually learnt things and enjoyed themselves (: SO glad that they did. Thank you Lord for their willingness to get together to jell together and have fellowship with each other in order to know you better.

Journey man project part 2 rox!

Anyway, today went to Hui Fang's house in the morning, had some fried food which are fattening and i still ate them cos i was forced to. jk :p Watched a cartoon version of liang shan bo, zhu ying tai. Took some lame photos. Exchanged of christmas gifts. I got the gift that ping asked for my suggestion when she bought yesterday!! I love it so much.. hehe. Thanks ping :p Not long later i left for chinese tution till abt 4.45 pm, then went to AMK to meet the guys who were suppose to come, at the end they didnt wan to come, so forget it, i left to marina south myself and waited for so long for the gals to come. Finally they arrived and we left with a van [thru some dunno wadeva promotion] and had our steamboat.Actually onli 6 of us there. Hui Fang, Dillys, Florance, Liping,Shi hua and Me. All of us wore our cls tshirt in remembering of our 2/5 cls :P had lots of fun even thought they bully me. My church ppl are better, they dun bully me even though the bully Judy. kidding :p After having the steamboat, we decided to go orchard for a short walk. Took some neoprints too. The photos will be uploaded. Just look at my links part if u wan to take a look. I may not upload them now though.

ok. tml gonna have PSL meeting from 830 to 530 pm!! I m not sure if i m looking forward to it or dreading to go for it. I dunno larx... haha...

12 more days to sch reopen!!! Arrggghhhh.. why so fast!!!! I dun wan!! I still wan holiday!! Next yr O level!! Arrrggghhh!!

okok, enough of my complaints. Change subject. Christmas is like in 4 days time!! So exciting!!! Okok, i m really so excited over alot of things now. Better end here if not i will continue till no end...

good nites.. its almost midnite now..

so blessed____________________ 11:41 PM

Monday, December 20, 2004

2nd and last day of Journey man project part 2, 2004 (:

Woke up real early with a swollen eyes, feeling so terriblely. Then headed to church office, did some things there of cos. After church office went to china town for the food name game. Real intresting (: After that headed to Balmoral cake shop at clementi (: Then last stop at marina south where leon sent us from marina bay mrt station. Had lots of fun during the game with some entertainment and stuff.. Thanks so much for cheering me up along the way (:

[[so happy u were there for me to cheer me up when i m down. Really appreciate it so much (:]]

Cos we ended up early, we all headed to Orchard. Cynthia, Shangmin and I went to see the guys play Lan games at another far east that's near orchard hotel. Understood a little larx. Cynthia and I took taxi, where i went to Bishan to meet up with Li ping and Hui fang and cynthia home. I thought i was late or something.. thank God i didnt leave, if not i wun be able to get my sec 2 cls tshirt :)
The two of them made me go shop shop with them, knowing that i m dead beat. But well, its ok cos tml gonna be fun being with them (:
I headed home and ehre i m crapping :)

I really enjoy myself today. It's like everything is out of my mind now :)

so blessed____________________ 8:33 PM

Sunday, December 19, 2004

It's been real long since i really sit down and reflect and leaving a long entry in my blog. Today i shall roughly write as long as i can but i m v tired now. bleah.. nvm

Woke up late when i was suppose to wake up early to report at church office to prepare for the journey man project thing. YES! its finally here!! (: So i managed to reach there on time and so we prepared and everything. People started to come in one by one or even as a grp. So glad tt they actually turned up for the event. (: Yepp.. Joshua did the briefing, the grps looked for the clues and left for orchard hotel for service. All of us were real early so slacked around.. half way thru sermon, joshua and i left to cavenagh bridge to station there.. who noes the grps were there before us! they took taxi lar.. haha.. we took mrt kae.. tt's why we were later than them.. cos of tt.. the teams r unable to take taxi anymore cos they r onli given one chance to take taxi.. ok aft its done, joshua and i chiong to Aljunied mrt there to wait for the teams for eating durian. Ian was there waiting for us. So they come blah blah blah. I left before the last grp came to Yishun GV to join Linda. We spent so much time there, at the end no teams were going there.. so we took 855 back to chuch office. Inside the bus we talked real alot (: Thanks Linda for everything! Love u alot (:
Was real amazed to see the last team to reach the cavenagh bridge to reach church office the first! Wow` Had lots of fun fellowshiping with the people there. We had dinner and some debrief and then Linda and I sent the first team to Uncle John's place to stay. Last team to stay at Tanah Merah, Ian's hse.. Brian was so happy that his team actually got the last! U noe why? cos he can go home to slp!! Lolx` -_-||

Imp part now. My sim card is spoilt, so currently wun haf a no. to contact me outside. anything pls call my hse or email. but most of the time i guess u cant contact me cos i wont be home often :p sorrie guys!

Tml will be the second day and also the last day of journey man project (: So glad tt all of us had great time playing and fellowshiping with each other. Thank u lord for everything (: It's really a blessing of this church (:

Complain part...
I still feel tt i m lousy
i m useless.
Whateva bad things u can think of..
YEa.. i m jus talking nonsense now cos i dun feel good now :(

-peace

so blessed____________________ 11:27 PM

Friday, December 17, 2004

ok.
just ignore the previous entry.
anyway i m feeling much betta now.. still with some probs in mind. thanks so much linda for being such a great listener (;

Went for training today. Quite slack though. I just gave up hope for netball already. So wad if i go for every single training without getting into sch team? Plus my stamina had gone down the drain already. Sad :(

Rushed to church office to help up again. So happy to be with the gals while doing work cos we had some fellowship together and had fun (:

kk.. i m off now.

-peace

so blessed____________________ 9:40 PM

Thursday, December 16, 2004

depressed...

over wad? lots of things...

wearing a mask.. real tired of this...

feel so lonely and cold...

noone cares... i m invisible...

cry..cry for wad? no one will notice...

cant seem to untie the knot in my heart...

why is this happening to me?

my heart just cant open up...

i need someone to tok to... but no one is there to listen...

weak.. noone cares.. why do i care to see if people care...

i m just useless...

God, I really need u to be with me. Talk to me lord. Where r u now?? I really need u...

so blessed____________________ 10:32 PM

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Slacked most of the time at church office instead of doing the meeting :p But at least we managed to do some stuff.

I m still down. So bothered with lots of things. Questions abt things keep poping out. Some are really... haiz... dunno lar...

God, please help me. I m really struggling in a lot of areas of life :(

so blessed____________________ 9:42 PM

Monday, December 13, 2004

To peeps who cares for me: Thanks so much peeps for reading my entries and for cheering me when i m down. I know I said many times to live my life to the fullest, but sometimes I just dunno how to, I just fail.. I really dunno.. sorry guys if at times i've let u down or anything like tt. I just hope tt things will really get betta.

[today]
Went to meet up with Linda to do ground surveys (cant sae where cos it's a game and shall be a surprise :P)Had really hard time doing some stuff. Then abt 4.40 pm, met up with Judy and cont doing our ground surveys. So fun cos of laming around with the two of them, esp Linda. Lolx. She really light up my days. Cos i was really down before meeting her and was putting up a mask.. sorrie linda tt i didnt tell u. But really appreciate Judy and Linda for being there to cheer me up today (:

Peeps, pls pray for me ya. i think i've been thinking too much these days. thanks!

so blessed____________________ 10:19 PM

Was hurted.shall nt say more.
Went church with a hurt heart.
Felt so much betta after crying out to him.
He consoled me and encouraged me. Thank u lord.
Announcement was skrewed up. But guys.. dun be discouraged kae? Let this be a lesson to all of us.
Registration was alright.
Meeting too. Thanks chong ming for being so understanding for all of us.
Went church office with linda and shang min to slack and watch the drama rehersal for the adults. Was so nice :) Written and directed by Leon :)
Norman drove me home.
Will be busy again next wk. (:
Thank u lord jesus. :)

so blessed____________________ 1:26 AM

Sunday, December 12, 2004

Had bbq at Ian's place.
Closer to Linda now.
Shared very deeply with her on journey back from Ian's place..
I am so happy that I've finally found my close friends in church (:
Feel so cared and loved for.
Thank u Jesus.
I m so blessed and glad to be in the truth (:
Enjoyed myself today.

Happy Birthday Ian!!

so blessed____________________ 12:06 AM

Saturday, December 11, 2004

shang min and linda taken at train to tanah merah too

so blessed____________________ 11:25 PM

vina and shangmin near the pool at ian's place

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vina and shangmin taken inside train towards tanah merah mrt 11.12.04

so blessed____________________ 11:20 PM

Friday, December 10, 2004

Went to SIM canteen with Linda. My uncle sent us there. We were early for half an hr.. haha.. so we actually explored a little. Didnt haf cell bt we haf some kind of fellowship cos Olyna and the guys didnt come. Was quite nice lar chatting there. Then Linda and I headed to church office to do the deco stuff and all.
Didnt go for training [again] cos the big event is drawing closer and closer each day, so we gotta really do lots of preparation and stuff... yepppp
tml will be going to Ian's place at Tanah Merah!! So far.. bt it's gonna be fun :)

so blessed____________________ 8:03 PM

Thursday, December 09, 2004

Really tired now.
Just came home not long ago. Have been really coming home late this week due to busy work and stuff. Had been going to church office to do some work and slack. Had meeting with my team members and wasnt really paying attention due to tiredness. Kinda stressed up with things but i will and shall not complain cos i m happy with what i m doing now. I m doing for GOD! Yes`I swear i m telling the truth :) Though maybe tiring, i m just happy` Also relationships with bros and sises in church are better and closer.
I just love my love.
Thank you lord!
Tml going for cell and ngee ann poly then going to church office again (:

[[so happy to be able to see u these days...]]

so blessed____________________ 11:08 PM

Wednesday, December 08, 2004

Fwenxzzz

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sun set.. taken at my garden

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sitting on the sofa. say cheeeseeee :p

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the chio buus :p

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gals partee: agnes paiting elaine's fingers. damn nice :)

so blessed____________________ 1:06 PM

[7 dec 2004]
Went to have lunch with Elaine and Cynthia, then shopped at popular in toa payoh, then we took mrt, wanted to go and meet Melodie at orchard, but we were early, so we took mrt all the way to marina bay then back to orchard. After meeting Melodie, we took bus to church office. The gals have their dance practice, while I did some stuff for Olyna and Ian. Discussed some stuff with Joshua whilde 'disturbing' Leon doing his stuff.. Lolx. We were more on slacking around there with entertainment from Joshua and Leon. The gals ended their practice at 6, then shang min came and join us slacking around. It was real fun seeing Joshua being 'tortured' by Sheryl and stuff.. haha!
Not long later, Leon drove Olyna, Joshua, Shang Min and I for dinner at china town while sheryl went home. Then we met two ladies from the main service and they joined us for dinner. After that the ladies plus director leon shopped around for their costumes for the play for christmas while we kids sat down some where and 'sleep'. Before that Joshua entertained Shangmin and I again abt lame and disgusting things happened before I joined CNL (: Haha` We waited for quite a while and finally the adults were done. Then the 3 of us asked Leon to sent us. Leon sent shang min to Orchard to take bus, then me to some where near my house, then Joshua was the last cos he was sleeping!! He was so tired.. aha... thanks leon (:

Wondering wad i can do today...

so blessed____________________ 9:16 AM

Tuesday, December 07, 2004

Today has been a busy day for me.
Went to Rachel's house to do the ss project and it was so amazing! We managed to complete our job within like 3 hrs? The rest will leave for hivan to do them. I really love being with Rachel, cos we always tok so much and share so much abt christianity. I just love to hear abt Jesus. (: Her sis and her had to make dinner for themselves, so i helped a little by cooking some vege for them before i Left. Meeting at burger king, wheelock place. Lots of things were discussed and to be done by this week and sunday. (:
Tml still needa go church office for more discussion and see the gals dance practice. (:
good nite.
its super late now.

so blessed____________________ 1:10 AM

Sunday, December 05, 2004

[4 dec 2004]
Rot at home till abt 2++ took bus going to church office for cell, but who noes on the way received sms from olyna saying that the place for cell was changed last min, so i travelled back to tp then to china town to meet shangmin and we went there. Waited for quite some time and finally the rest came then we had our cell. Was really a wonderfull one. Had so much of praise, worship and praying to GOD (:
Thanks peeps for the prayers.
Then had dinner with them. Ate porridge (: Then went home. Slpt quite early cos was very tired.

[5 dec 2004]
This day real rox~ :)
Met early for prayers meeting with the main and youth service working with the ministry. As in the people like ushers, greeters, pastors, leaders, band members and ect. I am the greeters! Hehe` So proud of myself :p
Today gals cell real rox. The gals brought so many friends today. I m so 'jealous' cos none of mine came even though i asked and they agreed. well..nvm. I shall not feel bad cos at least I took the effort to ask. Still had so much fun during the cell and service (:
Service today, had a small skit put up by joshua and leon abt the 'amazing race' thingy. Was damn funny. I was laughing and laughing like mad. Anyway was really proud of them, cos i guess they planned this thing last min thing. Haha, yea. Thanks guys (:
After service had lunch, then went for the gals partee at Andrea's hse. I m so jealous! Her house rox! Super duper nice and beautiful! yea. Watched 13 going on 30 and had some food, done some manicure. Haha`Guess we kids messed up her hse. lols` Thanks peeps for today!!

CNL ROX~
I really thank God for puting me into this wonderful church where i really had grown up so much and also that i accept on doing his work not cos i m forced to do, but i m proud to be his faithful servant cos I noe he is faithful. Thanks so much peeps and God up there.

I m so thankful for everything today. hehe`

so blessed____________________ 6:56 PM

Friday, December 03, 2004

I cant define the feelings towards my sis. Is it anger, is it forgiveness, is it love or wad? I'm still not sure. But i wanted so much to love and forgive her once again. I really wish things will get betta. But the fear inside me stopped me. I hate it his way! Today she tried talking to me, but i really didnt noe how to response. Lord, please help me. I really wont want to hold on to the grudge, anger towards her. You always say to forgive and forget. You are always so merciful to forgive us and hold us back to u again. I'm still struggling to accept her. Jie, sorrie!

Anyway today slacked at home till evening, then went to church office [again] for another session with Dr Kameel abt the end times. Was quite interesting and really impressed that he is so knowledgable! Then aft that Sally's friend and herself drove me to toa payoh and i took bus home. Wow. this week i will be going to church office for like 3 times?! That's real alot.

To all netballers that went for match today: U all rox! All of u bring GLORY to our sch netball! Even though winning a sch friendly match is not a big deal, but i see it as a real BIG deal! (:
We won cck sec! Yesh! This is the way man! Trash them!! Wahahhaa [evil laugh] some of u may not know why i do dis. nvm. It's in the past liaox. And also one of the reason why i didnt want to go down for the match.

so blessed____________________ 11:30 PM

Thursday, December 02, 2004

I'm backie (:
Today had chinx tution. Thank God the spelling part i passed even though i learned the words like last mins thing (?) haha yea...
After that went home first. Suddenly glad to see my elder sis home from china even though all of us enjoy her absence from home (i noe i m bad). Was so touched that she actually bought some gifts for me (:
I just dunno why, suddenly realised how impt she is in the family. Anyway I had quick dinner and rushed down to church office for In-house session with Dr Kameel abt skills in preaching. It was a real big experience for me even though i dont preach. Yupp.. especially the worshipping part and the alter call part.But first, I must confess to God that I wasn't focusing enough on him just now. Lord, please forgive me, yea? I want to thank God for the prayer that Dr Kammeel prayed for me and others. It just motivates me to come closer to God more and more. I hunger for his words, his unconditional love, his presence, or rather everything about him! I'm really looking forward for tml's session with Everyone there. (:

To all deyian netballers : All the best for tml's match! I wont be able to go down cos no use lar. will onli make things worse.. haha..

Count downs:
1 more day to session with Dr Kameel
1 more day to netball friendly match at cck sec
2 more days to cell
3 more days to service
3 more days to gals partee!

:)

so blessed____________________ 11:38 PM

Wanted to blog yest nite, but blogger got some probz.
Anyway yea. Didnt go for psl gathering as meeting time was brought forward to 6.
Went to watch increadible wif shangmin and her two friends, plus the onli guy, Ian. Ian left halfway to watch another show with ephraim and shannon.So after the show, we gals went to haf lunch at far east, then shopped around. Temptation.. haha.. took 2 pics. The friends real rox. Plus finally see the 'real' shangmin.. hehe.. she is more talkative than one of her friend. lol` One left earlier, then shangmin and another gal pei me walked around till abt 6 then i went for meeting. I was the first one to reach! Was so scared that i went to the wrong place. Waited for abt 15 mins then they finally come. Thank God man. Haha. Alot of ideas were discussed. And I was so blur! But eventually I managed to take down the ideas discussed (:

TAUFIK BATISAH our first singapore IDOL~ Oh yea~ I managed to rush home to watch the result show though i missed the beginning. Heeee`

So excited. Dunno why. Just cant wait for the gals partee and amazing race. Hee`
Yea. done with my crap.. (:

so blessed____________________ 10:03 AM

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

I'm back`
Yesterday indeed stayed at home but then didnt really touch any books :p Haha Yea.. was busy playing Gunbound and stuff. At nite went to visit my aunt who went for operation at mount alvernia hospital there. The operation was damn long lorx. 5 hrs! Can u imagine tt? My mum, my aunt and cousin and I waited like 3 hours? But yea thank god tt it was a successful one. (:

will come back ltr[maybe]with more updates.

so blessed____________________ 10:00 AM

Taken at my house garden by my brother

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