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so blessed____________________ 8:37 AM

Friday, November 26, 2004

Yoyo! Anybody miss me? Haha` i was away for 2 days and so many ppl tagged me. I'm so touched! Thanks ppl. LOVE U ALL LOTS!

So yea here is the entry that I owe u guys :)

24/11
First day of camp.
The camp's at sentosa one of the camp site. Did the general things, then suppose to haf station games, but thanks to the rain. We were unable to go out, so we stayed at the hall and haf this Give me game. But before going further, lemme intro the grps.. hahha,
group 1 MYSTIQUES[our grp] Dillys,Hui fang, Hazel, Bei Yu,Cheryl Hee, Crystal, Melissa, Qian Yi,Ruby, Gereldine, Nurimah,Vina(me),Andy, Josh,Guang Hau, Razmi,Zi en. Instructor: Jeremey.
group 2 OINKERS
group 3 KAYA
group 4 BABA VOM (dunno how to spell)
group 5 X-FACTOR
Yea, abt the game.My grp didnt win anything at all cos we are not creative! Haha` But its ok cos at nite we had kidnapped game and we got first! It's real fun.

25/11
We spent the whole afternoon by the palawan beach. Had dis dry raft thingy,5 way captain ball and also the tortorous drills and 'spread and squeez'. I think we won the captain ball too. (:
Had campfire and was real funny and great. Shall not illustrate much.

26/11
Home sweet home!
All of us went to palawan beach there again. Had lots of fun. Reflection time with our own group and also as a whole.
Then we played dis 'burying' ppl 'game' So nice. Sir, mam and instructor jeremy was buried. and dunno a few ppl made some 'sensored' scene. haha. Had photos taking and stuff. Area cleaning, then prize giving thing. MYSTIQUES got first :) and finally we took bus back to sch and finally HOME SWEET HOME!


Yea, dis camp maybe tough, but the councillors and psls dun see each other as two diff grp anymore. WE ARE ONE TEAM SERVING THE SCHOOL PROUDLY. OH YEA!
We can really see bonding in each other.
Cheers and songs we sang loudly and beatifully (:
I enjoyed myself aft all (:

so blessed____________________ 2:26 PM

Tuesday, November 23, 2004

Feel like blogging before I go to slp and not touching comp for 3 days`

So yea.
Broke my promise to stay at home the whole day yest.
Went to Causeway with fidott. Ate at soul garden, then walked around.
Anyway yea. Today was really great!
Went for chinese tution.
Lucky i managed to get like 88% for spelling which is not bad liao. I last min then learnt the words.
Then went downtown east (:
Elaine, her sis and friends were at the chalet.
We went to play at fun dazel. Gotta noe dis working, jiapeng from Chong Boon sec. All of us kids were playing with him. Haha`
Elaine and I then went to play at escape. Was damn fun. Also went cycling by the beach and there is this rock. Alot of 'messages' from lovers or wadeva.One very touching neh.. elaine and i so touched. Lols. Anyway that time was raining ler.. we still play. Hee` Went back to escape sat the pirate ship dunno how many times and elaine screamed dunno how loud.haha` was damn fun lar. Yeep. Elaine I love u!! Thanks so much for today and for the unicorn! I love it so much!! Hee`
Yea, had dinner, went back to chalet, celebrated her sis' friend bdae, then we left.
Sam sam is sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cutttttteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!
Hehehe`

Today i'm really happy.
Thanks so much elaine~
I love u
I will miss uuuu!!!!
Shoot I go now
Sleeping time!!!
No more updates till friday.
See ya`

so blessed____________________ 11:20 PM

Monday, November 22, 2004

Finally done with another skin.
How's it? Hee`
Guess gonna be a good gal today.
Stay at home and STUDY!!
Anyway yea. The previous entry was jus another depressed entry...

Saturday went for the seminar again. It was so great! Learnt so much and I really wan to be fed more and more by his words.I m hunger for God each day.
Sunday as usual went to church. I guess God had ans my prayers for Navin on Saturday for the spiritual life. I prayed that Navin will be able to deliever better, clearer sermon. God ans it!Amen` [it's not tt he doesnt deliver a good one. He DOES` but god told me to pray more for him to make him a more powerful one :)] so happy` Anyway learnt guitar from NAVIN` Finally!! It's tough though. Need more practice. :)

3 more days i m going for combined camp. Haiz`
Miss Elaine so much~! She has gone for a chalet. When she comes back from it, I will go for combined camp without seeing her. Haiz.``

Little Sam's bdae yesterday! [elaine's lil bro]
I love u sam sam.. hehe
He is finally 1 yrs old.

Guess gonna end here for now.

so blessed____________________ 10:44 AM

God has filled me with his love, his mercy, his comfort, his encouragement...
I don't need to care what will or have happened to me.
I just have to reach out for him, the only one that I need.
I'm sorry pals wadeva I have done wrong.
I really hope u will tell me honestly, not keep to urselves.
I feel bad, real bad. Mix emotions and feelings.
But I cant put up the sad front, i dun wan to let ppl noe that
This happy gal has broken down, nobody cares.
I'm tired, tired of faking and putting up the happy mask.
Please tell me, what's wrong with me?
I'm blinded by everything.
God, U too. Please tell me.
Dont keep me in darkness.
It's painful.
Really.

so blessed____________________ 8:47 AM

Saturday, November 20, 2004

Refreshed`
Yesterday chinese tution, tutor wanted to test how much i had absorbed from wad she taught last lesson. Haha` gotta re test me next wk. Bad rite? Of cos lar cos I had been outside most of the time instead of spending my time at home doing homework and stuff *gulty*
Olynda is out! Cant believe it!! Haiz` I still thought she will be the Singapore Idol. Well, forget it. I didnt watch on thursday and friday anyway cos was out the whole nite.
Yesterday's seminar was really great! I am comfirmed baptised by the holy spirit already. Arent u happy for me? Lolx`

Thank u Lord for everything.
I feel refreshed and love again.
I am Happier.
My family understands me better (:
Weeeee`


Going for the seminar again. I m looking forward to it so much!!!
I'm prepared to be filled and equiped! Yes`

so blessed____________________ 9:06 AM

Friday, November 19, 2004

My fav one :)


Taken by my elder bro. Was wearing sleeping clothes -_-"

so blessed____________________ 1:35 PM

update update update.

18.11.04
Went sch to paint wall with simone, aft that went thomson plaza had breakfast with her, aft that i rushed to j8 bought tix to watch the shutter with liping, dillys and hui fang. had lunch then took pics, then elaine came, so i left with elaine to go shannon's hse. It was fun! We watched honey, then aft that didnt noe wad to do mah.. shannon and shermien plucked our eyebrows! Anyway Jolina, Melodie, shermien and Ellen were there too. Then did some stuff, then shannon wanted to cut elaine's fringe! Ow` She looks so cute now.. hehee` then my turn! She cut my fringed and a bit of the back hair. Not bad lar.. Shermien, Elaine and I left taking taxi.Reached home around 9++ like tt. Missed singapore IdoL!! Haiz` Nvm

19.11.04
Had training just now, going for chinese tution soon. After that going for a seminar at church office. Will be back late.


Next entry will post the pics up.
Chill`

so blessed____________________ 1:08 PM

Wednesday, November 17, 2004

Went for training today aft so long of absence from training. Didnt do running [outside sch two rounds] cos remember i was sick? Doctor said i cant do excercise for one wk. hee` Did the rest of the drills and stuff. Today coach dunno wad happen to him, like see everybody not happy like tt. Bleah* After training went j8 with Simone to have lunch and bought my pencil box (:
Was to early for tution, then went home for a while then rushed for tution.
I was late for a while. So shuang. Not many ppl there.
That's all for today, folks. :)


Koko coming back to sg tonite`
wEEEEEEEE` I miss him so much and finally can see him (:

so blessed____________________ 6:08 PM

Tuesday, November 16, 2004

Life's been great :)
Had been accompanying my dad these two days to go shopping for his clothes and stuff. Ow` I sound like a daddy's gal rite? Hee` But I love my family! Wad to do, yea? Heeee` my days rox these days.
Lots of exciting things gonna happen this wk. :)
Nth else to sae and dun wish to elaborate.
Thanks peeps for keeping me in prayers :)

so blessed____________________ 4:38 PM

Sunday, November 14, 2004

Selamat Hari Raya to all malays! (:

Anyway feeling much better today.
Thanks so much guys for everything.
Me up with Judy dis morning then went church together.
Today's the last lesson of the discipleship cls. Will start again next yr cos Agnes will be away. I will miss her alot!
So I shared in details wad actually had happened to me.
They prayed for me. thanks so much!
Service rox!
Could feel Holy spirit is moving in me :)
Gals parteee at Andrea's hse on 5 Dec!!!
After service went to meet My dad and Edwin at Funan.
Had lunch and then walk around.. at toa payoh central too.
So tired`
Everything rox today :)

so blessed____________________ 4:42 PM

Saturday, November 13, 2004

Yesterday had a small celebration for Elaine at my house. Hope she enjoyed herself. :x


I'm still stuck at home for 3 days!
Had been feeling very sick these days, giddy here and there, tired here and there.Not much energy to do things.
Woke up quite early this morning to send my maid off to world trade centre cos she's going back to Indonesia. Saded` Want so much to go for cell later, but mum asked me not to go out, to look after the pathetic empty house and do some housework. Haiz` I miss cell! I got so much to pour out`
I can burst out any time from now.
It's been real long since i feel this way.
I hate this.
Why cant I be happier?
I hate it when I m feeling this way.
I hate it when nobody cares of how i'm feeling.
Lord Jesus, please save me.
Take me to somewhere far away for suffering.
Peepz, I need u guys to pray for me.
Thanks so much.

so blessed____________________ 10:14 AM

Friday, November 12, 2004

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ELAINE, THE PRINCESS`

Happy birthday to Andreas too. I noe he wont see this :)

so blessed____________________ 1:19 PM

I'm sick and tired of everything.
Why is everybody taking me for granted?
Tried to change for the better but no one sees.
Instead saying that I m getting from bad to worse?
Why? Why is it this way? Why is it so unfair?
I go to church not just to make friends
It's to know God, Jesus, our saviour!
It's to learn the right things for our living in life.
Without God, I wont be able to live till now.
Without God, I wont be able to know the purpose of living.
I really want to live a proper live, but do u allow me to?
No!
Why?? I'm hurted badly!!
And PLEASE I m old enough to lead my own life!

That was how i felt yesterday nite. Was really discouraged after something happened. Haiz. Trying not to hate that person cos God teaches me to love and not hate. Yes` I dont wish to haf the hatred feeling inside me. God, fill my heart with love. Yes, lord. I need u now.

so blessed____________________ 1:11 PM

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Running After You
by Planet Shakers

Your Word is a light unto my path
Your Love guides me through my darkest night
And even though sometimes Your ways
I cannot understand
I'll never walk away because my future is
In Your hands

I don't care what people will say
I am running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I am running after You
Yeah I am running after You
I am running after You
(I will run to You)

I don't care what people will say
I am running after You
I won't turn back and go their way
Coz I am running after You
Don't matter what may come my way
I am running after you
It is You I am following today
I am running after You

I am running after You

so blessed____________________ 9:31 AM

Wednesday, November 10, 2004

My flu came back again. Haiz` guess it's cos of yesterday's long walk.
Anyway today went to sch then went to Ngee An Poly for Maths carnival with some sec 3s students from 3/6 to 3/9. Had some fun there with my friends and games tried out. Quite interested in tt sch too but I m not intending to take engineering course, the poly is so far from toa payoh too! Ngee An Poly Haiz` Sometimes I am still unsure if I wan to go to Poly or JC next time cos there was this aunty tt I met when I was taking 159 and she was like advising me to work hard cos she herself who got a degree, hard to get a job. Arrrggghhh` What's wrong with me! :x
It's been a few days since I go home so early. I had been going home late at nite for the past few days. Today kinda tired. Wish to rest..

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Tuesday, November 09, 2004

I'm very tired now. Leg gonna break soon.
Went to watch Shark tales with zi xin and christable at causeway point, then walked around. We no where to go then decided to walk from Woodland to Sembawang. I couldnt take it anymore cos very tired mah then i decided to go home first by mrt while the two cont walking.. haha.. i bet now they are still walking to maybe amk? Ok lar.. tml going for the math dunno wadeva thing. Gotta sleep now..

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Monday, November 08, 2004

I'm soooooo tired` Having a bad flu too, but tt didnt spoil my day (:
Met Vivien around 1++, walked around central then almost to 4 we took 88, i went for tution and she went home. Gotta learn lots of things! After tution went to meet up with elaine at j8 and we watched princess diaries II~ Weeee` we had fun time together laughing... hahaha.. kk.. me very tired now.. gotta go off le.. see ya

_.sweet memories._

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Sunday, November 07, 2004

Today's really great (:
First Judy and I conducted the cell for the gals cos Agnes was preparing for the sermon for service. I m so glad tt all of us had lots of fun and I actually could manage to 'teach' my grp [elaine, eva and cynthia] Agnes said they will be in good hands when she is away.(:
Second is I m joining the greeters team! So cool!! I could actually meet new people and greet them! So fun! Hehe.. today was my first day of duty (:
Third is I love today's service! Especially the sermon's part. Agnes did a great job!! And I learnt tt the most imp thing in live is LOVE.
Fourth, had lunch with Felicia, Elaine, Shangmin and Eva, then cos we no where to go somemore cant come to my hse, so All of us except shangmin who had to go back to study for he Os went back to church wanted to ask Leon for guitar lesson.Eva went to beg him. At first he didnt wan to but after so much of asking and stuff, he finally agreed to. So we went to the service room to wait for him, at the same time we were singing into the mite and when Elaine and I sang, Leon came in! So malu!! Haha` At the end we went to third floor and learn. Then he had to take guitar from Basement, Eva, Elaine and I took lift went to find him and each basement we went we shouted very loudly "LEON!!" So lame rite? We came up and started learning. I learnt three chords!!!And I cut my finger nails cos of guitar! I kept them so long u noe.. but haiz.. nvm lar.. cos of guitar and netball, gotta cut soon also. thanks so much leon!!! I just practised just now, fingers are very painful now. He offered to take the same taxi with us to send joshua home and then send us to j8, at the end couldnt cos the taxi drivers refused to send us cos 5 ppl. So at the end joshua went home by taxi and the rest of us took mrt.Leon said there will be a youth camp end of dis month!! I think i cant go cos will be going for combined camp!!! NoooO!!!!! I wan to go for both camps!! GOD~ Please help me :)
I think that's all for today, folks. I m very tired. see ya!


[[I just couldnt describe the feeling of u touching my fingers (:
It's just too sweet and memorable time tt we had.
I really enjoy being with u cos u nv fail to let me smile and laugh
You are just too good (:]]

so blessed____________________ 6:13 PM

Saturday, November 06, 2004

Hihi` Didnt update yesterday cos I stayed at my aunt's hse overnite.Anyway, lets tok abt yest cos i haf lots of things to sae. hehe..

Yesterday was the last day of amath extra lesson. After that Hui Fang and I went to help sort out files for english department thingy, then went for training and helped with the painting. The painting thing at the end only left me and Haivan.. I left at 4, actually suppose to haf chinese tution, at the end i cancel it cos my aunt called and reminded me of my little cousin's kindergarden graduation cum concert. I tell u, the children at sengkang methodist kindergarden church loves jesus so much! The cute dances that they performed were based on praising GOD and Jesus! Wow` that's really amaizing.. (: I really love to see the kids dancing on stage! So adorable and lovely (:


Hey the classes that the sec 2s are going next yr is out! So happy for my juniors :)

Anyway here is her pic in the performance outfit. Not tt clear though cos was taken by fone.



Today wont be home so early again cos going for cell (: FINALLY! Hehe.. next wk will be my homework and revision wk.

so blessed____________________ 8:09 AM

Thursday, November 04, 2004

Yoyo` Just finish taking shower.
Had amath lessons as usual, then aft that had breakfast-cum-lunch with lisbeth, then she left, i waited very long before the ppl start work with the painting. Had lots of fun cos xiao hui was there. She arx.. tok to Mr Hiew as if like they haf known each other for very long like tt... keep teasing him :p hahahah` then she pestered Mr Hiew to treat all of us dinner. Hehe~ we finished work at 6++ then took bus to j8 had dinner at mac, then liping and xiao hui helped to dragged him along with us to take pixs[he paid].. sorrie cant upload the pics cos me dunno how to work with my scanner.. wait till who ever can help to scan and upload, then i will show u ppl kae? Lol`Had lots of fun actually but felt quite bad lor.. we treat mr hiew like our very very good friend and not actually a teacher... hahahhahaha..kk.. quite late now.. see ya (:

[memories remains even if time cant stop]

so blessed____________________ 10:41 PM

Wednesday, November 03, 2004

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so blessed____________________ 10:40 PM

I finally get myself to sit down infront of the comp after one long tired day. As usual, had amath cls, done emath test pp2, dis time round lousy as the pp is hard. 31/50, so altogether 71/100. After the test, went down for netball training, thought could play game, at the end was lecturing 'session' by our vice captain. I didnt noe wad was going on, jux like that.. Hmm` Girls, gotta buck up yea? After tt, went to help with the painting of stripes on the wall. The rest ppl from 3/8 helped to do also. Quite nice. The stripes, Mr Hiew, Hai Van, Hui fang and I did till 6++.. think by tml can finish (: We ended up cleaning the boys' toilet! Cos we were cleaning up then either mr hiew or hai van not careful went to spill one pile of paint on the floor. Actually today was really very fun cos more ppl were helping out, at the end onli left mr hiew, ms tan, haivan, hui fang and I. We went to haf dinner at jubilee. Was raining worx.. then we had to walk very fast. Had a very nice dinner cos we were as usual crapping around. lols. Ms Tan and Mr Hiew treated us (:- Ms tan had to leave early, so The rest of us walked to our bus stop while she went off. Hui fang, Mr Hiew and I took bus 88. Hui fang pei me to bus interchange, then she headed home herself. (:

so blessed____________________ 10:22 PM

Tuesday, November 02, 2004

yoyo. had amath cls again. then took emath pp1 the test. Got 40/50 (: Had lunch then helped out with the math corner again. I really love it man! Cos very nice lar. Today ended quite early. Anyway tml got training aft cls, then going to help out again (:

so blessed____________________ 7:18 PM

Monday, November 01, 2004

Just reached home from school O_o. Shocking rite? Yea, i feel that too. Morning had amath lesson, then went for netball training, then went to help out with the math corner. The rest left early except for Haivan, Mr Hiew and Miss Tan who helped out.. Mrs Phua and Mrs Ang were there to help out too. Haivan and I left at around 6++.Quite tired but fun :) Anyway training was alrite, Seniors onli zixin and I. Then wad i m happy was tt coach let me play 2 rounds!So happy :)Anyway
emath test pp 1 tml ,i havent touch anything! Scared arx..



[[1 november 2004]]

yesterday is the past__.
only good memories remains__.

so blessed____________________ 8:02 PM