&&It's her

Sunday, October 31, 2004

Really happy today. As usual went church with Judy and Elaine. Had a very meaningful service. Navin didnt come.. kinda miss him cos we dun haf guitar lesson! Anyway i could really feel that God was speaking to me, to stay closely to him, to renew my christianity life which i did just now (: Maybe tt's the reason why i'm happy, yea? After service had lunch with judy, shangmin and elaine and subway, then elaine and I went j8 to shop around while judy and shangmin went home. Walked till leg wan to break le. Bought a bag and a pencil case.The two of us wanna save money to buy the same earing as each other. haha` Anyway i love [xiao]samuel! He is so adorable!
Had great fun today.
Tml going back to sch for a-math lesson. Dunno how to do the homework tcher asked to do cos i had been playing too much! Nooo! Vina buck up!

I could sing of your love forever...

so blessed____________________ 8:39 PM

Today's decipleship cls was really and important and useful lesson for me. It's abt Forgiveness.
Ask God for forgiveness for your sins, here are some things you gotta noe..
1)Confess to God for all that u haf done wrong. Mean it and make sure u wun make the same mistake again.
2)Do not take it for granted that u think when ever u haf done wrong, even the same mistake, u come to God and ask for forgiveness. This shouldnt be the way if u believe in God.
3)Do forgive others because God is faithful and is willing to forgive what we had done wrong.
[[1 john 1:9]]
If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness.

so blessed____________________ 8:24 PM

Saturday, October 30, 2004

Wah` me feeling v giddy now..
Headed to my 6th aunt hse by taking taxi with my 7th aunt[ both mother side]. The taxi driver and us had hard time looking for the condo called 'yong an park' nv heard of tt before, onli today :p The condo quite old already, but shocking part is my 6th aunt's new hse! It's like so much bigger than my current hse and so beautiful! They are so god damn rich! Ow`
At first I wasnt entertained much and was feeling lonely, but cos the adults were singing karaokae, jux watched and played around at times. Really interesting. After they left, our "teenage" time comes.. haha.. my 4 cousins and I any how sing the songs and we drank wine! tt's why i m so giddy` Actually we cousins are nt really tt close, bt tonite, wonder why we could get along so well (:
Almost 10++ 6th uncle sent us to the nearest mrt station, me took taxi home le.. couldnt take it..
Tml church!! Weee`

so blessed____________________ 11:05 PM

Yo` Me now at 7th aunt hse. Came here since 3++ le.. so sianx.. waiting to go 6th aunt's hse warming. Sorri yhope ppl, today cant go to visit u guys,and i guess next few wks also cos my cell going to start soon.. I will miss u ppl d (:
Well, nth much to blog. And i m not sure how am i feeling rite now.. haix.. see ya peeps

[1st day of holiday].

so blessed____________________ 5:04 PM

Friday, October 29, 2004

Booo`
Last day of sch today.
Didnt spend much time in cls cos i needa go down to hall to practice cheers with the rest of the psls and councillors.
All of us miss mrs sandra ong lots~ sobs*
It's something like a Deyi gathering.
Lots of changes going to take place next yr. (:
Watched some videos. Quite interesting.
Stayed back aft sch to help up with the math corner thing.
Not long ltr, onli left Haivan and I with Mr Hiew cos the rest left and tchers were busy with their stuff i think, of cos they came back when we wanted to leave. Still havent finish.. cont next wk.
Next wk, first wk of holiday, gotta go back to sch for maths lessons..
Netball training will start next wk too!! arrggg..

*-I miss uu-*

so blessed____________________ 6:52 PM

Thursday, October 28, 2004

Yesterday after school went for battlefield tour. Was an interesting one. Gotta hear some saddening stories abt the ppl in ww2.After the tour, went j8 with mellya and haivan to haf dinner then headed home, by then abt 8++ le.

Today, chinese lesson watched a bit of BEST bet[i noe it's lame], gotta go down for the combined camp briefing at the hall... suppose to haf painting of the math corner after sch but was cancelled again.Went to watch the doll master at yishun with li ping, dillys and nigel. Wah my legs and hands itchy like mad, dunno why. The show arx.. quite ok la.. then liping down there laughing and laughing for dunno wad reason.lols. then on the way home she kept scarying me.. *abish*

Tml last day of sch le.
Gonna do spring cleaning and some other stuff. No lessons. Gonna miss those teachers that teach me this yr and not next yr. They are really a bunch of great teachers! Hopefully next one wk will be able to see them for a few more times then next yr wun be able to see so much le.

Bleah~ I'm thinking too much.. bb

so blessed____________________ 6:30 PM

Tuesday, October 26, 2004

Came hm nt long ago. Today onli had amath, emath and chem lesson, all went thru exam pp. Then e rest of the periods we were allowed to do our own things. Didnt feel like doing anything, juz toking, so rachel had to 'tolerate' me. ehehe.. really amazing stories that she shared with me abt Christianity (: So interested to noe and learn more. Suppose to stay back to help with the math corner, at the end miss yin nt here, so we couldnt do, wanted to visit olyna,i even called *him* to ask wad time the office will close lor. *gulp so scary.heheh.. at the end elaine couldnt go, so took bus went to toa payoh central to buy sushi and a can of cambell soup for my lunch. Till now haven eaten yet. Gonna eat soon.. bb`

so blessed____________________ 3:46 PM

Monday, October 25, 2004

Offer My Life

All that I am, all that I have
I lay them down before you O Lord
All my regrets, all my acclaim
The joy and the pain, I'm making them yours

Chorus:
Lord I offer my life to You
Everything I've been through
Use it for your glory
Lord I offer my days to You
Lifting my praise to You
As a pleasing sacrifice
Lord I offer You my life

Things in the past, things yet unseen
Wishes and dreams that are yet to come true
All of my hopes, all of my plans
My heart and my hands are lifted to You.

so blessed____________________ 7:50 PM

Went to watch the grudge at amk central with monica.Went to ntuc to buy can tuna then came home baked tuna pie.Edwin ate most of it.Shoot him*
well, nth much to update.. c ya

so blessed____________________ 7:13 PM

Hmm` Today dun need go to sch cos promotion day.
[24.10.04]
As usual, went to tp mrt station waited for elaine and judy. Guess who i saw inside cabin before the two came? Him!! 3 wks didnt really tok to him face to face le.. haix..we could haf taken the same train if elaine and judy came earlier. But nvm.. still could tok in church (: How i wish cell will start soon. Anyway yea, went church, had discipleship cls and cell. So great to haf gathering again cos last wk didnt haf. Ppl wrote and signed the card tt i made for olyna. Service was great. And it was amazing cos wad agnes shared and sermon were abt BIBLE! Aft service went up to the main service to give Olyna the card and she was so touched!Hehehe` it's really great to see her smiling again (: Then Eva, Elaine and I asked when we can learn guitar. Next Sunday is the day! Oh yes!! Cant wait. Saw a pastor was praying for him and he was really down. Decided to send an sms to encourage him and has been keeping him in prayers. Hope things will turn out better soon. Had lunch with ppl, then Eva, Elaine, Judy, Melodie and I went to far east to take a pic then took bus to tp popular to buy materials for navin's card. Reached my hse and had a small 'song session' with melodie who played the guitar! Wah` really envy her can play so well. then made card, but didnt complete cos we were having fun in other stuff..lol.. esp elaine. super hyper active today :p Thanks ppl to keep my day so happy every wk i see u ppl (:

I will always keep u guys in prayers, yea? Anything we can always sit down and share with each other, pray for each other. (:
My life has changed so much ever since i joined cnl. People there are really great! I really had chosen the right path, to know God and being saved. (:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY WAITHIEN!

so blessed____________________ 8:40 AM

Saturday, October 23, 2004

Taken after service. Can u see the logo starhub?hehe. The peeps are from YNED 1 and 2 from Hope of God. Can spot me? (:

so blessed____________________ 8:37 PM

Came back nt long ago. Dis morning tried making chicken pie as an experiment cos I had promised to make for Sally. Failed for the first time cos too much of water, then second one was a little bit better but at the end chao da. Sianz. Sent my maid to Sim Lim square then I rushed to Somerset Mrt to meet Rachel and the rest then went for service. The feeling is so great! (: Anyway after service had a little gathering with the care group ppl and took pic. Will show in the next post. Comp got prob. Had dessert, then zixin, christable, michelle and I went to shop around orchard. Leg wanted to break le. So excited for tml! Last wk didnt haf discipleship cls and cell. Wah i stored wad i wan to sae in my brain or rather head for very long time le. Tml gonna haf a 'vina' session during both lessons. jkjk.

so blessed____________________ 8:21 PM

Friday, October 22, 2004

Just reached home nt long ago.My days are happier and happier each day without knowing any reason.(: Stayed back with a few ppl to help do the maths corner near the boys toilet at first floor. Painted the wall for the first time for me!Hehe.. not bad worx. Lots of things to be done too. Haiz~ netball training will start from november.Intensive training *gulp*Then holiday need to go back 5 days for xtra lessons, outing and stuff.So busy.I m even chosen to do the dunno wad big project, i this type of no brain person also chosen, onli noe how to destroy the big project. ehehe.. Anyway aft helping out with the thing, went j8 with hai van, hui fang, fidah, hua yee. Met monica, then all of us went to take pics [again] this time i spent alot of $ on tt,took 3 times altogether. Mad rite? One more exciting event coming up during holiday is the combined camp for councillors and PSLs!! Weee` i think going to sentosa for tt camp.. hohoho`.

Tml going to visit yhope again.hehehe.

so blessed____________________ 6:32 PM

Thursday, October 21, 2004

Got bk all the pp today.All the results sux. Didnt wan to think abt it anymore cos wad matter most is next yr. Gotta really study hard next yr. I know I had been saying the same thing every yr, i tell u i will really do it next yr! Decided to go poly cos i think i cant cope in jc. Gonna take either mass com or web designing. See how first. Went for bakey course from 1 to almost 5. All of us were enjoying ourselves. Glad tt we do cos it's nt good to look at the negative side of life, rite? The happiest news is tt I m promoted to sec 4!Cos i had been thinking tt i might fail my eng, i passed!!! Wee` result for eng doesnt matter, as long as i pass and promoted.(:

so blessed____________________ 6:51 PM

Wednesday, October 20, 2004

why cant i open my mouth
to tell u how i feel for u?
why do i scared of rejection?
i really wanna let u noe
that I love you so much
that it hurts.

I dun care what ppl might sae
I just wish to be with you.
The feeling inside me for you
is hard to erase.
I decide to wait for you.
Can i be the one that will understand you better?

*--in deep love with yoo--*

so blessed____________________ 10:05 PM

This is Mrs Gan's first child, Aedan Christopher Gan. Adorable, aint he? ehehe

so blessed____________________ 8:45 PM

I am FINALLY back from camp! Anybody miss me? Hoho
POTATO KIA rox!
At first wasnt looking forward to the camp cos I was scared of the grping, at the end though didnt really enjoy tt much, i guess the 3 days 2 nites camp was an experience for all of us. Realised the potential of things in people, especially the one 'famous' [in a bad way] in sch. They really haf a great potential to be great leaders. If onli they will realise that. Anyway first day did all the climbing stuff [flying fox, rox climbing, climbing element(?), walls and others]also had 'song session' where the instructors taught us cheers and stuff for campfire the next day. Oh ya, why we call our grp name potato kia?*gulp* well, cant really sae cos scared ltr the person see dis and we will be dead. I guess most ppl might noe, yea? haha. Realised tt my grp members could really get along v well ^_^. The bad thing is tt we didnt haf enough time to bathe for both days and also sleeping in the dom made my whole body ache! Second day had team building activities and we were at the staircase[first floor]to the hall, wall climbing and flying fox area. Our grp really had lots of fun but we were mean cos we tricked ppl to the wrong 'stairs' up.. and they got tricked! hohoho~
After lunch went to the LABRODAR park for a hunt. We really had to walk very far from the camp to the park, and from there, we were able to see sentosa~ So nice. Didnt like the activity that much cos was raining and we had to walk and walk, so tiring.
Came back to camp, prepared for campfire at nite. We combined with grp 4[fifi]. Hehe, was really great even though not all participate in the discussion. Aft that we had dinner and took bathe, but not enough time~ Still so smelly. Campfire alot of entertainment from friends (: Well, aft that went to slp but my bunk ppl not all were want to slp and they were talking abt Ghost story, but halfway all the girls had to gather. Walau~ so sleepy still haf to cos of some ppl doing something nt rite. Well, anyway finally 3rd day where we can go home~ Weeeeee!! Haha.. i m mad. Finally could take a good shower and ltr going to take a nap.
Ppl! Pray for me! tml getting my results!*gulp* so scared. Thanks
that's all folk.

so blessed____________________ 1:07 PM

Sunday, October 17, 2004

I m here to blog again.This morning Elaine and I met earlier wanted to buy things to make card for Olyna, at the end everything didnt turn out well. The gals and I gave her an ugly card! Felt so bad *gulp* We make sure next wk we make a better one for her.(: Service today was so great!Adrian's cousin, Terence shared a testi with us. So great! His son, Jewel, so adorable! He is onli a few mths old..(: After that Adrian was sharing with us[[Our selfworth doesnt come from anything in this earth but GOD]]I think is really rite lor, if we find ourselves useless cos we fail in some areas of life, it's no use cos we dun bring these things to heaven with us. What we bring and wad God wan to see is Our Faith in him, what we have done for God
he doesnt want anything from us, just how much we have trusted in Him and how much we have done for himwhich is our deeds and our conduct.

After service went to Hilton hotel with Elaine, Felicia, Shangmin and Eva where the adults and chinese service were held. Pastor stanely Aw's birthday mini celebration there and we got to eat cakes even though we were nt celebrating with him! haha` Then we walked all the way to Ceni to haf lunch then went hereen shop around and took pic. It was so fun with Elaine around.lol.she did some crazy stuff.Then they came over to my hse, Elaine left not long ltr, then Felicia taught me a cord of GUITAR! And the chord is G chord. Cool rite? wahahaa..

Tml will be going for our sec 3 camp for 3 days and I wun be blogging and u guys cant contact me! Arrrgghhh.. gonna miss home so much! U ppl pls pray for me kae? Cos i think i wun haf much time to spend with God. Tt's all folks.

so blessed____________________ 7:34 PM

Actually wrote a long entry yest, but it turned out a disaster. err.. nvm. Anyway yest visited yhope and my mood changed 360 degree! yepp.. so happy and excited to see that yhope is growing fast plus more deyians joining us (: Praise the Lord! Aft service went watch movie with Kriss, Anita and Steven at Lido. Had great time. Ltr going my own church service! Oh yay!!

so blessed____________________ 7:31 AM

Friday, October 15, 2004

Yoz`my emaths result comform sux already. But I still wanna thank God cos at least over all I passed this exam and also he was there for me (: Maybe i wasnt concentrating enough for it, yea? Dun wish to tok abt it anymore. Went for care group, Rachel and I cooked for our cg ppl to eat. Hohoho` Anybody got diarrhea? Then had cg and slacked around at RC.So glad the ppl out there still noe who am i!

Anyway I took this quiz. Do take a look! If you ppl like to waste time, feel free to do this too!Hohoho. I noe u wun noe who is this leon is.. lol

You are 'Holy' Leon... a goody-goody guy who tries
his best to stay in tune with God and man, ah,
man... pooh.

are yoU... LeOn eNouGh??!!
brought to you by Quizilla

so blessed____________________ 10:13 PM

Hey!!I m proud to announce that end of year exam is over! wohohoho!! No more mugging, no more struggling till next yr! Oh yesh! But one thing is i skrewed my math pp 2. Sure fail. Hope i wun go and think of it any more! Ltr going for Yhope care grp! I miss the ppl there!! Hohoho`. Enjoy urself to the fullest from now on!

so blessed____________________ 10:33 AM

Wednesday, October 13, 2004

Feeling bored studying physics.Dunno why, so decided to come online for a while and force myself to study again ltr. Anyway got one lame thing to share.Jus now the chem paper, cos tcher was saying nt to hand in mcq qn paper, bt it happen tt the cover page is totaly the same as the one in section B&C which cost 60% of the mark. I handed in the mcq paper!!! Thanks ms twang for reminding us and thank god that I check one more time if nt my 60 marks will jux fly away! Phew`

Hey Nigel's bdae today worx! HAPPY BIRTHDAY hehehe`

so blessed____________________ 5:47 PM

2 more papers to go!! Weeee` Jux now Chem was not as difficult as I expected.Phew` Thank you Lord for being there for me to calm me down.I could feel ur presence, really.U watch over me! (:
Anyway changed my blog layout[again].How?

[[baby i miss u so much tt it hurts
when will u appear again?
I miss u..]]

so blessed____________________ 11:49 AM

Tuesday, October 12, 2004

Now taking a rest.Revised a bit of chem le.Tml paper till 9.30.Anyway jux now F&N paper was alrite, most prob will fail cos i jux crapped thru, then Amath was quite structured if u do the paper with patience, u will find it quite ok lor, but jux now not enough time and also the last two qns was difficult.No confindence.Hopefully tml i will survive thru chem!Today first day exam in hall with other classes, felt a bit weird.Tml and thursday will also be in the hall. kk` jux crapping around.. bybye! 3 more days!!

so blessed____________________ 5:52 PM

Monday, October 11, 2004

Phew` Finished studying for A-maths and a lil of F&N. Kinda tired now. Anyway today had Emath paper 1 and Geo. I did fairly well for emath paper 1 but guess wont do well in geo cos I crapped my way thru.
Just now had a lil incident and I would like to apologise to that person[u noe who u're] It was my fault. I shdnt haf done so.. maybe cos i was jux too stressed up over the work and felt unfair that way. Sorry but i gurantee you ppl that nth will happen to u kae? Sorrie!

4 more days to go with 5 more papers! Jia you vina! u can do it!! Guys out there, pray for me yea?!

I saw u smiling at me *
Was it real or jux my fantasy?*

so blessed____________________ 9:20 PM

Sunday, October 10, 2004

Tml having geo and emath paper 1. Sort of prepared for them le. Dis morning woke up at 6 to study cos after that going to church as usual. Kinda excited!! God is so great and love! Jux now they show us the missionary work in other countries. There are altogether abt 20 CNL churches outside singapore. cool rite? Cont to spread God's words to other ppl outside and be saved! Hoho` Oh ya.. i dun need to take the exam for school of worship next week! Kinda happy yet dissapointed. Happy cos me dun need to take in more things into my brain which is dying, dissapointed cos i wun be able to test myself how much i noe abt God~!

Anyway tOday's my dearest mommy simone's birthday and Steffi's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

so blessed____________________ 5:14 PM

Saturday, October 09, 2004

Yesterday as i had mentioned, went for the suprised party for Elaine. After swimming, we went to the BBQ pit. Her mom and one aunt was doing the thing. It wasnt very successful but we were having fun.. hoho` I carried her lil baby brother, Samuel! He didnt push me away!! Hohoho` He loves me! So adorable worx. *Winkx
Today's really a very tiring day for me cos was doing 'intensive' maths revision. Morning went for a-math study grp, after that went for my math tution, then went for remedial at mac with some 307 ppl and Mr Hiew.Glad that i actually had clarified everything, but he said i can get 30/50!! tt's like soooo *ahem* i noe i shd not look down on myself, but yea.. it's a little impossible. I only reached home like 6.40++. Havent study for geo yet, maybe gonna study later or tml. Haix` exam period is so tiring.I jux cant wait for it to be over. Anyway today's remedial at mac and in sch were great! (=

so blessed____________________ 6:51 PM

Friday, October 08, 2004

YoYo`nOw at Elaine's hse~ we went to swim with a few more girls jux now and was so fun. Hohoho` now waiting for my turn to bathe. Too many ppl lar.. anyway i forgot to announce that MRS GAN'S BABY IS DELIVERED INTO THIS WORLD YEST NOON AT 3.21 PM!! I so excited abt this.. hohoho` Sorry lar.. cos i jux wan to relax for a while before another day of intensive studying..hohoho! (=

so blessed____________________ 7:47 PM

Yox` I jux reached home from sch. So tired but ltr going out to relax for a while =)Yesterday didnt update cos was too tired of studying. The ss paper was alright.. after sch chiong home to study for chinx. The paper for chinx for both papers were harder. Dont have confidence that i will score A1 dis time.. haix. Me fell sick le.. today did the chinese paper couldnt concentrate cos of my flu. Then after sch stayed back for revision cls for chem then took the test chemical calculation. At least i could do a little.Gonna take a rest today then tml gonna chiong again for 7 more days!! Hohoho.. cant wait for exam to be over.

[[I wish upon the stars
Will the stars fall down on me
To grant my wish
To be with you?]]

so blessed____________________ 4:13 PM

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Finally finished studying for my ss for 4 solid hrs which is for the first time i studied so long for ss. Kinda tired now lorx. Anyway today nth much happening in sch, xcept that Ms Tan cos didnt come yest as she was sick, today gave out alot of papers for us to do for a-math~ After sch went j8 with liping, zhenxiang, Dillys, huifang, cindy and jason to take pix. Then mi went hm and straight away study all the way till dinner, aft that cont studying till 8++.. cant take it liao so give up, lucky i finished studying already. I'm so glad that I had been burying myself with work and not think of it so much now. Plus seldom see that person anymore.

Hey to all p6 students: 2 more days to go! Jia you worx! 2 days very fast one, 2 days ltr all of u will be free! Of cos mux put all ur best kae? I will be praying hard for all of u too! =)

so blessed____________________ 9:37 PM

[[watervapour&crazine]]

so blessed____________________ 9:32 PM

waiting 4 ya.. taken juz now at j8 with liping

so blessed____________________ 9:31 PM

Yawnz`Wanted to blog yest nite but halfway studying ss fell aslp.Dunno why these few days always feel so sleepy. Haix` lazy pig like me really hopeless arx. Anyway yest nth much, mr lim taught the chemical calculation dun understand a single thing plus i was very tired during his double period, so i slpt for a while, for the first time this yr, kae?lols`After sch had emaths remedial not compulsory, so onli very few of us attended.It was quite fun though.

Anyway now is 6 in the morning, gotta go now.. see ya ppl`

[[Nobody's there when I call your name,
and nights are cold without your flame.
But if I could, I'd make you see.
That I'm sorry, and that I need you here with me]]

so blessed____________________ 5:54 AM

Monday, October 04, 2004

Hihi`had eng oral jus now. It was alright and I was suprised that i was very calm. I didnt talk to her again. I really dunno what I should do with her anymore. She asked for forgiveness and I really wish that i could, but it's jux that i really couldnt bring myself to cos I gave her really alot of chances to change and she is still like this. I m tired to forgive someone when that person said wan to change but nv change even after so long. I m really sick of it. But God, I have to forgive her no matter what cos like how Jesus does. He is always so forgiving.

[[.__I saw u alone
Didn't approach u
Cos I know
I have made the decision
To leave your world__.]]

so blessed____________________ 5:48 PM

Sunday, October 03, 2004

For Those taking exams, including PSLE kids, All the best! I will keep u guys in my prayers yea? Do well and bring GLORY to his Name =)

I guess I will move on from where I was stucked at. I will never think of it anymore.

Tml sch again` sianz arx. 12 more days and I will be FREE!!! People, pray for me that i will do well this time, yea? I will really 'force' myself to study hard these few days and not always stick my butt infront of comp. I can feel that God is working within me!

so blessed____________________ 8:41 PM

Saturday, October 02, 2004

I m not sure wad had happened to me today. I really buried myself with work and tried not to think of it anymore. Went for tution, came back, buried myself with work again. I jux need to take a rest now, but i cant afford to think of that anymore...

to tt special someone:
it seems that u had someone in ur heart already
i shdnt haf ask u to guess the someone
but i cant afford to let u noe
cos i m scared of rejection...

[u shd noe who u r if u happen to read dis]

so blessed____________________ 5:57 PM

Friday, October 01, 2004

HAPPY CHILDRENS DAY!! i noe we are no more children, but in our heart we are still a child!!!

Baby,I m so in lorve wif u.
You make me miss u days and nites.
I m always missing u.
Tell me what to do
I m so lost without u.

Lantern festival nite
We watched the round beautiful moon all alone
You said it would be nicer if we watch together

Tell me that u love me
Tell me that u care

so blessed____________________ 10:44 PM

Just eaten my dinner. The crab meat very delicious!
This morning had our English end of yr examination and both papers 1 and 2 were alright. For the first time in my whole sec sch life that I remained calm during the exam. Maybe it was because God was with me all the time through the exam =)Hope I can pull through this time.
Rushed home, inside the bus met Royston with his sch friend in their sch uniform. Anyway yea..rushed to amk kfc,on the bus met Shi Hua, but huifang and liping had not arrived, so wait and wait, suddenly stomach cramps and gastric pain.. decided to take taxi home. Then not long later they came over and we went to the garden to "study".

Got one point that i wan to stress on is that God Is not mean and he is always FAITHFUL! That person, if you have not experience God, I really hope that you dun any how sae that God is mean! He is not what you think he is. Do not blame him for ur downs in life cos he is not a santa clause or wad eva u think he is. He is putting you thru a test and expects us to stand up again and live on with FAITH in life!Things may get negative at times, but things will turn out better if you can take things easily and make it look simpler, of cos with God's help too.

I m not saying that you are a bad person who judge God, maybe it's jux that u are really in a situation that you thought God is mean. Remember that this world is never fair, not God's fault but we humans'fault..

so blessed____________________ 7:37 PM