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Wednesday, September 29, 2004

Taken when my bro set off to Australia. From left to right, Both brothers, me, my sis, my dad[ happy birthday!!] mother, 7th aunt, cousin, Shintia. 

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Today's My dad's birthday! Daddy~ happy birthday worx! ur daugther will love you always! *muacks

Anyway today nt really in very gd mood cos of things that are going on around me. I jux feel very hurted in some ways. And i realise that I miss someone [nobody else noes, onli my heart noes]

.___ i will always miss yoo~__.

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Tuesday, September 28, 2004

Wah` i m extremely tired and dun wish to do any more things even though alot of homework to be done. Today guess flunk my amath test. Phy and f&n still ok. Siao arx, 3 tests in a day.
After sch had chem revision cls for 3 solid hrs. Can onli absorbed a little.
By the way, today is lantern festival worx~ Jux went to watch the moon. So beautiful! the moon is so bright, so round and big =) Oh yea,also my darl, Denna and Vivien's birthday worx!HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! HAPPY LANTERN FESTIVAL!

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Monday, September 27, 2004

And I~~ I'm desperate for you
And I~~ I'm lost without you

Jux reached home nt long ago. Didnt go 4 a-math study grp cOs i gOt 3 tests tml! Someone help me! Anyway today had chem test and the tcher marked the paper already. This time i passed!! Wow` Thank God for being there for me! I studied for 3 days for the test you noe!My effort was paid off. Even though I didnt get like the highest, I'm happy with my result.Over 30, i got 22.5. I seldom get so high for my chem kae?Got back my geo test too. Almost got full mark.I'm still thankful that I got such a mark. I guess Holy spirit is really working within me. Always there for me (= Gotta really be thankful to God cos he is great! No matter what sin you had done, he still will forgive you if u ask for forgiveness.

[1 john 1:9]If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness

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Saturday, September 25, 2004

Bacc from Marina South with my church ppl.Had fun there 'cooking'.(=
This morning had chinx oral.Kinda nervous mahx.Lucky Mr Yong nv really sae anything. Then there were two topics[ wad's ur opinion for parents complaining to tchers?] and [do u agree that students shd haf relationship now?] I talked and talked, at the end Mr Yong asked " So do u haf a boyfriend?" I was like huh?? I disagreed to the question wad..
Anyway after oral,waited for friends then went to J8 to haf lunch.Wah that liping arx~really arx~kept'bullying' me~haha~bt had fun lar~then went for tution. Was so sianx and sleepy.went hope, got change then set off.

[[.__I saw u smiling at me, was it real or jux my fantasy?__.]]

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Friday, September 24, 2004

Wohoho` Today is Friday and a very sweet Friday that I had.
-F&N last practical, no more cooking 'till next yr. *sobx
-Mrs Raja got pissed off and walked out of cls [306 still had lots of fun cos was free period!]
-Went to sch library to 'study' with Ricky, Andy, Hui Fen, Mellya, Celeste, Florance and Nurimah. This Mellya arx, as she claimed that cos she ate breakfast, she will go crazy. Haha` it's been so long since she actually became comedian~ All of us were trying to do our work, but will her jokes and 'disturbs', nth could be done. lols. After we left sch, went opposite to eat too. Wah~ really arx.. again she made us really stomach ach..
- Tml will be the last cell outing before we start our exam! :(
- Gonna haf chinese oral, tution then cell outing.. =)

[[looking forward to see u!]] *winkz

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Wednesday, September 22, 2004

YoYo! Wish 2 thank 2 ppl for letting me HAVE the song [open up the gates by planet shakers]]!! I really love that song cos I LOVE TO WORSHIP GOD!!! Hehe..

thanks
1) Ian for telling me the title and the singer.
2) Cristal for sending me the song!

I love the two of u!! *muacks

Emaths test everybody died. Hohoho` Sorry i m mad` my brain got 'burnt' by thinking too much of the test, so now i MUST look at the bright side of life. Hmm` my day was not affected cos of it, cos i m juz too happy cos i got the song!!! Hohoho` studying for my Chem, got test Next monday, then i wan to revise first, scared i will flunk it again. I flunked 2 tests already for chem.. wah scary ler.. plUs cos i dun really understand wad is the topic talking abt.. gotta read MORE~ anyway gotta go now.. c ya!

Open Up The Gates
by Planet Shakers

We come into this Holy place
To bring a sacrifice of praise
Bow down before you and seek your face

We sing of the mighty things you've done
Cry out to you
"let your will be done"
Tell all the World you're the Holy One

Hear the shouts of praise
As they're rising up to you
Come and fill this place
As we bring glory to your name

Open up the gates and let the
King of glory in
Fill this house with praises as we
Lift our hands and worship you
Open up the doors and let your
Glory fill the earth
King of heaven we dance before your throne

King of heaven come and
Take your place
Dwell among us as we
Seek your face

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Tuesday, September 21, 2004

Beautiful nite scene 

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Chem dunno wad the tcher was talking abt.
Suppose to have Amath test, at the end dun haf cos i guess Ms Tan mistaken the test date to be dis wk.I studied so hard for the test u noe!! I still got encouragement from someone lor and I was so happy that I really studied for it ler! Ckckck.. tml emaths test, heard from other cls said the test very difficult! How to survive like tt?? Anyway, aft sch still headache lor cos of the chem make up lesson. The worksheet printed not clear one, then dunno wad the worksheet was talking abt. =.=

Grapejam: thanks for yest. U shd noe wad i m toking abt, if not i gonna knock ur head!

[[I wanna thank you for the encouragement u had given me for the first time :)]]

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Monday, September 20, 2004

Wohoho` finally i can update with my own comp. Thanks Dillys!
Jus finished watching the cinderella story that i downloaded online. It's so cool!
Anyway, sch today was alrite. Had ss workshop aft sch and a mini test.

[[i really wish to let u nOe...]]

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sUnrIsE 

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Sunday, September 19, 2004

agnes, elaine and vina 

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shang min and I 

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It's Sunday again. Happy birthday EVA!! dun worry i will help u 'chase after' Leon for ur guitar. lols
These few days dun really seem rite for me cos one moment I will study, one moment i would slack, juz like yesterday! I went for maths tution then came home slacked the whole day *guilty* Dunno why juz didnt haf the mood to do anything. Met Judyand Elaine then went to church together. Elaine and Melodie looked so adorable! oppss.. i m not suppose to leak out anything :p Elaine dun kill me!! After the cell with Agnes and gals, Eva and I went to the children's church for a while.. wahaha.. the kids are so adorable! They were screaming and shouting.. then dis poor Leon, who is having running nose[dun worry yea? I will pray for you to recover fast] tried controlling them.. haha.. anyway today's service was really special, school of worship too. We had to draw out the scene on Acts 16:16-26 in different grps. Wah, u can really see how 'artistic' all of us were.. haha..
Anyway, now juz woke up and i still need to study for my ss[test tml] and chinese spelling[spelling tml].
Exams is really drawing nearer. I really wish to do well!! God~ help me to bring Glory to ur name!

[[u always make my day happier even if i'm down. Thank uso much. Even though u dun noe how much i feel for u, I still care for u]]

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Thursday, September 16, 2004

I m here to blog again. Hui Fang and Vivien just left my hse. Came over to do homework. I'm sooooo tired! Still havent finish my revision.Anyway started on my revision already, hopefully I can mantain this type of attitude and discipline till the 15 Oct[last day of the paper] and we will be FREE~ It's hard I know but i really got to learn to buck up cos my results this term aint impressing at all. The saddening part of the exam is that when I am 16 yrs and 4 mths, I will be having my chinese exam! Warh!So saddening lerx. Is it my 'present' from sch? I dun wan lar! Today we had PE, played touched rugby and it was so hilarious that I cant stop laughing! My team members so smart ~ u noe how did they score? If the ball haven reach the goal, they would run after the ball and kick it like a soccer ball! Eventually we managed to get the ball into the goals several time. Lols and also I always will REMEMBER that i scored at the wrong goal during GAMES DAY~!English lessons these 2 days were much more relaxing and fun, especially yest we had double periods of eng and we spent it inside AVA room playing 'games' to prepare us for oral. For the first time since Mrs Raja taught us we had fun. Tml got Geo and F&N tests! After sch still have chinese listening compre test. Wah, must clean my ears liaox. Oh ya, yest aft sch went to j8 with Denna before going tution. MRT station was out of bound cos someone died i guess crashed there or something. Haix~ Wondering why ppl always die at Bishan when we teenagers love to go there? It made me so freaky!
For Titus: Everything will be alright.Cont praying and be FAITHFUL~ I'll pray for u too yea? take care!
[[i m missing u more and more each day..]]

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Tuesday, September 14, 2004

Term 4 had started. First day of sch tchers all already telling us there are lots of tests coming up dis week and next wk.I can feel that i m really pressurise and unable to cope well. Ca you imagine?? My END OF YEAR EXAM is in 3 WEEKS' TIME?? I really dunno wad to do. I havent really start a serious revision on any of my subjects yet!! Arrggghh`I really broke down yest. Jus afraid that i wont be able to do well for my coming tests and exams. haix` Gotta BUCK UP!Jus now after sch stayed back with Celeste and Rafidah to ask Mr Hiew abt maths.. maybe dis can be said as a form of revision too. As for other subjects, I will really try to understand the lessons and do revision EVERYDAY!Actually i dont dare to wish for more, as long as there are improvements for my studies, guess that will be good enough. At this point of time, i really need BIG ENCOURAGEMENT from ppl around me and not giving me anymore discouragement. Oh ya. With exams coming up, means i cant attend cELL outing! Arrggghh~! i dun want!! I wan to go but at the same time i need to make sure that i have time to do revision!
Proverb 3:5-6" Trust in the LORD with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; In all your ways aknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight."
Yes! I will trust the LORD with all my heart in wadeva i do. I believe, if i ask, he will always be there for me when I need him. SEE how FAITHFUL is he to us? Therefore, I have to learn to think at the bright side of life. I still got time to do my revision!

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Sunday, September 12, 2004

Hey ppl, guess i wont be updating as often le cos my comp got problem[i guess], cant update, then now asking ppl to help me which is very troublesome and stuff.. so dun miss me kae? lols.
[[Saturday]]
Went to have my spec changed.
Went to meet shangmin at orchard,wanted to take bus 16 to great world city then met Ephraim, Chongmin and Patrck. Shuttle bus came instead then all of us took it to Great World city mac...
Cell at Andrea's Condo was great, especially the games part! lols~
Had dinner at Great World city food court. Took same MRT with Leon and Judy home. Inside mrt, we joked alot. Didn't know with Judy around will be so great! Lols
Just feel like thanking everyone for making my day!
[[Sunday]]
Didnt have discipleship cls cos Shangmin came late, then Agnes and I were inside seeing the musician preparing for the service, then dis Titus so x-tra.. Navin and him practiced mahx to do a mini showcase for the church.. At the end they turned out well. So yea.. had cell with the younger gals, then Elaine and I were like mad ppl running abt, visited the children service too.. the kids are so cute!!
Sermon was saying abt DUN THINK LESS OF YOURSELF COS YOU ARE YOUNG![something like tt, lazy take out book to refer :p] Anyway yea, after service Eva and I went to ask Navin if he can teach us guitar during the holiday and he said can!YIPPEE~! So as usual went to eat lunch then attended the school of worship then yea here i m trying to do last revision before tml.


*Thanks ppl for the encouraging cards! I'm really encouraged by u ppl (=
EVERYTHING TODAY WAS GREAT

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Friday, September 10, 2004

Okae, i cant take it anymore.MUST post! Thanks Christabel for helping me with this.
[[wed]]Nth much. Went for math tution, after that slacked at home.[[Thursday]]Had e-maths remedial with Celesete and Mr Hiew. So pathetic rite? Actually there shd be more people, but they didnt turn up.Then went to had lunch before heading to meet Elaine and Agnes to go Sentosa! We took cable car to sentosa and back to Harbour Front. Had really lots of fun worx. We took monorail to the beach. Had a little picnic, then went to swim and cos Elaine and I watched Anaconda, we were scaring each other with that.. lols.Then we took dunno wadevan bus was that to another beach,had ice cream, walked by the sea and of cos photos taking! lols.. we looked so 'cute' Then went to somewhere near the beach also and had a lil chat. Elaine! Gonna kill u!!Agnes knew something that she was not suppose to noe!!*oppss.. lolsWas really fun together with Elaine and Agnes cos was so peaceful and relaxed.. Came home at 8++, so tired.Took shower and went to bed.. [[Friday, today]]Trying to rush all my homework at home cos tml will not be free due to cell grp and of cos Sunday too! =) Haix.. holiday gonna end soon and nite mare going to start in 2 days time!
::At times, we really need to take a rest::

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Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Okae, now Leon's name is Dear Daniel! haha` ahem* Someone out there still want to remain as a kid when he's already so "old".. haha`~ Okok, today had A-maths lesson and didnt turn out well when i was trying hard to pay attention. Haix` Really hope that Miss Tan is feeling okae now. I just hope that people will be more mature abt studies! We really wan to learn!! After A-maths lesson, went to comfort our poor teacher. She really doesnt noe wad to do with our cls. Haix` I really wish that I will noe wad to do, but will the people appreciate it?! NO!! I really hope thing swill turn out better..
After that, Fidah and I went to Toa Payoh to have our lunch and walked around.

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Monday, September 06, 2004

Thought I will not update today, but I guess I really need to pour things out if not I may burst out anytime… haix.. This morning attended A-math remedial but can’t really concentrate due to the tiredness caused by not sleeping enough last nite. After the remedial, went to watch Anacondas with Rafidah. Hui Fang and Vivien ‘sneaked’ into my hse the swimming pool and swam for hrs.. they started swimming at 11 like tt then I joined them at 2++ After that they came to my hse the garden spa there.. haha.. quite fun larx..

Things didn’t turn out well after they left. Jus problems with things.. I m really hurted and am struggling to pull thru. I just hope that some day things will be fine and I guess I must be FAITHFUL and PATIENT towards things in life.

Thanks Anita for being there for me when I need a listening ear.
Thanks grapejam for trying hard to figure things out for me when I ask you questions that are not easy to figure out. And also for cheering me up =)

God has really bless me with wonderful ppl in my life.

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Sunday, September 05, 2004

Coincidentally met Leon inside Mrt when i was suppose to meet Elaine to go church together. Actually good also cos we dunnoe how to go by MRT~ haha.. yepp.. then went Mac cos he needed to buy his breakfast and he bought happy meal~ he got the hello kitty hairband.. lols.. Shangmin, Agnes, Elaine and I divided the hello kittys and hairband for each other.. haha.. We were there so early! Elaine and I were laughing away like mad ppl.. Hmm.. Agnes came and there we started our discipleship cls with more members (=
Service today was great cos we were able to watch some parts ofLORD OF THE RINGS to relate some sermons from the chapter of Romans. Went for school of worship for the first time and it was really great! Got people from the chinese and main service too. They had dis debate thing whether is it right to worship God in cyber space. Now maybe u ppl can also think abt it.. yeapp..

to someone: Hey I'll pray really hard for yoo and I will lend my ears for you too!

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Saturday, September 04, 2004

...And yoo light up my life

...Yoo gave me hope

...To carry on...

I'm really wondering wad's wrong with mii today~ wasnt myself today. Couldnt talk, smile or laugh like wad i always do during cell. And always like in the daze thinking of things.. wad things? I dun even noe myself.. haix.. GOD! I really need to cheer up! Hope tml i will be better yea?

Thanx for being there for me, to make me laugh and smile, yoo actually cheered me up in some ways though i was still in daze juz now. Thanx so much! <<-- that person may noe who i m referring to.. I WANT TO LEARN GUITAR!

...I will always love yoo

...I will always stay true

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Friday, September 03, 2004

Yoyo` Last day of sch and today was a relaxing one! Ehehee` F&N made cheese cones and we had that for our recess.. haha.. Then Geo and Eng didnt really do much things, first time Mrs Raja so good to us :p After sch had this Peer Mediation course by the High achivers.. guess who was the speaker? Yes!! Coach joiw[ dunno if it's spelt like this] And the whole thing was so great! Full of laugher and entertainment.. haha...

Anyway tml gonna haf tution then going for cell at Agnes's hse! I'm so looking forward for it.. ahem*

* i'm in love wif u

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Thursday, September 02, 2004

Had chix and a-math tests today. No confidence. Didnt haf PE cos was raining, then Mr wong let us watch the making of NDP =) Aft sch went j8 with my darl, Denna, developed pix! ow.. so kewl.. lolx.. hmm... came hm and my bro made me confessed something! And it became so called 'secret' between the two of us.. lolx.. then we became 'good term' siblings at tt moment.. so cute rite? lolx.. sorrie i m juz talking crap..

[[yooandmee]]

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Wednesday, September 01, 2004

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY~!





Phew*I'm hm finally. Went to central to have my pix taken to make the ez-link card which was lost together with my wallet 2 wks ago. Had lunch, then headed to Yishun the card replacement office, who noes they said comp spoilt, then i went all the way to Choa Chu kang to make pluz had to wait for 1 hr before i can collect the card. So during the 1 hr, went to the shopping central, 4th floor lib to study for my chix test tml.. of cos walked around for a while too. So sad.. felt so lonely lorx.. plus the trip there so long! Ltr gotta study for my chix and amaths cos tml got these 2 tests. wah~ nite mare~ last wk of sch still got tests.. dunno why are teachers treating us like dis..

i'm so addicted to yoo

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