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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Today's teachers' day celebration!

[[ In Deyi]]

Early in the morning did the aces workout, very tiring lerx..they made us do so many times. Then there is dis part where Reginald 'attracted' the crowd and they watched him instead of doing.. haha.. those who were there will noe :p See the teachers also didnt really noe how to do.

Captains' ball.. haiz.. that tcher really dunno how to catch ball even though he is tall. Saded..lolx.. anyway yea Monica and I were the crowd control at 1st level for the teachers, so happy that they actually cheered and so excited. At the end the students won. Nvm~ it's okae.. haha.. at least can see that every1 enjoyed themselves. Then Monica and I went to wish Mr Irawan happy teachers day in bahasa indonesia even though he dunno us, but yepp.. =)

Concert thingy were great. Then there was this time where we have to guess the singings of the teachers [recorded] and was really shocked to noe tt some teachers could sing real well =) of cos many nice things happened. =)

[[In mcs]]

My friends and I had the privilaged to stay in the staff lounge and we were having great times with our ex- teachers. MCS changed alot in the sense that alot of new teachers, principal also change, school thingy also change a little. So great to be back to my primary school with my ex classmates =)

Anyway we stayed till 1++ then Siu Chu, Anita and I went to mac and had a drink plus talking and talking.. lolx.. so much great jokes to talk abt.. haha.. yea.. how i wish we are still in primary school....

[[Now]]

jus woke up.. very tired.. got alot to study..
Saturday got cell!!!

so blessed____________________ 6:24 PM

Monday, August 30, 2004

Late update 2dae cos was kinda busy with my f&n stuff online. Really wanna thank those who helped me to print. haha.` lessons were alright, chem didnt really have confidence that i will pass as i didnt really study for it. hmmm.. aft sch had a quick briefing for psl regarding tml's celebration, then had a maths make up lesson and went to support 1/1 for a while. Came home~ prepared the tchers day pesents.. and slacked around.. didnt feel like doing stuff today.. teachers day tt day i will be a good gal stay at home and study~ =)

~LeVis~

so blessed____________________ 8:39 PM

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Met Elaine, Judy, Sophia and Cynthia then headed to suntec city mac to haf our breakfast before heading for service. The service today was combined service with the adults. My eyes were glued to the guitars and drums. Oh God, please forgive me :p Wondering why i become so interested in wanting to learn how to play them =)

Sermon today was real powerful and I had received one great gift from God. (: I feel that i m more and more hungry for his love, longing to serve him with all my hearts which i do not haf the ability now. God is always faithful and is always there to welcome me when i seek him (: Felt really blessed to be in CNL cos i nv feel such great loves, cares from anybody from outside before, except there. =)

-- thank u for making my day (:

so blessed____________________ 10:08 PM

Yooo i was MIA for one day. lolx. Dunno wad's wrong with my comp, decided to create another account to see if i can update my blog in that account. So it worked! Lolx` i was too despo to update larx..

Ok, yest woke up super early to attend the 3rd claster NE seminar~ Quite alrite, made a few new frens from nanyang jc and marseling sec. Waithien was super funny and lame [as usual] Hey, guess who i met? VERONICA~! my y_hope fren.. was so happy tt we hugged each other at the middle of the hall at evergreen sec~ -_-" haha.. the thing supposed to end at 12++ but it dragged till 1.30++~ made me late for my cell outing..

So, we went to play bowling for cell outing and it was actually some how my first time playing ~ we played 2 rounds competing.. first round i was alrite, score for me was 65 which is not bad for a first time bowler.. lolx.. second round dunno wad happened.. dropped to 28 onli.. lolx.. had lots of fun with them (=
Had dinner at Great world city, then shangmin and i followed some of the guys to arcade cos we dunno how to get hm by ourselves. Must really thank Leon for sacrificing his time with them to actually sent us to orchard[by shuttle bus], then shangmin took bus herself and Leon and i took mrt to toa payoh and yi chu kang respectively.. really was great larx.. haha.. tt's why i was so despo to update yest.. but toopid comp's fault..

I want to learn to play drum and guitar!!!! Hope Leon would wan to teach me :p Ehehe.. today's service is at suntec.. so excited to see the little kids again and of cos to praise GOD~

I havent study for my chem test which is tml~ oppps' someone gotta help me~! cos i dun understand the topic at all.. lolx..

kk.. gotta end here for now (=

thank u for being so nice to me

so blessed____________________ 7:21 AM

Friday, August 27, 2004

Mix feelings.
Passed my emaths =)
Made pastry, was succesful.
Passed my geo too =)
After sch went to help out at PAC for a while, was using fone outside PAC, *** Mr sam Lim saw then was scolding me.. wadeva lorx.. thank god he didnt confiscate. So extra! Spoilt my mood.
Shdnt haf gone out to somewhere..
Decided to come back to PAC to help out wif a broken heart..
Looked for my saviour, hopefully will make me smile. Not there. Sigh*
Went home with Celeste.
Looking forward for tml cell outing =)

so blessed____________________ 6:41 PM

i shdnt haf thought of it...

so blessed____________________ 6:28 PM

Thursday, August 26, 2004

--pls treat mii the way u shd treat mii--

feeling kinda great cos the effort i spent for emaths is finally paid for today's test. Guess i'll pass this time yea? thanks to God and moiself. ehehe..
went to thomson plaza for a while wif my darl denna. crapped so much, had alot of fun too =)
next wk gonna be another wk with tests. There aint any one wk that is without any tests.. haix..

so blessed____________________ 4:21 PM

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

--seeing uu makez mii smile..--

2dae took cls foto, cls was wondering where was Mr Hiew. They were dissapointed tt he is not our co form tcher, not anymore bt from the begining he is not our co form but there were some mistakes. Kinda sad though..

wish mii luck 4 tml's emaths test! Kinda scared tt i will flunk it[again]. choi* touch wood :p

so blessed____________________ 7:05 PM

Tuesday, August 24, 2004

Feeling kinda stress rite now due to more pile of work each day.Especially Eng.. since Mrs Raja started teaching us, she has so high expectation of us and also everyday her lessons area always so stressful with the amoung of work we need to do for eng. Haiz` dunno how to cope. Plus there ain't one week without tests. U noe sometimes i just feel like giving up everything cos i really dunno how to cope with so much things in life, but well, that is life.. hhaaiixx.. Still haf to thank lots of ppl who are always dere for me no matter how close u're. Maybe without u ppl, i wun be wad i m today. Esp to someone who always look so high upon me, no matter how bad i think abt myself, u always make me so whole again and when i m down, i look for u to color my feelings.Thank u bbeerri much to tt someone. won't sae who is tt cos tt person will noe who u r if u happen to read dis entry and really wanna sae tt i lyke u to be there for me, without u...

God for being dere for me whenever i seek him. He is the greatest thing that i nv regret knowing and staying close to him..

Anita! still uuuu.. wad else can i sae? reallyy sooorriee tt cant catch up with u these days.. miss uuu alot and love uuuu!

sorrie i m just being emotional here. guess gonna end here if not i will really pour out more...

so blessed____________________ 9:00 PM

Monday, August 23, 2004

I m backieeee` today lots of things happened.
-Flunked my emaths, thank god not counted in ca. Gonna work hard for this coming test.
-Gonna attend alot of course for PSL thing. Thinking if i m lucky or unlucky.. wahaha.
-After sch stayed back to help on the captain ball thingy. Not really smoothly carried out due to some incident.
-Borrowed Jay Chou's Cd from my saviour.. wahaha.. i noe i m lame.
-Realised they made a mistake abt us having a co-form tcher.. saded ):
- Guess gonna start preparing for my end of yr exam which is abt 1 mth++ away? so scared!
- secret*

so blessed____________________ 7:42 PM

Sunday, August 22, 2004

Today's service was really cool~ Anyway, one of our brothers is leaving to Australia for further studies. Gonna miss him alot. After service went to have lunch with Sherly, Eva and Shangmin. Nth much to share larx. But really love my church~ =)

Oh ya.. borrowed vertical rush cd already! their songs really cool! ehehe

so blessed____________________ 6:12 PM

Leaving home soon to go church`
Didn't manage to cont my update yest cos was really in bad mood and cant actually use the comp. Before a maths lesson start, fidah and i went to look for my saviour to return something, then was complaining abt my mother nagging, then he said 'that was equivalent to?' then i responded ' love and care' haha..`After tution went to meet Celeste, no Hui Fen cos she couldn't make it. So the two of us walked around and round j8. Then met Elaine Hong[ my pri sch fren]~ Was so happy cos i miss her so muach! it's been like 2 yrs since we met lorx.. i was like mad running towards her to hug her.. lolx.. Then not long later, met another pri sch fren whom I always happen to take same bus wit her to tp bus interchange,Alice.
Reached home, mother was lecturing my lil bro. It was really very painful to see it lorx.. maybe boys dis age really hard to control.. well.. i will really pray hard that he will really ''wake up''..
Hope i will have better days ahead of me cos dis wk was really horrible. It's like all went wrong..

so blessed____________________ 8:22 AM

Saturday, August 21, 2004

From wad my 'saviour' said, Nagging is showing of love and care. I guess so, but then not everything also need to nag rite? I really couldn't take it anymore~ hmmpp- i shd feel grateful and thankful that God had given me this type of parents- mum: naggy, dad- pampering me =) Cos maybe there are children outside are not as fortunate as me, yea? I guess wad my saviour said was right. i shd haf the kind of mentality tt my parents care for me =)

Anyway, guess Anita is back from her camp!! Yoo Anita! Miss ya so muach.. ehehee...

Goin' off for my a maths xtra lesson ltr then go for tution then going out with Celeste and Hui fen to buy some stuff.. buibui`

so blessed____________________ 7:11 AM

Friday, August 20, 2004

Skrewed up the emaths test.
Practical was alright.
Felt really sleepy and tired during Geo and Eng. Didnt pay much attention.
Stayed back for a while to accompany Celese and Denna. Realised I made lots of mistakes for the emaths test when miss lau was teaching Celeste.
Instead of consoling me, she scolded me upside down for lost of wallet. You know how hurtful it was? Wonder why she is treating me this way. I really felt unfair. I didnt wish to loose my wallet either. You think i wish to? NO~! My money were lost at the same time and it was so ashamed to get money from her to replace my allowance that was lost. I didnt want to increase her burdan to, but i still need to survive thru! Unfair!!

Thank God it's going to be the end of the week, i really hope that next week will be a better week for me and that I am really looking forward to service this coming sunday.

so blessed____________________ 4:40 PM

Thursday, August 19, 2004

Today started with a bad morning. I lost my precious wallet!!! Yest lost my percious smses and today lost my wallet! Wad is this??!! I rushed like mad, almost late for sch cos the bloody bus dun wan to appear.. thank god that i brought my hp today and i managed to contact my saviour of the day~ Ehehehe.. really owe that to my saviour of the day man!

Pe was great cos Miss Lee was around and with her around, the classes became so lively and active =) Anyway, still more tests to come and yea.. hope i can survive thru..

After sch went to meet my saviour with celeste and Denna for some explanation of maths stuff, aft that went to j8 ntuc to buy the ingredients with Denna for my practical test tml.. Thanks to my darling Denna who was there with me and also her mum! If not i wun noe that my food will turn out tasteless!! Haha` yea.. was realy great.. then went to police station to report for my lost wallet. Guess wad? My carrots 'flew' out of the plastic bag when i was running for my bus which was 56!! i LOST my wallet in bus 56! but of cos not that same bus, duh! Anyway tried cooking at hm already and the whole kitchen was sooo messy.. wahahahaaaa... but the food turned out not bad.. i m making vegan macaroni tml.. Healthy one okae?~

kk.. gotta do my stuff now.. see ya.. bb`

so blessed____________________ 5:48 PM

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Lalala` so happy 2dae! guess wad i took 6 buses altogether today to sch and back home ^_*
Anyway was very sleepy during lessons, tests was very nervous and therefore, no confidence. Hmm.. had netball training, damn tiring even though didnt really do much cos i was really tired and sleepy.. sigh* Went off earlier cos i noe sure dun haf my part to play on court anymore.. plus i was really tired. Anyway very happy though but not gonna tell u why.. lolx~opps`

so blessed____________________ 7:24 PM

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Today was okae.. of all the lessons, i dun understand chem!! Can someone help me? Aft sch went to j8 for a while accompany vivien with dillys and huifang. Then dillys and i took pix. Came home, going to do my revision for tml's tests. Arrggghh! whole wk got tests.. then suddenly pop out two more emaths tests, one dis fri and another one next thursday. It's like no one day without test!!

Anyway check out this add-->http://www.verticalrush.net
It's my church's ppl.. some of the guys form a band called verticalrush. They are cool ain't them =) So proud of them, yea?

so blessed____________________ 4:49 PM

Monday, August 16, 2004

MONDAY BLUES!
It's like everything went wrong today, realised that i had not done a lot of things which i thought i had last nite.Was really struggling during lessons. Dun understand Chem! Guess the only lesson that i understand was E-maths! Help!!! Got back my ss test paper and i faired quite well [10/12] but i just feel that it was not enough. It seems that i m asking for more. Haiz~ you know where the 2 marks flew to? My conclusion!! I didnt have enough time to write a solid conclusion!! Arrggghhh! Then Geo test, i know the facts well, but I guess I answered one qn wrongly!

Haiz~ then now i m really feeling irritated by dunno wad things.. so much things to do! Make up lessons are coming up too.. wad is this!!! I juz cant take in so much!

Hope that I will survive through this wk.. just have FAITH and i can do it, yea?

so blessed____________________ 5:41 PM

Sunday, August 15, 2004

These few wks church had been sharing abt Connecting of our Church.Today we were talking about friendships. Although Adrian didnt share any verse link to today's topic, but it's a good one.

How to be a good friend?

1. Be yourself.
2. Depend on one another.
-> Go out look for someone that is a good friend.
-> Share failures { depens on u}
3* Forgive one another [ it's the hardest thing to do]
-> Forgive one another, even if your friends or who ever had hurt you deeply.
-> No matter what wrong we had done wrong, Jesus will forgive us. His love is so unconditional.
* God will write down your sins on the sand, waiting for it to blow them away, and he carves what you had done right on the rock, cos he is happy that you're doing for his Glory. (:

All these things right, it's really hard to find it in school, as for me, i think i can only like find a true good friend, Anita cos she is a christian. She is a real GREAT person that i had known. She never fails to use God's words to enlighten me and everything. Thank God that i brought her to church and that she had let herself open up to GOD~ (:

Anyway, after service went to have lunch at mac with the gals around my age and i guess it's great =) And ya.. I'm some sort like a sheperd now =) So happy! cos our church are growing rapidly and that every wk, more and more ppl joining the cell grp session, so Agnes was thinking it's real hard to communicate in cell grp with so many ppl, so she thought of spliting us up into grps =) Shang Min and I are to take care of 2 gals =) they are so sweeettttt! =) The feeling is so great! Each week i will get to know more ppl and also bonds in church are strengthened each week.. I want to see more MIRACLE! =)

so blessed____________________ 6:38 PM

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Wow` finally i m home to update. Today has been a long day for me. Had amaths cls this morning and fidah and i wore so 'slack' , plus a sandal.. haha.. okae.. nvm.. anyway, yea.. aft that went to j8 a while to haf 0ur breakfast cum lunch, took pics then i headed for my maths tution. So it was like morning till noon maths lorx.. wah.. sian..

The nice part was cell grp at Olena's hse~ Oh yea~ first time going also. Was really great.. played some games tt actually strengthen our bonds together. It's like the whole church cell grp like tt.. =) Then we were broke up into diff grps and shared alot of stuff together and i really tok alot u noe tt.. haha.. i myself was so shocked! But thank God that they were really interested abt me sharing abt my life and those stuff. I felt so loved and cared for in this church. =) Continue to stay close to GOD!! Yes! Anyway after cell, went to have our dinner at nearby and we gals really had fun time laughing cos we were toking abt tchers and Olena was like sharing abt hers also.. was damn funny~ yepp.. anyway i just reach home.. haha.. tml will be going to church! So excited cos i got to noe more ppl already, plus i wan to praise GOD!

so blessed____________________ 9:26 PM

Friday, August 13, 2004

Just reached home. Went to have a hair cut after the F&N diet analysis thing. I could not help it.. i was sooo sleepy today, dunno why. Supposed to have geo test, then it's postpone to next monday. Haiz~ made me study so hard, at the end dun haf test. Hey, it's really hard for me to actually settle down and study kae? But well..

Hey, Anita, still wanna thank u here, even though i thanked u yest. haha` complaint to u abt something, u're just so special to me, u didnt keep quiet and listen to my complaints then forget abt it, instead, u shared with me GOD's words ..
"But the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness" [Galatians 5:22] Thank God for u, Anita~ if it wasnt u who showed me this verse, I wouldnt noe wad i shd do. I shd be more patient and show love to her even though she had done wrong to me. =)

Gonna be busy these few weeks i guess, cos more tests are coming up and that 1 mth++ gonna be end of yr exam already. Wow` it's real fast u noe..

so blessed____________________ 3:58 PM

Thursday, August 12, 2004

Lalalala` today super duper good mood for no reason. Once reach cls, started talking like a chatter box with Rachel cos she will nv get bored! lolx` Anyway, PE that time was doing the ACES[ issit spelt like tt?] day steps, which are quite dumb O_o and lame. Then the teachers were like asking one cls by one cls to dance infront of like 3 clses. There were 2/2, our cls, 3/2 and 4/8 and guess wad? Our cls danced the worst and then the gals had to go up the stage and did the actions?~ haha.. well.. nv spoil my mood, instead i kept laughing like maniac. Well, the rest of the lessons were alright.

After sch went to have lunch and shopped around with my darling, Denna. Enjoying with her =) Had to carry the NDP fun pack with me where eva i go.. it's so god damn heavy ya noe tt?

so blessed____________________ 5:44 PM

Wednesday, August 11, 2004

Had a great laugh chatting online yest. Wahahaaaaa` shall not disclose the name if not that person will laugh non stop again, but i guess that person still will laugh reading this. Didnt ask him read see this blog but he read.. haha.. then he saw things that he shdnt see, we ended up laughing like mad.. haha.. well, dun mind me.. i m mad. Yesterday cos of the chatting session, slpt at 12++ and woke up quite late today.. *yawnz*

Ltr going j8 with Denna to have lunch and study for a while then walk around before i headed for my maths tution.

This week rawkz~ 3 days holiday and 2 days sch.. wahahaa____. oh yea.. can view the national day parade online at this add: http://202.172.237.7/NDP2004/Singapore/NDP2004_BB.asx

so blessed____________________ 10:19 AM

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Yoo` Today spent my time slacking at home for a while then went to my aunt's hse at Sengkang with Tina, Rieka and my maid. Was teaching my lil cousin how to form sentences with some words. Share with you one joke: " My mommy slap my butt" that was wad she constructed with the word slap~ haha~ all of us was really laughing our hearts out man. One more is " I plan on my bed" it was suppose to be sleep but she wrote plan... Anyway, yepp~ enjoyed myself there. Wah had one hr ride home.. it was so tiring~ then came home slacked a while then rush my f&n stuff..

so blessed____________________ 10:12 PM

I felt so blessed. It is as if God is by my side and always giving me the good things =) I guess my parents had made the right choice to send my siblings and i to study in Singapore cos what I enjoy, learn here, I wun be able to learn in Indonesia. Although I am Indonesian, I m really honoured to have the chance to perform for the nation, maybe as a token of appreciation of what singapore had provided me =)

So, let's talk abt NATIONAL DAY!
It seemed to be a 'bad' morning to me cos my drum was spoilt, my food that i had bought left in the hall and someone saying that he will definetly go for the actual day, didnt go. Was really frustrated and all, thought my day will be worse. But hey~ really enjoyed myself =) JJ came to Indoor stadium to give a short speech and the whole stadium was like wowwwwwww... haha.. Kurniadi was making fun of his name~!! Grrrggh~ u noe wad he said? JJ--> Joshua and Jonathan! And of cos alot more. But that really 'entertained' us when we were walking to the outdoor stadium to perform and of cos helped me to relax more[ i was quite nervous]. Ppl infront kept looking into the stadium wishing to see JJ come out, but haha` yepp.

Our performance was great! Yea? We rawkz the whole stadium :p And that helpes us to earn another half day off.. means WEDNESDAY FULL DAY HOLIDAY` woohooo` The post- parade party was alrite. Had this 'human train' haha- The Indonesian took some pix too =) And of cos My friends and I were mad :p...

Hey` i really feel very blessed! I really want to thank everyone out there for everything!!=)

so blessed____________________ 7:54 AM

Monday, August 09, 2004

Decided to delete the previous entry cos i wan to write a long long one cos GAMES DAY RAWKZ~ Wahaha

So went for service with my younger brother, Edwin. 'Dumped' him aside with the guys and I went with my usual grp where we had fun sharing and everything. Agnes was not with us yesterday cos she has gone for a holiday. Quite sad cos she missed the fun!! Anyway, service was alrite, Narvin shared with us abt church connecting.

1) Pluck in to real love [ Acts: 4:32-35]
2) Pluck into life direction. [Col 3:16]
3) Encouragement. [ Acts 13:15]
4) Corrections [ Luke 17: 3-4]
5) Comformation [Acts 13:2]

After service, went to have lunch with one bunch of ppl, including the guys and narvin at mac. Had a great fun there. After that went to shop awhile at Borders and then headed back to church and prepare to go ACSi for our GAMES DAY 2004. On the bus, got to know more people cos the guys were like sitting near the girls and duh~ talk and play here and there, so noe a few ppl. Wow~ i couldnt believe we were heading to ACSi for our games day! oh my god~ Kriss said if wan to meet him ltr on can msg him which i didnt.. wahaaaa.. the sch is soooo grand! Anyway, yea.. i was in the same grp with Zi wei, Esmond, Bryan, Joshua and Shangmin. We rawkz! the guys in my team are just too good! I was really blessed man! I could play so well for captain's ball compared to playing in sch.. really~ zi wei said so too. But i sux at rugby! wahahaaa... I even scored at the wrong goal for tt.. wah so malu! Anyway we team 3 was the champ and Zi wei was the overall champ~ he rawkz! he really damn good in sports. Hopefully next time any activity, i can b in the same grp with him. Haha~ jk jk. Hey, all of us really enjoyed our day yesterday. Cos can see no matter we won or lost, we are still one big family, laughing, smiling, talking, 'gagaga', and yepp.. we were really happy to be together as bros and sis. And one thing is tt.. i finally got to noe alot more ppl!! Haha~

Well, Narvin sent some of us to Tiong Bahru plaza and we took mrt headed to Bishan to have our dinner. At the end only left elaine, eva, edwin and I eating dinner. Haha~ After that took pics which we actually pulled edwin along, at the end he didnt wan to take with us, so forget it.. haha.. GAMES DAY RAWKZ~!

Today is National Day! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE~! Catch DEYI LIVE ON TV TONITE!!!

so blessed____________________ 7:00 AM

Saturday, August 07, 2004

Today nth much. Went for tution then came back. Took a nap, when i woke up, all gone out already, left my maid and I. Suddenly felt kind of lonely and empty~ had some thoughts over my mind. I DUNNO WAD TO DO!

so blessed____________________ 8:34 PM

Friday, August 06, 2004

National Day Celebration and NDP practice

This mOrning our sch celebrated National Day. It was a great one =) Had a formal ceremony, then had an informal one at the hall where the Ncc performed which were very cool! And the best thing was that the teachers gave us a BIG suprise! Some actually 'performed' the NDP formation~ lolx~ they only started practicing 2 days ago worx.. but they were so funny and they rawkz the halL~ lolx.. of cos the teachers sang and danced, esp Mr Wong, Ms Lee, Ms Foo, and the rest. Wahaha~ Mrs Chua and Mr Lau too =) It was so funny even though they sang out of tune =X oppss.. no offence.

After the celebration, we had abt 20 mins break then had our last NDP practice before entering the last lap. It was alright, a bit lack here and there. Deyians~ Do our best to earn the 1 day off on wed kae?

After school..

Went to have my lunch with Hui fang, yi cui, bi hui, rachel and hua yee at mamamia =) Then went to play basketball.. wah i sux at that man~ dunno how to play then always use the netball way to play.. wahaaa... but was fun.. anyway only played for a while then rachel escorted me to bus stop, who noes i took the wrong bus~!! dunno where i ended up at then decided to take taxi cos scared i m lost or wad.. wahhaaaa...

haiz~ suddenly feel so down over some stuff.. i m juz lost and dunno wad i shd do.. haiz...

so blessed____________________ 5:10 PM

Thursday, August 05, 2004

~"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always preseveres."~~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 ~ [ taken from anita's blog]-- Anita, these are very good verses to love ppl no matter wad they do wrong to us. Thanks Anita =)

Thought I can be happy the whole wk this wk, but nope, today was a disaster i would say. Form and co form shouted at our cls due to not paying attention in cls and everything. Even I, the innocent one was affected and i was kinda angry inside. But well, i think the teachers are having more troubles and problems with our cls~ i really dunno wad to do with our cls. Mr Hiew said "im stil hoping one day most of ur classmate will "wake up' from their dreams" and "...but dun worry la.... one day u all will grow up....n i wish tat most will know how to thk sensibly..... really.... i hope they will not ruin their future la...."Well, yea~ he has gave me the courage to accept my cls and wait and hope that our cls ppl and I will grow up more maturely as time goes by.

I shall learn to love my cls even more, maybe through actions? Dunno lar, i'm just afraid that they dun appreciate me.

so blessed____________________ 6:22 PM

Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Shall do a quick update before I start doing my homework and revision. Yest's practice was great I would say. Yepp` at least some improvement and that let us have our NDP practice this Friday in the morning aft the celebration.

I feel happier this wk, maybe cos nth much happening to me yea? Haha` maybe this is what God is giving me for this wk- happiness. I shall cont to study hard for all the tests and exams cos this term It was really slack, didnt have much time for revision and everything.. results had been dropping. But hey, NDP is just 5 days away~ aft that we can have more time for things.

Okae, gonna end here now. Brain not working properly. bb`__.

so blessed____________________ 3:47 PM

Monday, August 02, 2004

Just finished studying for tml's test, taking a rest now and shall cont studying for my chinese. Trying real hard to concentrate now. =) Nth much happen today though. I just wish that things will get better as time pass by and that God will help me in any ways, FAITH~! Yes~ it's faith that will make miracle for everything =) Now that i have a friend who is facing a friendship prob with her gang, although she is not a chrisitian, i shared with her the verse on PHIL 4:6-9 and i m really glad that she is feeling better. Recess, asked her to come along cos i dun wish to see any friend that worth my concern is left behind.. During Mrs Raja's cls, Mrs Raja was being insulted by the bad words someone said and she was really taking it seriously. I agreed with her actually.. why shd a person dirty his own mouth when he/she was being disturbed a little or maybe more? Is it the right way to be? I guess not. This will only will make the people outside world look down on you and that u're not civilised or given education in sch when u actually haf. Haiz` at times in cls, i really can't tolerate this type of things, but well, wad can i do? I can only remain silent. I just hope that people in cls will change their attitude towards all stuff and that they will be more mature. I m not saying i m mature or attitude is right, I m also trying to improve on these. Chinese teacher also advised us today which really touched me, i dunno abt the rest.. But once u retain in sec 3, regret also no use, rite? Yepp~ we shd always be alert and think properly and cos sec 3 is very imp, we shd study hard and also be more mature at things...

Sorry if i haf insulted or offended any of u here.___.

so blessed____________________ 6:37 PM

Sunday, August 01, 2004

Yest's preview was alrite.Saw JJ and Kit chan face to face worx :p Shall not dwell into it too much cos I have no mood to write abt tt. I just love my church ppl. They are always there for me =) I shared my problems to Agnes today and that actually rang a bell to her for wad to share for bible study cos they ended the sonic festival quite late last nite and didnt haf the time to prepare. [ Phil 4:6-9] Felt so much better now. There are lots of things, rather bad ones happening to me this week, guess they are tests from God and see how i handle them. I still must have strong faith in him, pray and ask for help, and he really help me alot =) Then service was sharing that all christians are one family consist of God as our father, Jesus our brother and the rest are the christians =) We have to be closer to each other, help each other when we haf problems, laught with them when they are happy and ect. Suddenly felt like i really belong to one family of the church [which i m now] =) They are just one bunch of lovely ppl =) They had Sonic fest yest!!! Arrgghh~ miss the fun man! cos there is one guy in our church actually proposed to a girl in the church. So sweet! Oh ya~ next wk having games day~ 8th Aug. who ever wan to come, pls tell me kae? It will be a great day i assure u! :) Okae, guess shall end here for now. Hope next wk will be a better week for me.

so blessed____________________ 2:01 PM