Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is...	erotic
Your hugs are...	gentle
Your eyes...	burn into my heart
Your touch is...	heart warming
Your smell is...	amazing
Your smile is...	entrancing
Your love is...	eternal
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Fun loving, childish, innocent and pure
You are a sprite of the Air: Fun loving and
childish your naive nature only enhances how
truly cute you are! You may come off as too
childish but only because your not burdened
with all the rules and regulations of
adulthood. You are carefree most of the time
spending your days playing tag or naming all
the clouds you see in the sky. You are
generally kind to everyone because you have
lots of love and happiness to share! Making
friends comes easy because they strive for the
innocence you possess but be careful, being as
nice and kind hearted as you are people will
try to manipulate your nature if they have not
already. Don't ever let anyone mold you to
their standards although I doubt anyone could.


.::=What type of mythical Sprite are you?=::. -With Anime Pictures and detailed answers-
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so blessed____________________ 8:14 AM

Saturday, June 26, 2004

Came back not long ago. NDP practice was alright. Then went for service with my Care group ppl~ so happy and excited yea? Haha~ I was so into the service today and when i was praying to God at one point of time, i actually cried. I m not sure why, but maybe cos of his Love and all that he had done for me =)I know there are ppl who actually hates me, but I prayed to God, asking him to help those people who actually have those type of feelings to get rid of them, cos hating ppl ain't a good thing and cos we are created by God, we shd learn to love everyone, forgive and forget as Jesus had died for us on the cross. His uncondition love made me realise that love is the most important thing in live.

After service, went to celebrate one of our sister-in-christ, Debbie's birthday which is actually on 28/6. But we celebrated first =) Was great yea? After that, Zixin, Suzanne and I went to Hereen to take pics then sat down at the bubble tea shop there talking.

I actually enjoyed the service and learnt. Happiness depends on Happenings And Joy depends On Jesus.

so blessed____________________ 7:03 PM

Feel like blogging before i leave for NDP practice. God had ans my prayers! Kriss emailed me and said that he was discharged from hospital yest. =) Thank God!

Yesterday's Ndp was in sch and we had to learn two more formation~lucky they were not hard to learn. After that we went up to hall to collect our costumes, but before that we had to wait for so long for the sec 1 and 2 and we were the last. So, went to my ex-2/5 gals grp and talked. After collecting them, also walked with them to the bus stop and my bus was the last to arrive, lucky there was Shi hua with me..

Later aft practice, gonna go for service with my care group ppl! so excited.. lala` then after that zixin wanted to do homework, so will be with her aft service.

so blessed____________________ 5:43 AM

Friday, June 25, 2004

Term 3 gonna start next Monday, 28/6. Our holidays had been occupied by NDP practices for 2 wks and they are not letting us off! I m still so tired. Anyway, to all Deyians, Monday Sch starts at 8.30 a.m due to Sunday's NDP practice.

Kriss asked me not to worry for him, well, trying. I will still pray to God for Kriss. He will only be coming to singapore next month 7th, means he wont be attending sch for 1 wk plus? Wow~ he will miss up alot of his sch work, plus hi dis yr O level! Haiz~ hopefully he will be able to cope well.

Later going sch early cos will be having psl meeting at 12 then NDP in sch from 2 to 6. Hopefully today wont be as tiring as before, yea?

i.will.pray.for.u

so blessed____________________ 8:16 AM

Thursday, June 24, 2004

Anita told me a bad news: Kriss is lying in hospital now after operation cos he suffered from appendix problem. My mood is changed 360 degrees. I m real worried for him now, if only i haf the chance to go fly to indo, the first thing i will do is to go Bogor hospital and visit him, to take care of him[as a fren]. Cos it seldom appear to me that my fren is in danger or anything. This is between live and death!! Hopefully he will recover fast ya?

Haiz~ Today's NDP was on the SYF combined rehersal with other schs and teams. Anita was there too! Her sch guides, but didnt see her, and she actually saw me. Was not bad anyway. But the thing is that, i cant stop worrying for Kriss!!!!!! I will pray hard for him!

so blessed____________________ 9:52 PM

Wednesday, June 23, 2004

Just now on Channel 5 news, there was a short one on one of our sch NDP practice at stadium. Wow~ was so cool! I m so proud by our performance!!

Just now the show Best Bet was nice, nicer than wad i expected, maybe those who haf not seen this show, u shd really watch it. After that went to shop for a while and spent most of the time at comic shop.lol. Time for my tution, so i headed for it. Quite a relaxing one today.

Anyway, just now i viewed my primary school website MCS The sch,website and ppl there all haf changed. I really miss those primary sch days where i was innocent, no worries and all. Now that I haf grown up, many things change and change. If only I can always remain at those sweet days.. But well, we are in this world for a purpose, not only to enjoy, suffer, but also to learn and grow from things, yea?

wish.4.u.on.a.falling.star

so blessed____________________ 9:38 PM

yO~ Later going to watch the best bet with monica~haha~wan to laugh sia~ she frm last sunday wanted to watch with me then i not free.. today finally can watch, but i got to leave at 3++ cos got maths tution [again]

Hey ppl~ dun worrie abt me worx. yesterday really dunno wad happen to me. The gal that i m helping was very sad cos the 'he' didnt turn up and also made me very sad also lorx.. nvm d lar.. i m fine now..

so blessed____________________ 10:27 AM

Tuesday, June 22, 2004

Aint' feeling that good today~ Memories that are not supposed to be remembered appeared to me during practices, it's onli no one can see it. I tried to cover them up, but i just cant. Why is it so hard to bury them up? God, tell me wad to do~ Is it a must that i really need to find someone else in order to help me get through this pain? That was wad the 'he' told me, he even want me to turn a new leaf and even said try.. tried so long already. Bleah* dunno larx~ sori ppl.. maybe u got sick of me by always bringing up the past.

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For mei: Friendships in life are not easy. They will come and go. Friends are hard to come by, best friends are also hard to come by. No matter how close you are to that person, things still happen. Try to find ways to solve the probs, if they cant be solve, let go no matter how much pain it will take and look for friends that are more suitable for you. Frankly speaking, even myself, unsure who is or are my besfriends.I cant even find a friend whom i can share my deepest feelings. Well, this world is just this cruel...

Sorrie peeps. Nothing much happen today.

so blessed____________________ 8:40 PM

Nice rite? drawn by Steven. Wow` he takes art wad, so cant be helped. lolx.

Anyway, just a recall of wad my bro told me on Sunday. He actually encouraged me to join his church the youth-group, but i m unsure, cos i haf not attended the youth service yet. I think i haf not really settle down yet. I still need to search for a church that i find is more comfortable for myself. But the thing is my current one i haf my frens there, except that i seldom attend services and care group meeting yet i just haf the feelings for them, i told christable abt all these that nite too and she said all will miss me.. they made me so guilty!! *gulp dunno lar.. got to see how and wad lord wan to do for me.

Going to haf my breakfast-cum-lunch with Suzanne. Fidah, u must take care okae? I miss u lots! Going Mandai camp for ndp, hey beside it is my hse!! Must bring banana for me k? jkjk`
lemme.see.the.one.i.shd.see

so blessed____________________ 8:31 AM

Monday, June 21, 2004

Reached home not long ago from sch. Now Zhang Feng Qi on channel 8! He said he became a monk for 6 yrs, since he was 9 yrs old. Wow` so long!!Anyway today's Ndp was alright, combined practice with Boon lay sec, Bowen Band and our deyi band[they rox our world!] And i was with Monica and her grp during breaks, was supposed to help one of her fren, but dunno why i always day dream today. wad happened to me?? Sorry girl!! I will try not to tml ya? Haha` On the way back to sch on the bus, was 'bullied' by suzanne, dillys and liping.Wah piang erz~ they made me laugh till stomach ache u noe!! Haha~ but was fun though.

so blessed____________________ 8:23 PM

Sunday, June 20, 2004

This morning went to my bro's church at orchar hotel, wow~ the hotel is so beautiful and grand!!not far from the place, there is still a ball room where the english service is being conducted. My bro was singing on stage today, so proud of him =) I was the onli teenager there and the rest are like 30 yrs and above? Kinda malu~ plus one of the pastor took pic of me!! >.< But then the ppl there are very friendly and the ones of ages 50 yrs and above all very happy and active when praising God, they are really dancing and singing~ haha~ The room was really filled with laughter and smiles =) Today's sermon was on being filial to parents.

After service, my old neighbour, Norman who is also in the church, drove my bro, me and a few more ppl to treat us to laksa quite a distant from the church. Was having fun even though i m the youngest there, they are just like us, so frienly, a lil 'childish' at times, but i dun mind, cos i felt comfortable, yea? After that Norman's bro who just got engaged[ announced at church] drove us home. On the way he was telling us abt wad happened to his wife-to-be being disturbed by those diry 'things' and also abt him being disturbed~quite scary~yepp, but cos of our holy father, they stopped disturbing them, amen.

Today will be the last nite of my grandma, mother and auntie sleeping here and they are going back to Indonesia tml. I m going to miss my grandma!!! my irritating lil cousin is here today. Haiz` Just got irritated by her. haiz~

happy father's day!! papa i love u!

so blessed____________________ 4:29 PM

Saturday, June 19, 2004

Came back not long time ago frm sch.Thanks to Denna's dad who sent me home, if not i wont be here now (: Morning went to j8 with Denna and Suzanne to haf our breakfast-cum-lunch and also did some shopping. We bought a few same things together, as though we are best frens like tt (: I m kinda broke now cos of the things i bought today.lolx~Then went sch and headed for stadium a few minutes later to haf our ndp practice. Dunno why i am always very blur at formation 4 and i think ppl there cant stand my blurness, sorrie ppl!Today they dunno wad wind come to them, provide so many food and drinks, esp dinner, western food sia~ next wk might be KFC or PIZZA~ The sponsor ppl are so rich~ ahem. On the way back to sch, suzanne and I were toking with mr chia abt our netball,studies and all, good also, so tt we wun be so tired and slp inside the bus, yea?I m damn tired now man~ tml going to my bro's church which i had been waiting for so many wks, finally tml going!! Plus my bro singing tml.. hehe.. hey, i think Simone also comin back from Malaysia either today or tml~ mommy, i miss u!!
my.life.is.getting.better.

so blessed____________________ 8:35 PM

Friday, June 18, 2004

Went to Rachel's hse to do the Chinese project, at the end onli did abt 2 slides?lolx~cos we had to translate from eng to chinese, u think is so easy? We had hard time doing tt~tcher nv elaborate on wad we shd do for tt. We left Rachel's hse to take bus to the sch bus stop and had our lunch. Inside the bus, met Jackson, was quite shocked.lolx~ NDP today was fun with monica and all~ lolx.. Got my belated birthday present from wan yun~ i love it so much!! Thanks mei` =) I replied the 'him' a very short and cold reply cos of..[u will noe if u had read my previous entries] u noe i was jus hurted by wad he had said to me~ nvm..

so blessed____________________ 7:27 PM

Ok ppl, here are the pics decorated by my dearest mommy, simone(:

so blessed____________________ 7:42 AM

Thursday, June 17, 2004

yoz i m back from orchard~ haha~went to meet fidah first at j8 and then shopped around, simone joined us later, then went to orchard, met billy when we wanted take mrt, at the end we took same mrt as him there~went to cine had our breakfast, shopped around, went hereen, shopped around also.. looking at clothes, and i bought 1!! lala.. so happy`haha!took pic too will be up soon~then simone had to meet tt someone~lol! met that someone already and that someone actually shouted 'bye2' to both of us~so loud u noe?lolx~ but nvm~ v frenly lar..

So now i m wondering wad i can do.. sooo early~ maybe slack again.. oh ya! kor came back frm malaysia already dis morning 2 am then reach home.. omg..i was sleeping like a pig! hmm.. nvm.. i will think wad i shd do later.. bb

so blessed____________________ 2:21 PM

Going to have breakfast with Simone and Rafidah later. Decided to blog first. Haiz~ saded by the 'someone'. Yesterday chatted with him on msn for the second time [ not the him tt i usually tok abt,i shall keep his name unknown]he was telling me he very happy cos met up with his ex and her frens and had alot of fun,wished that time will remain at the moment and miss her alot and blah blah blah~Bloody him!! Somemore asked me why i heart-broken [ frm the email i sent him a few days ago]so i told him, then he said maybe go and like someone else and u will forget him, but how?? If nv begin another relationship but jus like that someone, will i still able to forget him? No rite?? Haiz~ nvm~ actually i told him i already like someone, but then he nv ask hu~*phew! then i cant tell him hu wad.. if nt i die rite?lolx.. nvm.. did not haf the time to tok more~ most prob later when he come back frm indonesia then can tok more~ but for now, i m 'saded' by him*

Hey ppl, if u dunno wad i m toking abt, nvm~ lolx... if u noe betta 'shhh~*' okae? thank u very muach~

so blessed____________________ 8:05 AM

Wednesday, June 16, 2004

-Sweet memories-
Went to my old hse the condo to get something done for my mum. Changed so much! Happy memories appeared. When i was staying there, i got so much fun with all my indo frens, and now all went seperate ways. Saded- cant find them, all over the place. Hey ppl, miss u all u noe?? I still remember last time we always meet up downstairs go for a swim, played at the playground, go each others' hse and chill~ was as if i m living in 'heaven' Now all haf grown up, dunno if they still keep the memories that we had spent together~peeps, i still keep them u noe?? If onli time will turn back to those days, but impossible, ya? I still need to move on with my life. Bleah* dun mind me~ i noe i m writing rubbish~ haha.. i m jus being bored here..

so blessed____________________ 9:00 PM

Haha~ i nv do any online quiz b4, and saw zixin's blog abt this, so decided to do..

My inner child is sixteen years old!

Life's not fair! It's never been fair, but while
adults might just accept that, I know
something's gotta change. And it's gonna
change, just as soon as I become an adult and
get some power of my own.


How Old is Your Inner Child?
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so blessed____________________ 10:49 AM

I m going bonkers soon~ For chinese 'o' level we had to learn abt 1600 words but there will onli be 5 vocabs tested~ i would rather die! This week i had been so obedient~lolx.. stayed at home and actually did so many chinese~ later noon still got maths tution~ tml most prob doing the chinese project which we had not touch at all~Hey, maybe by doing all these will keep my mind off some things, ya?Had been in better mood these days.
U.r.not.going.to.destroy.me

so blessed____________________ 10:06 AM

Tuesday, June 15, 2004

Toopid Nicholas!Called him to comform, at the end he cant make it cos he needed to go out for dunno wad thing. So i m rotting at home, online almost the whole day. Just now went to buy 2 albums[ energy4ever and ow de yang cd] they rox man~ suddenly admire energy alot~lolx..dun mind me cos i really dun wish to do my chinese revision~ had been copying 200+ words since morning~ wan to take a rest first.

so blessed____________________ 3:37 PM

Chinese tution yest was boriiiing~ had to do compo again and again~ wad is this? then tcher gave me a stack of worksheets full of vocab words frm sec1 to sec 4- tell u i can die of boredem doing them. lolx.
Going sch soon to do the webbie.. can we dont do it? cos i m struggling~ but no choice.. the whole sch had to do them.yepp. Got another cd that i wan to buy!Avril Lavigne the new albumHmm..
Elder bro went for his church camp,when he comes back, he is to tell me wad he had learnt and experience..lolx.. we seems to be in better relationship since he received christ--gd rite? Oh ya.. add me to my new mail account[crazine_swenz@hotmail.com] but i will still be using my old account cos had been using tt for almost 5 yrs already, cant bear to close it down, ya?

[dunch.tell.me.to.love.u.again]

so blessed____________________ 8:44 AM

Monday, June 14, 2004

So happy Kriss sent me email frm indonesia, tot he will not be able to send me email cos he sure will play and play whole day~ wah he still take out a bit of time to ask how i m doing in sg. so touched* =)

Just came back from toa payoh central, mum asked me to bring something for her, plus needed to buy lunch for grandma. Then went to Cd rama buy the zhang feng qi cd, now listening to the songs~ not bad worz. Sianz~ wondering wad i shd do today cos i also lazy and no mood to study. But later noon got chinese tution again~rot with teacher also not bad.haha.. Next album i m buying will be the ow de yang cd~ nth to do mahx.. so wad to do? gotta find some entertainment. Tml going sch to do the webpage again~ sian from last time onli did abit cos dun really noe how to do mahx.. actually tml got a maths remedial, dun wan to go cos of some reasons..

wish to be happier_

so blessed____________________ 12:23 PM

Sunday, June 13, 2004

So, mom arrived home and 'disaster' started. She screamed and shouted her lungs out over my lil bro who was being disobedient and all. Well, although i cant stand the noise, i still think he really need to be watched tightly over cos he is getting out of hand now.
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Asked my elder bro if he will encourage me to receive christ if i haf the chance to[i haf not tell my family abt me receiving him last yr]and the answer was yes and reasons why i shd. Realised that my bro had grown up with God and also character change for the better. He also shared testi abt what God had done for him. He asked me to go churches and see which church that i m comfortable with and settle down. He is intending to bring me to his church next week as he didnt bring me a few wks ago when he promised to bring me. I want to know more about God and grow stronger. =)

so blessed____________________ 9:56 PM

Weee~managed to wake up abit later today.Hmm..ping,dillys,huifang coming back frm chalet today~ welcome back gals!miss ya lots.. yesterday nite they called out of boredem asked me go down~ i wanted to but then mom called not long after i reached hm the day before and nagged at me for going out the whole week and hinting tt i cant go out anymore~ well.. maybe she is rite~ i shd really settle down and do some revision which i had not done. Sorrie guys i could not make it.

Hey guess wad? My slacking day is here again! haha.. not planning to go out even if i could cos i wan to slack~ Anyway, i m still growing with the boook [purpose of a driven life] u guys shd read tt.. it's a very good and useful book to read and it sure will help u grow up as in not physically but emotionally and also u will see the purpose of living in this world. But one thing~ dun get attached to things cos they are not meant to be forever. Whateva feelings u are suffering now is wad God wants us to taste, to let us noe tt living on earth is not forever~ yep.. that was wad i learnt yesterday. I hope to grow stronger each day and not hang on with things that i shd not hang on to.

so blessed____________________ 8:49 AM

Saturday, June 12, 2004

Am I feeling betta now? Maybe~ still trying to let go. Just now when i was withdrawing money near the toa payoh mrt station, guess who i saw? Him! Not the previous entry the him, is another him..lolx..he was wearing till so like apek!lolx.. was damn adorable~ guess he didnt see me and guess he was going to his workplace. Thanks for cheering me up =)Whenever i see him, i will be elated, dunno why :p Anyway, didnt go back for chalet cos i m a bit tired, plus if i go, the memories will come back if i sit down by the beach~ Mother coming to sg again tml~ sian, she went back not even 2 wks and wan to come~ wad is this? err.. nvm.. Finally done abit of the maths webpage~so proud of myself after struggling so much and i manage to do =) Lolx

Anita and Kriss going back to indonesia today. Guys i will miss u!! Think flew away already~

so blessed____________________ 4:17 PM

I am back to blog now cos yesterday was out the whole day and didnt have the chance to update.

[[Match with pioneer jc]]
Yesterday's match with Pioneer Jc was a disaster~we were trashed[27 to 6] can u imagine tt? And the most critical quater, which is the last one, coach didnt send the most powerful players, instead he sent the weaker ones to play and i m one of them. Haiz~ was so afraid when i played cos i seldom play on court as my netball skill wasnt good at all, but yea~ was just sent to play.
[[On the way to Huifang's hse]]
After match, we had lunch at CCk the shopping center. Then I took taxi down to Bishan and took bus to hui fang's hse to help bring stuff for chalet. When boarding 162, met Peiling [the gal with him when we broke up]and she told me abt him and she told me that i shouldnt haf done so much for him cos he dun worth my love and everything, I will be able to find my happiness soon[yea maybe]and she actually find that he is very irritating[cos of something] I just cant believe that he has changed so much~ haiz~ i detest myself for putting the mask of feeling great and doing alright when she was telling me abt this~ but inside, i still hurt so much.
[[Chalet]]
So huifang, dillys, liping and i took taxi to east coast there. The taxi driver entertained us.Lolx~ We carried the heavy stuff into the chalet and unpacked and everything and we slacked upstairs at the room. Soon the rest arrived and blah blah blah~ At nite after eating some bbq food, i sat down on the sand, watching the stars with huifang and actually talked alot and had to wait for a gal and her boi to come back~lolx~ Left chalet at almost 9 with lisbeth and took taxi home.
[[Home]]
Why cant i get over him?? 9 mths had past and the he's still haunting me~ cried myself to sleep. How can i get over him when i shd live a live without regrets, painfulness and all???

[i.want.him.to.be.out.of.my.heart]

so blessed____________________ 7:02 AM

Thursday, June 10, 2004

Finally gt the chance to use the comp.This morning went for maths remedial and i thought i was the only one attending cos ms tan didnt make it compulsory~ i was so scared, but when i went up to the cls room, haha~ monkey family members were there too!They really lighten up the lesson~ love them muach! Had lots of fun during lesson though there were less than 10 of us.After lesson, went to broadcasting room with nicholas to do the webpage, but nth was done~lolx! cos we were slacking around and with mr gan around, was crapped man~ u dunno wad really happened and dun wan to sae if not i will get into trouble *zip lolx! Yepp.. nth much actually happened larx.. tml going for the friendly match and i hope i wont be stood up again cos no one actually cor and tell me, instead i called and ask lorx.. haiz.. sigh~ tml maybe after match going for ex 2/5 chalet~ yepp.. tt's all for today..

so blessed____________________ 8:38 PM

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

Came home not long time ago. Went so see him~ wah he cut his hair till so damn adorable~lolx~ Anyway went to meet suzanne at 1 then had lunch at Jubeliee the ramen there and we were having lots of fun~ Walked around Amk central till almost 3 then went to Amk station wait for them to come~ then caiqing came~ waited till so long, was damn impatient already, so suzanne decided to call melissa asked and guess wad?? the match was being postpone to friday and we dunno a single thing~ we were so angry lorx.. made us wait so long and nv even cor to tell us that the match is being postpone. wad is this? lucky suzanne called, if not wad? expect us to wait till tml morning issit??? Haiz~ then we 3 went to toa payoh to see him.. met mrs kwok there!! omg and we were like trying to run away from her.. lolx.. suzanne said he not bad mah.. haha.. so happy*blushed* then went to kiddy palace cos cai qing wanted me to choose my present.. haha.. so chose one lor~ thanks cai qing =) and now here i m~ so peaceful now.. both bros not at home..

so blessed____________________ 5:05 PM

Haha~Felt like blogging before continue sleeping~ Yesterday was really great even though didnt haf some kind of bdae celebration. So Anita, Kriss, Stifen and I went to haf our lunch at Plaza Singapura and then rushed to Bugis to catch our show cos Kriss already bought the tickets yesterday. The show was great~ Yepp.. met alot of ppl also. Hmm.. then we went to walk around, played arcade[as usual] and then sat down some where and had a small chat which I never did with them. Kinda fun and comfortable talking to them. I had to leave first cos my ama had been nagging for me to go home for dinner before i left the hse[u noe grandmas are always like tt]so they actually sent me to the bus stop~ wah so touched man~ cos seldom got ppl actually sent me to the bus stop and wait for my bus to arrive before they leave.
[At home]
Had dinner, received ang baos~ went upstairs to the garden with my lil cousin and she is so adorable!!! She sang bdae song for me and the song 'twinkle stars' lolx.. if onli i could record down her voice~ After tt she drew some stuff for me as she said my 'birthday present' damn touched~ Had been waiting for my parents' call and they finally called!Almost cried you noe? Cos they also sang birthday song for me over the fone [pa, ma, i love u two!]
[Others]
Friends, thanks for the wishing and presents =) This yr i m indeed having a great sweet 16 b'dae :p
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Today having friendly match with Pioneer JC~ Pray for us kae? :p

so blessed____________________ 6:44 AM

Tuesday, June 08, 2004

I m early tOday =) Yesterday had fun with Anita. Met Guo Hao, Marvin, Padma and a few more deyians at Lido and we happened to watch the same show~ Omg~ Err.. nvm. After watching the show, went Orchard popular cos Anita needed to buy some stuff, then back to Toa Payoh shopped for a while and went my house. Anita stayed for a while and headed to her old guardian's hse.
|[Happy Birthday Vina!!*grins]| Hey, i m finally 16 today! can watch NC-16 show already~ lolx.. haha~ Hopefully this yr's birthday will be a sweet memory for me cos i m spending it with my good pals, Anita, Kriss and another person =)

so blessed____________________ 7:08 AM

Monday, June 07, 2004

Hmm~ Today's movie outing with kriss and Anita is cancelled cos he could not make it, so postpone it to tml. Instead of rotting at home today, decided to accompany Anita to watch "The Day After Tml", i watched it before but since she has been desperately wanting to watch, so decided to watch with her. Hey, guess wad? Simone just called me this morning and wish me happy birthday and i was like 'mommy, my b'dae is tml' lolx.. and she was blurred.. lolx.. 'really? haha.. but nvm.. i'm the 1st to wish yuu rite? tml call yuu again..' so sweet of her~ haha~Anyway, yest hse was very noisy~ cousin [ the usual one] came and any how throw temper.. abit mad lar.. cant really tahan.. but wad to do? She is onli 5 yrs old, sometimes haf to really give in to her.

so blessed____________________ 9:15 AM

Sunday, June 06, 2004

Just change my blog layout. How is it?Great?Lolx~ Nvm, it's still pink anyway. Erm.. I m feeling much much better each day for dunno wad reason and guess wad?My slacking day has arrived!Hiak hiak hiak~*grins*Next wk will be my partee week yea?U noe wad? I just realised i still haf lotsa time to do revision! stoopid rite? Once come back frm cls chalet, i still haf 5 days to do homework and revision before going for NDP practice~ toopid toopid.. blur blur.. huahaha.. nvm.. i m mad~insane!

so blessed____________________ 10:51 AM

Saturday, June 05, 2004

Yo~ got miss me? *bleah~ just came back frm orchard. Just now went for service and shopped for a while with zixin. This morning went Bugis with my aunt, after that went for service lorx. Before zixin came, i felt so lost inside church cos my care grp ppl were nt there and i was alone, plus anita was with her care group and felt so extra there, so decided to to sit away frm them. Lucky zixin came =) Well, today's sermon was on [Best offence is a good deffence]If ya noe wad i mean.. haha.. Nvm
It's been months since i entered his kingdom and today i entered it again and i felt so diff. Unsure how to really describe the feelings though. Yepp. TT's all i think.. bb`

Oppsss... forget something. Happy birthday Clara!!! u're 15!! ehehe

so blessed____________________ 6:29 PM

Friday, June 04, 2004

Hihi~ i'm back.Today i slacked and i mean really slacked. Morning sent mother to world trade center then met alot of my frens frm indo too..they also going back together with my mum. Oh well, then made me take 45 mins bus back. At home watched tebee, played ps2 and nth else. Then 4++ went bugis with florance, shi hua and hui fang for a while.. wahaha.. wanted to take pics but too crowded, so didnt take. Yepp. I m a slacker today~

so blessed____________________ 7:01 PM

Thursday, June 03, 2004

[[Listening to: Dongli 88.3, coco lee's purest of pain]]
[[Feeling: tired.stress]]

Phew~ I m so so tired!! Since morning had been doing my holiday assignment, not only for chinese, also maths exam correction, tution(memories chinese vocab, 106 words), but of cos there are breaks in between. But i really cant believe that i actually can survive it~ haha..it's been yrs since i really sit down and really study. Just now went to do some exercise to relieve stress at gym~ instead of relaxing myself, i became more stress!! I m really scrared i cant finish my homework~ plus i need to do some revision to catch up with the things i had learnt last 2 terms so that i can do better~ but how?? I also need a life outside!! Haiz~ I still haf chinese projects which i havent touch, maths webpage to do!! This is a real 'nightmare' holiday for me!! This yr like this, next yr how? I die lar?? Haiz~
Kor comform leaving next month for his university~ sigh* Mom going back tml! weeeehhh~ finally there will be some peace at home without her and my sis quarelling.. hey i m telling the truth~ they quarell practically everyday!! Some day i really can burst out.. haiz.. nvm.. this is life, so wad to do? shd try to adapt and learn from it, ya?

so blessed____________________ 6:47 PM

*yAwNz~!I'm still so sleepy yet cant get more slp~ Now doing the emaths webpage, got a lil of headache doing it. Yesterday travelled all the way to amk for maths tution, at the end the door lock, means no tution. Bloody hell, nv inform me no tution, made me travel so far~ I went home straight after that and onli sat down for a while and huifang called ask me if i wan to go amk kfc[near my tution there]to study.. haha.. i was kind of lazy but well, i dragged myself there. So was there studying with hui fang, her friend and Li Ping till 7.30 i left first cos nth else to do, almost done my maths and i left the undone at home, so cant do.
Well well~ wondering wad to do today.

Things to be done

1]Online maths webpage
2]Chinese projects
3]Holiday assignment *Chinese
4]My sec 4 chinese tution- memorise vocab -_-

so blessed____________________ 7:56 AM

Wednesday, June 02, 2004

[[Listening to: Donli 88.3]]
[[Feeling: Neutral]]
[[Wishes: Rafidah A very happy birthday]]

Feeling much much better now after one whole nite slp and also drowning myself with a story book so that i wont think too much. Yesterday nite she is really gone crazy. The whole hse was a real disaster~noise pollution from her. Haix~how i wish she can go back indo as soon as possible so that the hse will be peaceful. Suppose to go back today but cos of my elder bro going to Australia, she has to stay. I really need some peace!!
Just now chiong my maths hmwk and they are almost done, except for those i dunno how to do, later gonna ask my tutor to teach.
Hey~ Today's fidah's birthday!! Happy birthday Rafidah!wahaha.. she's 15 today~ wow~ so old.. hmm hmm.. kidding* Fidah, hope u will have a wonderful birthday today, yea?
Oh ya, today also vesak day. Happy Vesak Day every1 out there!
yepp.. i m feeling numb now, is like i dunno wad or how i m feeling, if i haf the choice, can i be happy? bleah*
Nvm.. gotta take shower soon~ bb`

so blessed____________________ 10:18 AM

Tuesday, June 01, 2004

Hopefully this will be my last entry for the day. Maryann, Chrisitine and I were chatting on msn pouring our painful feelings out. To think about it, it is a real pain. Now I'm starting to hate my family. Haiz~ I m already being ordered around like a maid and i didnt grumble, instead they complain abt me!!! Wad is this? You all nv train me how to do hse work since young and now i haf to do and still not happy? Wad u all wan from me????? Hate u~ Why is the world so unfair to me?? Every little thing push to me~ Haiz. Real hurt inside.
Just now my mother's friend brought her two grandaughters.. they are so adorable!!~~ they reminded me of my own nephew and nieces.. ehehe.. miss them lots even though nv see them b4. Hey~ i m so old already~ plus jus now my mum called one of my cousin and she is pregnant with another baby! Congrats Lily sis =) Wah she dunno got how many babies already.. wahaa...
My elder bro leaving sg to Australia for studying in University. Sad. See? Another one leaving. I'm going to miss him real much~ I m closest to him among all my siblings.. Kor, i will really miss u~ Haiz.. really why's everyone leaving??? *peace-

so blessed____________________ 7:33 PM

Listening to: wu ding
Feeling: tired
Going to: chiong homework

Hello~ I'm back from j8, had lunch with cai qing and wanyun and we were having great time laming and slacking around. Anyway, just now netball training was great~ slight improvement for myself i think but i really need to train my stamina.yuupp. kk.. now conference with a few ppl in msn.. tata.. later then go chiong hmwk.

so blessed____________________ 2:09 PM

Yohooooo~ So early in the morning and yet i m stuck on the computer.. whaha.. yesterday chinese tution was sooooo boring~ sigh* has to memorise sec 4 2 chapters of vocabulary before next lesson. Sian~ Was having fun online with anita and kriss. I never see Kriss online till yesterday. Wahaha.. i noe i m being lame, but cant help it.So we're going to have a movie marathon just the day before my birthday.. yepp~ love them so much. :p
Later going for netball training. Sian~ Denna and Fidah not going for some reason and i haf to stick with suzanne and cai qing.Ya, at least they are my friends. Anyway, yea.. guess nth to write already.. bb`

Updates
1)Movie marathon (7/6/08)

so blessed____________________ 6:40 AM