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Monday, May 31, 2004

I miss yuu baby

Was awaken by the heavy rain at night, went back to sleep again till 9++ this morning. Anyway yesterday went out with my aunt to toa payoh central, of cos i took the chance to go popular. This time he became the cashier and he's so clumsy and blur! Did not know how to operate the cashier machine. Of cos we didnt have the chance to talk cos he was so busy and engrossed with the machine.
Going for chinese tution later. Teacher going to teach me sec 4's chinese. Kinda excited abt it. Today the sec 4's mother tounge o level,guess finish already rite? Hope they will do well.

Events coming up
1) Netball training (1/6/04)
2) Fidah's birthday, vesak day (2/6/04)
3) Netball training (3/6/04)
4) Clara's birthday (5/6/04)
5) Moi birthday (8/6/04)*hint-
6) E-maths remedial (10/6/04)
7) ex 2/5 class chalet (11,12,13/6/04)

[Let the memories stay]

so blessed____________________ 1:07 PM

Sunday, May 30, 2004

Listening to: Dong Li 88.3 [long time nv tune in already]
Feeling: Missing people who had left me :(
Going to: Out with my aunt to toa payoh central.

It's my slacking day again~*phew. Woke up later than my usual waking time. Haiz~ Tina and her mum going back to Indonesia, gonna miss them lots* Now my house onli left 7 ppl which is very little. My hse always very re nao those type and the more people, the merrier it will be. Haiz~ can they stay? Why is every1 leaving? Mei2 cried badly yesterday cos her god bro will be going back to taiwan to show his parents his result and if not good then he will not be back to sg anymore~ This leaving thing seems to be happening to every1 of us here~ why like this? Is it God wants to take some things from us as a punishment? I really dunno. The ppl who i love dearly, including u noe who also left me :( Where is the love that once have? Where is the happiness that they had given me?

Did some hol assignment today but they dun seem rite, so decided not to do anymore. Really not in the mood rite now :( I m partly the 'servant' at home cos maid went back to indonesia a few days back and my aunt had been doing the chore and i really pity her, so i decided to help too.

Let me wait for yuur return-

so blessed____________________ 12:18 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2004

Listening to: everything you do.
Feeling: Tired+Happy =)
Weeeeeeee~ Before going sch, i actually went to popular to look for a story book. Hmm~ William saw me and was kinda shocked to see me. I didnt smile which i was suppose to and just walk away. Haiz, i really wish we can be like last time, i mean i dun expect much, but i really wish he can cheer me up with his teasing and all.
Anyway, today's NDP practice was at the National stadium. We reached there abt 1 or 2 ++ but we were onli able to use the field around 3 almost 4 lorx.. made us sit there doing nth. but was great and fun with the ppl around me. We were provided with Nasi Lemak for dinner, not bad lar.. still i went home to eat cos was still hungry. Today's practice was fun~ especially with no 138 and 151. They are really great to play with :p Teachers praised us again for our great performance.. great~:) Supposed to go home at 8 but then reached school early, so we were able to go home earlier.Hey, guess wad? Today's national rugby competition among the primary sch, including st.Andrew, which is my lil bro team. His team is the whole singapore champion!!! Congrats bro =) Proud of u for tt =) Yea.. guess g2g for now.. bb`

so blessed____________________ 9:14 PM

Listening to: Last flight

Yoz~woke up early today cos could not slp any longer plus slpt early yesterday nite. Haiz~still thinking of mrs ong.Maybe wad u haf to let go,u haf to let go,yea? Gonna miss her lots.Anyway,ltr will be going for NDP practice at the stadium, but have to report to school first and the practice will end late at nite~most prob 8++.

Give me back my fantasy
The air i need to live.

so blessed____________________ 10:34 AM

Friday, May 28, 2004

Today last day of term 2. Had NDP practice and it was hot again. Uncle sun had came back to torture us again, haiz~ Finished the finale for the whole show, but today's practice wasnt that great. Got back report book and i got 13th in cls out of 41, but this position is a bad one cos u can see the standard really drop this year compared to last yr. Wasn't happy at all for my stoopid result cos there aint any improvement compare to last yr's.
After sch had a so called gathering with student leaders, we were wondering wad the meeting would be about. And u guess wad? it was really a suprise and a painful one. Mrs Ong is leaving DEYI for good! We were crying our hearts out to see our dearest teacher, like a parent to us leaving- She was the one who created the name PSL, she was the one who groomed us, she was the one who loved, scolded, angry and all u can name it. We love her dearly and yet she is leaving us for a secret reason. I will miss her, i will love her. Even the guys who hardly cry, cried just now, cos every1 out there love her. MRS ONG~ wo hui yong yuan xiang ni, wo hui yong yuan gan ji ni! It's really unfair~ why is every1 who i love dearly leaving me one by one? Last time was mrs liow, ms yap and now mrs ong.. haiz.. without them, our psl grp will not be the same anymore. We will not be able to stay strong without her. It will really be different =(
Anyway, went J8 with andy and mon to watch the day after tml. Bumped into a few deyians, esp the sec 1s.. wahaha.. anyway, watched halfway and i left for home cos i was afraid tt mum will look for me like last time :p yea.. g2g now.. bb

Mrs Ong,we will always love u, support u and miss u..

so blessed____________________ 7:12 PM

Thursday, May 27, 2004

Listening to: can't fight the moon light
Feeling: tired and frustrated

Today's NDP practice was a relaxing yet successful one. We had learnt all the formation already and we were very excited and happy abt it =) Went out with my aunt, Tina and her mom to tp central to sell my dad's hp, but at the end didnt sell. Was 'dancing' around outside the hp shop when a familiar voice was heard by me. I turned around and saw a few guys wearing the popular uniform, guess wad? One of them is william! Was so happy.. lala.. Anyway, after that went Bugis, kinda boring cos as u noe wad adults shop for. Then on the way back, i had to go back to tp central again to buy my grandma's dinner, by that time i was sooo tired!! After buying, dropped by popular and He was there!!! Lalala.. but he didnt see me, guess he's kinda busy or something. Haiz.. if onli he's still like last time, have the time to tease me. Now i really dun mind, cos i realise, seeing him can really cheer me up.
Tml will be the last day of term 2 and we will be having our june 'holiday'. Lotsa things going on during the June break. Haiz..

so blessed____________________ 6:31 PM

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

Today went through some papers, given holiday assignment which i had started doing, going to cont doing later. F&N that time we went to watch Finding Nemo at AVA room. Wahah, we kajiao ms chew till she could not take it anymore but to let us in, but then halfway through, the laptop batt low, so we were unable to cont watching. Assembly was kinda lame but fun, was a skit on the rules of Internet safety.Anyway,I m really unsure of my mood or feeling now.It's just mix~ Dunno why. Tml have NDP practice again~ sianz. Haiz.. Exam was just over not even 2 wks and my mum and grandma had been asking me to study. Hello?? can u give me a break? I noe i had done badly this time, but i need a rest!! Dun give me pressure!!I already noe how i should do to make my grades improve!! But tell ya something.I definitely will not be able to get 10 points!!! I am not in best cls and I am not a genius! So dun put so high expectation on me!! Arrrggghhh!!!!~!!! I really dun noe wad to do. It's just that i can really break down anytime. Sometimes, i really need someone who understand me and be there for me, but they are always not here for me when i need them :( 5 more days will be the sec 4/5 mother tounge O level and it seem so scary!! One more yr will be our turn. I really dunno if i can make it till then. Haiz~ What to do? I am such a failure. -end-

so blessed____________________ 5:15 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2004

Listening to: purest of pain.

YoZ~In a very good mood today. Yesterday told my mum abt my result, instead of scolding or nagging at me, she actually advised me =) mum i love u~ finally u had think through. Yesterday's Ndp was horrible for other ppl, but for me was great cos really enjoyed myself with some ppl.Something actually happened not to me but my friends which is not supposed to happen. After NDP went to J8 to have lunch and shopped around with Simone, Monica and Fidah.
Today's NDP practice was great!! Really~ Actually after practice suppose to have lessons but then was cancelled cos we were too tired. Next week got 2 days netball training.. wah.. long time nv attend training liaox.. After NDP, went to Orchard with Monica. Spent about $20 to take pics.. ehehe.. was having fun taking pics.. actually wanted to take at the star shop or wadeva lar.. but then 2 ppl onli, not fun, so we decided not to take. At hereen there we took at the new machine, then behind us was a grp of Cedar gals, then we blur blur dunno how to use the machine, so i actually asked one of the gals.. wahaha.. after we take, they actually came and kajiao us :p too bad they didnt manage to see our pics.. wahahaa.. then when their turn, we also kajiao them.. they super friendly ler.. wahhaa..okae.. g2g watch tebee and play my ps2 liaox.. bb

so blessed____________________ 7:32 PM

Sunday, May 23, 2004

So i really slacked at home today. Was watching Tv, online, playing PS2[resident evil] Muahaha!! I am really addicted to it. Tml NDP practice again~ Hopefully it wont be so hot, yea? Anyway, the forum out of topic!! Jeff and who ever is incharge of the forum, LiPing and I are really sorry abt that ya? Well, dont mind me, i m too hyper today. kk.. better end here..i wan to cont watching my tv and play my resident evil if i haf the time.. bb

so blessed____________________ 7:54 PM

Listening to: [Radio]Dong Li 88.3
Mood: Madness :p

Morning` Sunday again and it will be my slacking day at home again! Muahaha!! I am evil. >.< Anyway, yesterday after i went offline Li ping called me as expected to tell me jeff actually read out wad she sent him!:p Wah she arz.. saboh me ler.. lucky jeff didnt read out the first part of her sms, if not li ping is dead. We actually kajiou his forum and when i called ping again she said jeff sent back said we are evil.. muahaha.. we are evil, rite ping? Well, who asked us to be so bored yesterday? Okok, enough of this.
Let's tok abt reality. Tomorrow going to be a 'hell' for me to be 'killed' by my mum cos as i wrote before, telling her all the result at one go and let her 'kill' me. Maybe holiday i will play less and study more ya? I also did not expect my result to be so sucky. Haiz. Yea, wad is over is over, dun bother abt it anymore. I shall live a happy live [try lar]. Gotta go now.. bb`

so blessed____________________ 9:14 AM

Friday, May 21, 2004

Listening to:[Radio] Dong Li 88.3, Jeff rawkz!
YOz.I m hm frm the Deyi fund raising. It was a great one, ya? It really cheer me up =) Wah, can see so many types of clothing ppl wore, so fun, like fashion show lydat :p Supposed to meet anita before the concert, but cos tried calling her hp millions of time and could not get through her and we were afraid we will be late, we left without her. Sorry Anita!!! Hey, i was shocked 3 times by my friends. Dunno why i got shocked so easily today. Was so malu. Wahaha.. Sean became Rafidah photographer at a point of time helping her taking pics. It's so bright~ cos the flash lar.
Tml most probably going to help out for the concert dunno wad the VIP. See my mood lorx.. Just now wanted to talk to Ms Foo abt it mahx, then Weiming waved to me. Was so shocked ler.. so long, how many mths nv see him already and i almost forgot him :p Yet he still rem me.. wahaha.. hao gan dong worz. =) Fidah had been laughing at wad i wore.. haha.. she said it's like as if i m going for wedding.. wad to do? tina made me wear and put make up for me.. as if i m going for dunno wad grand occassion lydat..
Ok larx, betta end here. I m feeling much2 betta =)

so blessed____________________ 10:02 PM

Going for our sch fund raising concert later. Hopefully that can cheer me up. You know what? The subs tt i am suppose to pass, they fail, especially e-maths! Do i deserve to be killed?I scored quite well in my ss but my geo failed and it pull down my overall humanes mark!!I still thought this year i will get better result cos i have new resolution and all, but at the end all like go down the drain like tt. haiz~
Eh, Jeff, yesterday listen to ur station then u said tell u how we do for our exams rite? One word. Sux! Dunno how to live on..

so blessed____________________ 3:21 PM

stoopid, no brain or wadeva u can sae. All my results sux to the core. No mood for everything.
Anyway, jeff, thanks for cheering me up over ur radio station indirectly.. =)

so blessed____________________ 3:09 PM

Thursday, May 20, 2004

NDP today was better. Not so hot and some peeps weren't as noisy as yest. But b4 NDP someone spoilt my mood again. Great~wadeva. After NDP went to Far East with Elaine and took some pics again.. wahaha..
Hey, was shocked to see my tagboard.. ehehe.. c for yuurself.. shhh...

so blessed____________________ 3:49 PM

Wednesday, May 19, 2004

I think abt the story u shd refer to fidah's od.. cos i dun really rem how linn was telling them abt the story. wahaha.. here are the pics though

Simon and i good frens

I became the bad woman killing him

Simon dead

I became crazy and shot myself

wahaha.. nice nice? well.. it's too small though..

so blessed____________________ 8:14 PM

Okae, these are the pics taken yest

Hua yee and me

Atiqah, huayee, me and one crazy man

Atiqah, huayee, me

so blessed____________________ 8:04 PM

It's been 'years' since i m this tired. Today's NDP was a killer. My first day of being a real dancer yet was tortoured under the hot sun almost died of dehydration :x Anyway, our cls had to do the dunno wad make webpage of maths online for the cls and is lyke a competition. Then ms tan assigned i/c and a-i/c for research/ resource and design and layout. I m under layout and design. Hello? My designing sux.. haha.. but nvm.. maybe can ask those good in art and all to help =)
Oh ya. Abt the story abt yest will be up most pro tonite cos fidah is busy now to send.. Yesterday nite listened to Jeff's programme again and i sent an sms to dedicate song to the whole sch and the DJs. Then Jeff was saying that he miss our sch the longan beancurd.. wahhaa.. felt like sending saying ask him come often, but how can? Haha.. they wun come jus for tt.
Haiz. Got back my chinese result and it's a real dissapoint for me. This time i got a B3 instead of A1. My chinese really drop. Dunno larx..Yea.. catch ya later.. bb

so blessed____________________ 2:47 PM

Tuesday, May 18, 2004

Hi there. I am back from 'lala land'. Today's heritage tour wasnt fun at all and my mood was spoilt by some ppl. Well, dun wish to mention wad happen if nt they will find fault with me again.. Thanks Andy for cheering me up =) Reached sch 11.30++ then 2 hrs later got psl meeting, so slacked around in sch with fidah, atiqah and all. Oh ya.. on the way slacking, found mrs liow at 2/1 cls room and andy and i went there to have a small chat with her!!! Miss her so muach~!Went up to hall for 'free show' by simon, andy, billy, linn, huayee they all. Took some crappy pics which will be up soon for u guys to see. Fidah nt online to send me the pics now. Really had fun time. I admire Billy's dancing and singing! it's so wooooo~~!! ahem.. then fidah and i decided to support them for the fun raising concert which we actually did not wan to go for =)
Yey, combined camp and bbq next mth =)after meeting went to see them again but this time got band ppl at the hall too, so it's like we can see two 'free shows' =p Then Linn so funny.. cos fidah showed them the pics that me and ppl took b4 meeting at the hall that one, then he dunno how made up a story for the pics.. wahaha.. later u will noe wad i m talking abt.
Anyway, tml NDP practice.. getting result dis fri.

so blessed____________________ 5:30 PM

Can't bear to leave now even though i noe i have fo remove myself frm the chair and go to sch. Anyway, yest listen to 88.3 the whole nite and knew tt we deyian were really listening to the programme by jeff worz. they dedicated alot of songs by sending sms. Wah.. i waited for them to replay wad they had recorded frm deyi yest the cheer thingy till so excited ler.. from 9 to 11 wait wait then 11 oclock then haf.. even my bro and mum waited for it till sick liao then decided nt to wait.. at the end i listen myself.. haha.. haiz.. could nt stay up any longer to listen to his programme cos mum was nagging for staying up late.. wahaaa.. maybe she nt used to see me nt aslp yet at that point of time.. well.. ya.. Dongli 88.3 rawkz!!!

so blessed____________________ 5:56 AM

Monday, May 17, 2004

Haiz.. Feel like posting another one now. Dunno why ler.. over excited already. Jus now when elaine and i was at the bus stop waiting for bus to go home, there was this couple taking pics there.. wad's so nice? Then the gal came and approached us wanted to take pics with us, saying she frm korea.. =) Anyway, ping said i crazy over JEFF.. haha.. i think so, but elaine more crazy worz. :p Lalala.. i really haf no trouble in mind now so anyhow come out with things to think lor.. haha..
Haiz..see his pic like he pierce ear lydat..i hate guys who pierce ear ler.. lyke sissy like tt.. haiz.. why he so gd looking but pierce ear?? nth to do issit? haiz.. nvm.. dun wish to write le ..tata

so blessed____________________ 4:23 PM

Yoz. jus came back frm Far East with elaine. Rushed there straight after sch.. makan, took pics and walked around then go hm. Anyway today's activities were not bad, except for morning one. It's so god damn boring. After recess principal and some HOD had a diologue session with us sec 3 on how we can actually improve on the sch environment and everything.. nth much lar.. but the exciting part is the DJS from 88.3!!! oh yes~ they rawkz esp JEFF :p had really fun time and enjoying the show.. wow.. haha.. then we on radio ler! wohoho.. i frm today onwards wan to listen to 88.3 liao esp JEFF's session at nite :x haha.. betta end here b4 i cont talking abt JEFF :x bb

so blessed____________________ 3:44 PM

Sunday, May 16, 2004

It's Sunday again.sianz~tml gotta go sch for the post exam activities again~sianz~today nth much lorx.. slacked infront of tebee and comp, then in the noon went toa payoh central slacked for a while.Had a deep thoughts abt things,I really wish to find the ans soon but dun think i will. Well, all these craps is when i really m too free..
Chatted with ms tang online for the first time and had a gd time =) she wanted to come back to deyi to teach but there are no more vacancy for her.. sad =( Anyway, tt's all i think.
]]if i sae i love u, will u love me too?[[

so blessed____________________ 6:36 PM

Saturday, May 15, 2004

Wah~weather is super the hot!!i m sweating like mad! Anyway didnt go for service cos tution ended quite late and even if i chiong also wont be able to sing. At the end went to meet my maid and the 2 kids to have lunch at toa payoh central then went popular.. wah long time nv c the popular guy then he there ^-^.. haha.. but today there very crowded cos got dunno wad author there promoting his books. But i pity him lor.. nt much ppl wan to buy his bks plus he is nt that famous.. dunno wad name Goh something one.. now i realised why the popular guy online work during wk end.. his looks tell me that he is onli abt 18 and most pro studying during weekdays arz.. so onli can work during week end.. hmm.. yea.. maybe.. oopppsss.. i observe so much for wad?:x I am so happy that i can have days to slack again~ wahahaaa... but then sometimes i really envy those in top sch lor.. like anita and kriss.. they can take 9 subs ler.. why our sch dun allow us to take more than 7 subs? over sch onli allow 3/9 to take tripple pure science but no pure humanes lor.. haiz..If onli i studied hard.. but wad to do? i m born to slack.. so cant be help at times.. plus i definitely think that my mid yr exam result ain't promising at all.. i m already prepared to get grounded once again.

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
Everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, you're haunting me
I guess I need you baby

so blessed____________________ 8:53 PM

Wow, it's still so early in the morning and yet i am already awake. Yesterday's paper was quite an easy paper cos most of the thing that i didnt study didnt come out~ haha.. everyone taking f&n decided to fail their paper, including me. The time given was 2 hrs but i finished within 1 hr..
{Outing with anita, kris and steven}
Supposed to meet them at 5 but i reached Orchard earlier. Lucky i called anita if not they would wait for me till they die.. wahaha.. Anita ended sch earlier then could meet us earlier. So i chiong from orchard to cine to meet them. Wah once we meet, we went to arcade and slacked, cos kriss and steven bought the tickets for us already and movie started at 6.15. Then went to HMV slacked and back to arcade. Hehe.. kriss asked to play puzzle bubble with him and i trashed him within 35 second per game. Anita said it was a childish game, but we still played it cos we had nth else to do. Then went to catch the movie Van Helsing. Ended at 8.35 pm and then we went to makan at burger king and then the 2 guys there crapped abt their live as an indo scholar, their scouts life and all inside gt jokes somemore.. haha.. wanted to go hm early but cos of their funny jokes, we ended up going hm almost 10 at nite.. wah that was so late and i was so afraid that i go home will kana scolding, at the end reached hm my mum didnt scold me.. thank god~ cos i seldom go out till so late before. Tell you, we had so great time yesterday nite cos of their friendlyness, their craps and all.. wahahaa..
{today}
Today most prob going for tution again cos mum wants me to and then going for service again.

so blessed____________________ 6:59 AM

Friday, May 14, 2004

Lalala.. Morning every1 out there. Well, i m not going to study for my f&n for the last time cos i m sick of it.Preparing to fail. wahaha.. Anyway, yest nita called to comform.. it's today instead of tml. wah.. i was so scared if change day again.. cos i had been cracking my head where shd i go after exam today. Nita, i love u!! Okok, better not crap anymore. Hmm.. let's talk abt confidence. I dun haf confidence in my science, maths and humanes paper cos i sux at them! haha.. i haf a lil confidence on my chinese cos that's wad i always score at. Phy haf a bit cos the paper was rather easy. 100% comfirm fail is my f&n today.. wahahaha.. I am not in exam mood anymore, so wad to do? I cant wait to see my dear friend anita and her friends later!! thousands of yrs nv see each other already ;x haha.. kk.. better stop crapping here. byebye.. lalala

so blessed____________________ 7:37 AM

Thursday, May 13, 2004

Changed my blog layout. How is it? haha.. cos really nth to do.. later then do my f&n revision. I really envy those dun need to go sch tml for another paper. haiz.. but yey!!! tml last paper!! Just now physics paper was ok. Almost all came out from TYS again.. lucky i did some qns from there. Then just now in cls got a small incident. Wah that Mr Su's eyes super sharp man. Anyway, after paper, went to have breakfast with Elaine at mac. On the way there met Serene they all.. We hugged so tightly cos we miss each other so much!! But before i can talk to her, she already left with vivien. Haiz.. then my Ama and Clara also there mah.. they so busy asking what qns come out.. haha.. their paper later than us cos they take pure. How can the paper be the same? Haiz.. dun wish to study anymore cos i m in hol mood!! Last 2 yrs last paper art, then dis yr f&n.. so much difference u noe!!..

so blessed____________________ 11:49 AM

Wednesday, May 12, 2004

I m home now. Still so early to do my revision for physics paper tml. Today's paper was a disaster for me and if i pass my a maths paper, that will be a miracle cos i did not noe how to do some qns and every qns consist of 2 marks and above. Bleahx~
Anyway, had a dream last nite and it cause 'my life'.. well, not really my life in reality but inside the dream cos i saw with my own eyes that someone is with someone (those i told u this morning will noe wad i m talking abt) HOPEFULLY it wun happen in real life.. if nt wonder what i will do then.
Oh yesh~ two more days to go!! jia you vina.. u can do it!! ~~ehehe.. going out this friday with anita and kris.. ehehee.. so happy!!!~~ long time never go out already.. kinda outdated liao..
Oh lala.. i m slacking online first.. tata`

so blessed____________________ 1:45 PM

mOrNiNg!! I still cant slp a lil longer cos i still dunno how to do coo geo for a maths!! yest nite tried doing for 2 hrs and still dunno! see how toopid am i? today paper yet still dunno how to do.. haiz.. hopefully later can survive thru.. yea.. going off to try doing now.. tata!

so blessed____________________ 6:49 AM

Tuesday, May 11, 2004

My head going to burst soon!!! Dunno why i feel so stress out of sudden without doing anything. See my a maths material worse! Frm jus now till now not really had studied anything for that. And at Denna's hse i was practically at the comp and didnt do much except when she asked me qns then i help her.. haiz.. die die!!
I already so stress then my dis cousin came over to my hse again and used the mic and sing so loud somemore!! WTH.. Haiz.. envy those who dun haf paper tml..

so blessed____________________ 6:43 PM

Another day with exams and today was a relaxing one for me =) managed to do all the qns without worries but i m sure i haf tons of mistakes. Anyway now i m in my darl hse 'teaching'her logarithm for tml a maths paper.. Before that fidah, mel, darl and me went to eat at mac. On the way met my 1/7 kids.. haha they are so adorable =)
Anywa, tml will be having a maths exam and wun be coming sch at usual time cos in the morning those taking bio will be habving their papers first.. our paper starts at 10.30, so will be in sch at 10 i think.. wah so shuang lox.. can slp and wake up late tml :P
Kk.. better go now to teach my darl now..

so blessed____________________ 1:59 PM

Sunday, May 09, 2004

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY!

Die Die!! Had been slacking yesterday. Went for tution at the end cos was too bored at home came home slacked, geo book was with me but i did not haf the mood to study, even NOW!! Yesterday nite my noisy sister made me could nt slp -_-" so noisy!! But i managed to wake up early today to 'study' and had not get into my mind. My dad went back to indo this morning *sobs*
Wow.. today mothers' day worz.. my bro and i bought an earing for my mom and we wanted her to wear it today.. hehee.. later when we go cut hair can see how beautiful she will be :p Haha.. sometimes i really love my mother for everything she had done for me. How noble mothers are. They can be so forgiving, so reasonable so loving so caring and all no matter how bad their children can be. =)
Anyway, hopefully i wun slack again today.. gotta chiong my revision!!...

so blessed____________________ 9:40 AM

Saturday, May 08, 2004

TaKe Me AwAy.

Dunno why everytime exam period i will always fall sick. Not cos of mugging cos i have nt been mugging and dunno wad is the reason. Sianz arz.. someone help me to concentrate! i still cant settle down when exam is next monday. haiz.. but i cant wait till friday! Oh ya.. not going back to indo during june hols cos grandma is here too.. haiz 1/2 miss home 1/2 happy that i wun be spending boring holiday there.
Not going tution later cos i want to revise by myself.

Things that i can't wait:
1) 'exam to finish (so that i wun suffer)
2) Go out with Anita and ahem.
3) ex 2/5 gathering.
4) June holiday--> party everyday :p
~~5) result to come out~~
6) My birthday , 8 june--> Buy me present horx ;p

so blessed____________________ 10:04 AM

Friday, May 07, 2004

i'M sOrRy. i StIlL lOvE yUu.

hmmm. Lessons today were okae except that i had not fully re charged my energy cos yesterday nite ended up sleeping late talking with Tina abt my homeland again. sO i didn't study again cos went out with my dad yesterday nite. haiz.. just now went swimming with my 5-yr old cousin.. so adorable =) she made my day man. Anyway, just now we 3/6 gave ms tang a 'suprise' gathering and gave her a big board with our thanks to her. She was so touched.. wow.. can c her eyes.. ahem.. kk enough enough.. dunno wad else to sae.. i better end here..

so blessed____________________ 6:24 PM

Thursday, May 06, 2004

i WaNt YoU. i NeEd YoU. i LoVe YoU.

Reached sch quite late today cos met my pri sch friend when i took bus to tp bus interchange and accompanied her till 6.30 and my bus arrived 6.40.. wah lucky bus still have a few deyians cos i tot i was late.So 5 periods of A-maths and the last period of it teacher walked off cos she could not stand the noisy environment in cls. I really dunno wad these ppl are thinking.Exam is just next wk and yet they dun treat lessons seriously and still so relax. Have they ever wonder about their future? I really dunno. I really feel very bad for the teacher who was trying hard to teach us, finish the syllibus and walked off out of anger. Haiz. tell u arz.. really dunno wad to sae..
I give up! Why shd i give her chances or face when she treats me like this? She is just biased towards me!!! WTH. Physics lesson that time enjoyed talking to Raechel about my 'homeland' cos i didnt really tell any1 abt it. Suddenly miss my home over in Indonesia. Thinking about it, I think 1 yr nv go back already.. How i wish i am still there studying and living so peaceful and relaxing life and not in singapore where there are so many problem and stress... haiz..
Anyway, studied my F&N.. haiz.. so many things to memorise and absorb.. guess going to die soon. Lastly wanna wish Zhi En 'Happy birthday' =)

so blessed____________________ 6:01 PM

Wednesday, May 05, 2004

.tiring.

Wed suppose to be a very relaxing day for me, but today was different. Chinese lesson changed to chem and the lesson was a tough one. Then english lesson changed to emaths, f&n was quite a relaxing one though, we needed to do grp work and i chiong the work with elaine. Assembly today was the prize winning ceremony for the students who top in each subs. Congrations to all of them, their hard work were repaid =)

Today last lesson of pccg lesson with 1/7 and i really treasured that lesson so much that i did not want to leave cos 1/7 was the one who improved me on my conducting of lesson, they were the one who changed me alot. I also could see great improvement on them. They became closer to each other and also very friendly. They used to be so quiet and shy like a mouse and now.. wow.. u could really c the difference in them. I ended up the lesson by thanking them for being such a gd cls, they changed me in positive way and i wished them all the best for everything. Wow.. they said it's a touching one? Did i sound touching? wahhaaa.. but really i really wanted to cry but i held back the tears...

After assembly, went amk central to eat with Elaine. Then walked around and then went for my maths tution.. I was so tired that i didnt have the mood to do anything.. Anyway, tml die.. 5 periods of A-maths!!!! Can i kill myself instead?

so blessed____________________ 5:52 PM

Tuesday, May 04, 2004

-*-Chinese paper-*-

Wow.. today's chinese papers were very relaxing ones.. ehee.. but then the vocab onli came out 5 qns when i learnt 190 words!!! grrrhhh.. those were the words that i didnt really go and revise but i got them right :) And for compo.. we were given 2 hrs to write and i finished in 1 hr time and i was down there staring here and there.. damn bored! I did on the question wo cuo le {i'm wrong} wadeva.. anyhow write and didnt bother to look through cos i myself dunno wad i was writing.
After school, went j8 with darling to buy a bag for myself.. cos the bag that i broght this morning the zip spoilt! What to do? that bag was with mye for so many yrs.. Met clara, huifen and angeline there.. and we went to have our lunch at mac together, after that my darl and i left first.. met marryann.. haha.. anyway was having so much fun there with my darl.. crapped so much.. wad to do? crappy company the president, must set good example lar.. :P

so blessed____________________ 3:25 PM